Last one of these for the month of October. Unsure where time has gone. Wow crazy stuff!!
1. I am working on my ideas for my 10th National Novel Writing Month! In just a few short days I will be starting my journey again into the crazy world of writing a book in 30 days. I need to start editing my books now its getting bad that I have yet to actually publish something I wrote. Some years the ideas are crap. Others they are great. Either way I have never actually gotten farther then winning. And of all things I do each year I make sure I FINISH my books. I have not lost one year not one!
2. Work this week was a bit longer but not that many hours. Yes I haven't tried yet for another job. But until I do I will be here through the holidays. And my goal is out by the new year. That is a big goal since we have 2 months left. I need a job closer to home but if not at least one that makes me happy, gives me hours and is closer to my career that would be a bonus but still. Lets be hopeful, pray and TRY for another job yes please
3. My parents and sister were gone all week this week. That means they had fun up North like 8hrs away. While we did our usual without them. My sister taking me to work. No gym. What a week! But they are back now as of Friday hey guys
4. School is going alright. I am now into my 2nd week of my online class. And I have my radio class. I did week 5 and recorded it. I have to do some intense stuff as we get to the end of the semester. And then decide if I want to do this for real in the Spring. I am unsure at this point it will be busy. I am planning to do the TV show and I would be doing two different ones. I am unsure yet we shall see. Just want to get through this semester and come out okay. But I am having fun no matter what
5. 10 years ago we were in our final weeks before moving to TN. I know cause we had the truck on halloween packing it up. Its hard to believe time has flown by and looking back. I will never once regret our move. We were independent from our parents for 3 years plus 1 year in AZ. We paid our own bills. Struggled, barely slept. Didn't have a lot of fun money. But we had fun. Made friends. I had a school I loved. 2008 was my favorite year out there despite our allergy cough we both got for like 5 months. We had fun. I love you TN and miss you. But sadly unless I were getting a real job out there I will never be able to move back. I don't regret our move to AZ either but TN 10 years ago our journey is one I will never forget.
Well I am going to post this on Sunday but written two days early. Had a heat spell this week oh boy but finally cooling down this weekend happy we can say FALL and hope this is it. I mean I will miss tank tops and shorts and flip flops. But in a few months it will be back. And the weather channel says we might have a warmer winter so there is always that to look forward to haha ;) See you all in November. Have a happy Halloween. I have to work but hey its how it goes. God bless!
Saturday, October 28, 2017
Friday, October 20, 2017
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 22nd 2017)
One more of these and we are done for this month! Crazy huh. This year is flying by. Doing this early again cause it worked last time why not try it again. This MacBook Air is kinda of addicting. But I have to get back on my acer eventually I left a lot of unsaid stuff. Plus with no cd drive yet on this one I will buy one eventually I have to go on my acer for uploading cds and such.
1. School is going alright. I am done with week 9 which means we have less than half a semester to go. In case I forget this I got my catalog already for the Spring semester in the mail. I am excited for that. I just need to survive this semester. And then I can talk about the next one yup. Did my 4th radio show got 7 more to go. I kinda messed up my recording for my half of the 2 shows for radio. So unsure what to do about that.
2. GYM did that twice this week. Tuesday & Thursday. I am now into doing the hydro machine after so that is nice and relaxing. On Thursday I also did some weights which I will be feeling for a day or two. Next week might do this 3 times wow. Yup back to working 3x a week again after several weeks of not working on Fridays.
3. Worked less last week just 4 days again. My hours bad and yes I am still wanting a new job while not looking. But seriously my goal is to be out by next year unsure where my company is going and don't want to be there if the direction is bad.
4. 2 years ago on the 18th we lost our dear Maggie. I still miss our crazy orange girl. Unsure how much longer we have the other kids few more years. With crazy stuff going on in the world. Honestly unsure how much longer the world will be here or us as humans or both. But God is in control and that is all I need to know.
5. My doc visit was not that great on Tuesday. I will be back probably in a month. Unsure if and when I will take care of my other issues since my meds run out on the 5th and I need to decide quickly after that. I have also been clinically diagnosed with PCOS which is 1 in 10 and not going away ever. I need to work on my weight and health. But this pain I guessed for months what is was is this. Although honestly I could have something worse since this is the end of my doctor visits for this. But like I said God is in control He knows what is wrong and if its worse it will be okay too.
Well I am gonna post this but not put on twitter till you know Sunday. Have a great week everyone. See you next week one last one of these. Till then God bless.
1. School is going alright. I am done with week 9 which means we have less than half a semester to go. In case I forget this I got my catalog already for the Spring semester in the mail. I am excited for that. I just need to survive this semester. And then I can talk about the next one yup. Did my 4th radio show got 7 more to go. I kinda messed up my recording for my half of the 2 shows for radio. So unsure what to do about that.
2. GYM did that twice this week. Tuesday & Thursday. I am now into doing the hydro machine after so that is nice and relaxing. On Thursday I also did some weights which I will be feeling for a day or two. Next week might do this 3 times wow. Yup back to working 3x a week again after several weeks of not working on Fridays.
3. Worked less last week just 4 days again. My hours bad and yes I am still wanting a new job while not looking. But seriously my goal is to be out by next year unsure where my company is going and don't want to be there if the direction is bad.
4. 2 years ago on the 18th we lost our dear Maggie. I still miss our crazy orange girl. Unsure how much longer we have the other kids few more years. With crazy stuff going on in the world. Honestly unsure how much longer the world will be here or us as humans or both. But God is in control and that is all I need to know.
5. My doc visit was not that great on Tuesday. I will be back probably in a month. Unsure if and when I will take care of my other issues since my meds run out on the 5th and I need to decide quickly after that. I have also been clinically diagnosed with PCOS which is 1 in 10 and not going away ever. I need to work on my weight and health. But this pain I guessed for months what is was is this. Although honestly I could have something worse since this is the end of my doctor visits for this. But like I said God is in control He knows what is wrong and if its worse it will be okay too.
Well I am gonna post this but not put on twitter till you know Sunday. Have a great week everyone. See you next week one last one of these. Till then God bless.
Friday, October 13, 2017
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 15th 2017)
Doing this yes 2 days early but won't post the link till we are closer to the day it should be up. Best I can do! Hello everyone how are you doing today??
1. My new MacBook Air came in the mail finally. Yes I will be paying for this for a while and yes I got it for career not just fun. My laptop acer 5 years old now has been acting up for months now. The keyboard died few months ago. That was like the last straw. But I will for sure go back on it sometimes. After all this MacBook comes with no cd drive :( and no word program. So I am unsure how that works. I am still figuring this out. But for now I like this laptop. Its pretty and light and I will be taking it with me so I can be cool at school. Yes I will be but gotta keep an eye on it cause its not cheap. Had I paid out of pocket it would have cost me $1,200 yikes a bee
2. I had 2 days off this week Thursday & Friday. I did not ask for them off. WE ended up doing nothing on Thursday. And Friday my big plans were dye my hair, wash my sheets, give my dog a bath and that was that. I managed a walk on Thursday night. Enjoying Gods creation is a favorite thing of mine. Like every day. But yeah. Otherwise I was bored slightly depressed and wondering what to do with my time. Its weird. Okay. I am in school or working all the time. So when I get un asked for time off and do nothing at all but stay at home I get nothing done and sink into a small low. Its weird. Its ADD. Its a mess I call me. Oh well back to the grind next 2 days back to the normal of life
3. Work this week as stated not much. 3 days total. I worked Sunday, Tuesday and Saturday. All small shifts. Next week I am back to at least 4 days but shorter shifts. I need a new job. I say this every week but I need to actually look and not keep saying I Need a new job while saying I need a new job. It makes no sense at all but hey yeah that. I finally passed this test I had to take for being in guest service. New training they making us all do. I had to pass by the 2nd try and get 95% and I got that Thank God! Now onto my other 2 test next 2 weeks.
4. Due to not working it meant also not doing the gym. I did go one time on Tuesday. I was there extra long so I took in the massage chair for the 2nd time in a week. Funny spent months not doing those and now I keep doing them. Why not its part of my $20 per month. So yeah gym was fun I was in pain actually from my issues but every day I am okay with Jesus getting me through it. I will know more about what is wrong with me MAYBE next Tuesday stay tuned for that update
5. School is going alright. Half way there say what. I only know this cause my fast track classes start on Monday but unsure which ones I am keeping. I haven't heard from anyone yet on those so I am unsure which one is the one I am keeping and which two I am not. I could do all of them maybe but the thing is I doubt I can keep up. My ability to be awake all the time and keep up is just slipping. I am worried at times my mind is going crazy Is this what almost 40 looks like? Really? My 3rd radio time I went on facebook live. Everyone loved me! My teacher praises me. I am starting to think and pray this could be the way I should go. Am I meant for radio? I spent years trying only tv and was never given a chance for a radio demo when my school closed I had barely gotten my tv one done my radio was next. Nearly 10 years later here I am back in radio trying this out. I spent 2 other times dropping this class. Now with the encouragement of my teacher and the fellow students I really enjoy this class. And I could see myself stepping into a career in this maybe. Or an internship unsure.
Well that is all I can think of for now. Doing this early is throwing me off. But yeah I figure I might as well try this out. Till I see you all again have a great night. Two more of these for this month. There is more to life btw. My depression and the devil like to dabble me and tell me otherwise. The devil likes to try to bring me back to where I was before I came back to God and tell me there isn't anything else to life. And when I think that way I go backwards. But every time I step forward I feel Jesus grab me and pull me forward. God bless you all till next week!
1. My new MacBook Air came in the mail finally. Yes I will be paying for this for a while and yes I got it for career not just fun. My laptop acer 5 years old now has been acting up for months now. The keyboard died few months ago. That was like the last straw. But I will for sure go back on it sometimes. After all this MacBook comes with no cd drive :( and no word program. So I am unsure how that works. I am still figuring this out. But for now I like this laptop. Its pretty and light and I will be taking it with me so I can be cool at school. Yes I will be but gotta keep an eye on it cause its not cheap. Had I paid out of pocket it would have cost me $1,200 yikes a bee
2. I had 2 days off this week Thursday & Friday. I did not ask for them off. WE ended up doing nothing on Thursday. And Friday my big plans were dye my hair, wash my sheets, give my dog a bath and that was that. I managed a walk on Thursday night. Enjoying Gods creation is a favorite thing of mine. Like every day. But yeah. Otherwise I was bored slightly depressed and wondering what to do with my time. Its weird. Okay. I am in school or working all the time. So when I get un asked for time off and do nothing at all but stay at home I get nothing done and sink into a small low. Its weird. Its ADD. Its a mess I call me. Oh well back to the grind next 2 days back to the normal of life
3. Work this week as stated not much. 3 days total. I worked Sunday, Tuesday and Saturday. All small shifts. Next week I am back to at least 4 days but shorter shifts. I need a new job. I say this every week but I need to actually look and not keep saying I Need a new job while saying I need a new job. It makes no sense at all but hey yeah that. I finally passed this test I had to take for being in guest service. New training they making us all do. I had to pass by the 2nd try and get 95% and I got that Thank God! Now onto my other 2 test next 2 weeks.
4. Due to not working it meant also not doing the gym. I did go one time on Tuesday. I was there extra long so I took in the massage chair for the 2nd time in a week. Funny spent months not doing those and now I keep doing them. Why not its part of my $20 per month. So yeah gym was fun I was in pain actually from my issues but every day I am okay with Jesus getting me through it. I will know more about what is wrong with me MAYBE next Tuesday stay tuned for that update
5. School is going alright. Half way there say what. I only know this cause my fast track classes start on Monday but unsure which ones I am keeping. I haven't heard from anyone yet on those so I am unsure which one is the one I am keeping and which two I am not. I could do all of them maybe but the thing is I doubt I can keep up. My ability to be awake all the time and keep up is just slipping. I am worried at times my mind is going crazy Is this what almost 40 looks like? Really? My 3rd radio time I went on facebook live. Everyone loved me! My teacher praises me. I am starting to think and pray this could be the way I should go. Am I meant for radio? I spent years trying only tv and was never given a chance for a radio demo when my school closed I had barely gotten my tv one done my radio was next. Nearly 10 years later here I am back in radio trying this out. I spent 2 other times dropping this class. Now with the encouragement of my teacher and the fellow students I really enjoy this class. And I could see myself stepping into a career in this maybe. Or an internship unsure.
Well that is all I can think of for now. Doing this early is throwing me off. But yeah I figure I might as well try this out. Till I see you all again have a great night. Two more of these for this month. There is more to life btw. My depression and the devil like to dabble me and tell me otherwise. The devil likes to try to bring me back to where I was before I came back to God and tell me there isn't anything else to life. And when I think that way I go backwards. But every time I step forward I feel Jesus grab me and pull me forward. God bless you all till next week!
Wednesday, October 11, 2017
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 8th 2017)
Sorry this is up so late. I was trying so hard for several days to get on here. Finally I am on here days late again. Gulp. You should see my livejournal if you follow that I am MONTHS behind again!
1. Was in my first ever car accident this last week. No fun btw. Some lady just looking down hit us and from behind. No damage to either car. But both of our necks, backs and heads hurt all night and next day too. How did I hit my head on the roof? While I could just look at this how bad it was. I look at the protection. God was keeping us safe. Neither car damaged. And while whiplash if that is what we got is bad. I pray this wont end badly but for now doing better a week later! Last week I also saw another doctor with still no real new information. I dont want to share everything on this blog since its very public. And what is going on with me whatever it is I chose to keep it private. God knows what is going on. They took blood 2 viles what for? She didnt tell me. I will know next week! I am on new meds to help one of my issues. But truly all this does nothing for me. I am still in pain daily. I am still unsure what happening. But God is in control still He knows what is wrong. I am glad and grateful He has me in His hands and I only want HIS will not mine no matter what happens to me health wise. Keep me in prayers please and thanks. Update when I hear more if I can share it without too much information.
2. Work has been okay this week. I asked not for 1 day off and got it anyways. So I only worked 4 times. My shifts are small. My checks are getting smaller. I just took on another credit card for a new laptop I just pray this was a wise decisions. But with hours so badly and having spent all my extra money going to places like Universal or even Disney before year is up probably not happening. I not only need a new job I need to stop saying this and actually look where to apply.
3. Did GYM just once this week. My other day I worked a full. Yeah a full middle of the week? I mean I used to do this but now a days they give me full on the weekend Saturday & Sunday while i work smaller evening shifts during the week. GYM was fun my one time. I love the GYM. Even if at this point I may never lose weight and just gain muscle. I hear its good for me. I hope it is.
4. School going alright. Radio is great. I love being on the radio. Sure its nerve wracking writing a script and going live on it. Its like a more serious more public smaller plateform from my celeb updates that I havent done in like 7 years. I am still testing this out. But if God wants me there I might do this next semester as a real show of my own. For now just doing news way different then doing a full 2 or 3hr show. I would so do 80's I love 80's music! Or oldie CCM. I love smooth jazz but learned that its not really popular as it was supposed to be. Ha. I am learning a lot in my one class. I start up one to three fast tracks next week. I am unsure how much I want on my plate . Between work, gym and my health.
5. Tried the ZOO for the first time in 3 years. Havent been back here since March 2014. Upgraded with my credit card a big no no but got passes that work on stuff the one we got like last time no longer does. Weird right? Plus free parking at safari park ($15 per time right now), free bus rides in the zoo, all those perks like 10% on food and merchandise in the park. Had fun 4hrs. Lost our free tickets. Had them replaced. Will get those next time we go back. Maybe do other park next week well this week shall see
Well that is all for now. Before you know it I will be doing this weeks which I am in now! Enjoy the rest of your week. I am simply exhausted but happy. I am always happy. Even with bags under my eyes, pain all over my body. Cause God is good Jesus saved me and no matter what God is good and in control. God bless you all till next week :)
1. Was in my first ever car accident this last week. No fun btw. Some lady just looking down hit us and from behind. No damage to either car. But both of our necks, backs and heads hurt all night and next day too. How did I hit my head on the roof? While I could just look at this how bad it was. I look at the protection. God was keeping us safe. Neither car damaged. And while whiplash if that is what we got is bad. I pray this wont end badly but for now doing better a week later! Last week I also saw another doctor with still no real new information. I dont want to share everything on this blog since its very public. And what is going on with me whatever it is I chose to keep it private. God knows what is going on. They took blood 2 viles what for? She didnt tell me. I will know next week! I am on new meds to help one of my issues. But truly all this does nothing for me. I am still in pain daily. I am still unsure what happening. But God is in control still He knows what is wrong. I am glad and grateful He has me in His hands and I only want HIS will not mine no matter what happens to me health wise. Keep me in prayers please and thanks. Update when I hear more if I can share it without too much information.
2. Work has been okay this week. I asked not for 1 day off and got it anyways. So I only worked 4 times. My shifts are small. My checks are getting smaller. I just took on another credit card for a new laptop I just pray this was a wise decisions. But with hours so badly and having spent all my extra money going to places like Universal or even Disney before year is up probably not happening. I not only need a new job I need to stop saying this and actually look where to apply.
3. Did GYM just once this week. My other day I worked a full. Yeah a full middle of the week? I mean I used to do this but now a days they give me full on the weekend Saturday & Sunday while i work smaller evening shifts during the week. GYM was fun my one time. I love the GYM. Even if at this point I may never lose weight and just gain muscle. I hear its good for me. I hope it is.
4. School going alright. Radio is great. I love being on the radio. Sure its nerve wracking writing a script and going live on it. Its like a more serious more public smaller plateform from my celeb updates that I havent done in like 7 years. I am still testing this out. But if God wants me there I might do this next semester as a real show of my own. For now just doing news way different then doing a full 2 or 3hr show. I would so do 80's I love 80's music! Or oldie CCM. I love smooth jazz but learned that its not really popular as it was supposed to be. Ha. I am learning a lot in my one class. I start up one to three fast tracks next week. I am unsure how much I want on my plate . Between work, gym and my health.
5. Tried the ZOO for the first time in 3 years. Havent been back here since March 2014. Upgraded with my credit card a big no no but got passes that work on stuff the one we got like last time no longer does. Weird right? Plus free parking at safari park ($15 per time right now), free bus rides in the zoo, all those perks like 10% on food and merchandise in the park. Had fun 4hrs. Lost our free tickets. Had them replaced. Will get those next time we go back. Maybe do other park next week well this week shall see
Well that is all for now. Before you know it I will be doing this weeks which I am in now! Enjoy the rest of your week. I am simply exhausted but happy. I am always happy. Even with bags under my eyes, pain all over my body. Cause God is good Jesus saved me and no matter what God is good and in control. God bless you all till next week :)
Monday, October 2, 2017
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 1st 2017)
Welcome to October! Doing this a day late I do say sorry but I have done worse right. Hope you had a great week last week.
1. GYM this week I was glad to get in there twice. Yeah. Especially since this week and next I am only promised 1 time each cause my job hours are bad! Or different. So glad I got some GYM time in.
2. Work has been okay. Hours are bad still. And me needing a new job asap has not gone away. But i am hanging in there day by day. Worked just 4 x cause I asked for Friday off. Then lucky me i am off the next two or maybe more know soon Fridays. Yup
3. School is going good. Few more weeks till I am doing my 1 or more fast tracks. Unsure about how many. But there ya go. I did my first radio gig on Wednesday I have 10 more to go plus the final. I am so glad I am finally sticking this out. Unsure what it means for my future career but still struggling for tv mind as well try radio. Especially since CSB closing in 2009 I was never able to really try for it as much as tv.
4. On Friday we released 4 balloons to heaven for grandmas 105th birthday. I miss her still so much. It never got easier. I am still sad. She was a 3rd parent for me and my 2 sisters. She has been gone since 2006 and we havent really celebrated a birthday with her since 2005.
5. I am still not feeling good. I ask for you to pray for me if you do. This week on Tuesday I talk to a different doctor. But at this point I am not confident it will lead to any results at all. It is truly in Gods hands what happens He knows what is wrong and i may never know. Unsure what that means.
Realizing we are now close to November I am thinking about NaNoWriMo and no ideas yet. i need to brain storm this one for real and hopefully come up with something soon so I can set up my account. As always I will do it and I will finish. I'm working on getting a new laptop hopefully in the next few weeks on credit. Cool. Well have a great week be safe stay cool. See you all hopefully on time on Sunday. Till then God bless
1. GYM this week I was glad to get in there twice. Yeah. Especially since this week and next I am only promised 1 time each cause my job hours are bad! Or different. So glad I got some GYM time in.
2. Work has been okay. Hours are bad still. And me needing a new job asap has not gone away. But i am hanging in there day by day. Worked just 4 x cause I asked for Friday off. Then lucky me i am off the next two or maybe more know soon Fridays. Yup
3. School is going good. Few more weeks till I am doing my 1 or more fast tracks. Unsure about how many. But there ya go. I did my first radio gig on Wednesday I have 10 more to go plus the final. I am so glad I am finally sticking this out. Unsure what it means for my future career but still struggling for tv mind as well try radio. Especially since CSB closing in 2009 I was never able to really try for it as much as tv.
4. On Friday we released 4 balloons to heaven for grandmas 105th birthday. I miss her still so much. It never got easier. I am still sad. She was a 3rd parent for me and my 2 sisters. She has been gone since 2006 and we havent really celebrated a birthday with her since 2005.
5. I am still not feeling good. I ask for you to pray for me if you do. This week on Tuesday I talk to a different doctor. But at this point I am not confident it will lead to any results at all. It is truly in Gods hands what happens He knows what is wrong and i may never know. Unsure what that means.
Realizing we are now close to November I am thinking about NaNoWriMo and no ideas yet. i need to brain storm this one for real and hopefully come up with something soon so I can set up my account. As always I will do it and I will finish. I'm working on getting a new laptop hopefully in the next few weeks on credit. Cool. Well have a great week be safe stay cool. See you all hopefully on time on Sunday. Till then God bless
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