The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 30th 2020)

 Welcome to the last one of these for this month. Crazy. How time flies when you dont even notice then its gone just like that. Good news is our area can once again open up indoor stuff as of tomorrow cause thats is how our COVID numbers are doing. How long for? Idk. I'm over this all this. But change is good I hope it sticks this time around!! Off work this week so I had a nice week of NOT working trust me its very hard to go back today :(

1. Church was awesome. Still having our guest speakers. One more week of this next week. I love my little church. I love it so much. Even in the heat when we dying and having to move cause the sun got us. Even when I have to work. The more people that come back that I dont see anymore the more happy I am. That is an answer to prayer :) 

2. I went on two weeks this week bravely I am slowly doing this. Its nice. I walk. I talk to Jesus and then I am silent. Sure half the time I am crying and that is when I am emotional. I hate dodging people on the streets like I am some criminal so hard to respect their space. At times idk if they are dodging me because I am dodging them or they like me dont know how to act around each other. Specially since we dont wear masks usually thats rare not when walking around. 

3. Camping was BEAUTIFUL this week! We got a late start. Lost our campgrounds and found them. And ended up putting up the tent in the dark. Well the tent was up but he air mattresses not so much. No fire pit till night two but I am kinda glad cause it kinda scared me I thought we gonna burn down the forest. Our first night we settled in and fell asleep quickly eating sandwiches we had brought along for dinner. Our only full day we got up a bit later then planned. Walked around and later visited a lake that was our only water chance and it was not for swimming. Camp fire later was scary like I said. LOL. Both nights we had raccoons visit us the first night my sister thought a monsters was out there and had me freaked out but it was just a raccoon or two and more the next night. Haha. Wednesday before we left we did a hike at the end of our camp grounds very steep hill we only got so far and then came back exhausted. Left a bit late. Things happened. So we didnt really shower till we got home. That took much longer then planned. I miss camping. The stars are so beautiful, the wild life mainly the squirrels and the birds so awesome. I miss it all. But alas had to return home again...

4. Went to Coronado on Friday. It was a nice trip. We at the beach for 3 hours then got our food, food for the family and ice cream before coming home super late. Ugh on the late. But it was my last fun for my vacation. 

5. School has begun. I missed Tuesday but began on Thursday. Online I am doing an English creative writing class. Also another class not on zoom. Zoom for class is very weird. Mind you I will get used to it taking over my life twice a week. But I am gonna try to keep doing it. Shall see if I can without losing my mind. Haha. I dont like zoom

that is all. Back to work this week. Plus my pain specialist. My sister got a job so she has that finally. And maybe the dentist we shall see on that last one.... till next weekend and September have a great week. Stay cool. Finally cooling down for us hurray :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 23rd 2020)

This is gonna be a GOOD week to talk about! But thats for next weekend. How you all doing? One more of these for this month this year is now speeding on by. Nothing is normal so it doesn't feel like it but time has this way of passing even when we dont care to notice it is...

1. HEAT WAVE is my first one cause its what we in right now. Some Summers we get nothing its not bad this year is a HEAT WAVE! I dont like it. I dont like all the fires burning up front. I dont like that its not going away. I hate this heat. Summer is great for the beach. Summer isn't great for the heat waves. Its especially hard right now at work and of course at home. We cant even go to the pool like we did last year. We have the ocean but thats not all the time although I wish it was. And the masks with the heat is almost unbearable ugh heat and masks :(

2. Church was beautiful last weekend! We began our Summer book series 3 weeks of this. Had a nice guest speaker. It was sure hot out there. I went to work after drenched in my own sweat and had to find a way to cool down major before I began my shift. So yuck. But church so yes! I love church!

3. Work blah! I worked my full shifts this week I had 5 I worked 5! I am so glad to be done with work its been a heck of a week especially in this heat with these masks. (See #1 for that one). I had my last therapy session too this week on Tuesday they only do 6 at a time. While I am improving both my neck and shoulder I am not healed yet. And no idea what my future holds. God knows God is in control I am not. So I wont know anything till after my pain specialist in 2 weeks on the 2nd of September ugh. 

4. Thursday I went in to get my final crown on my tooth from 2 weeks before. I have had 3 different work done on it. Two parts of the root canal and then my crown extension thing. Well 2 weeks wasn't enough to heal my tooth it for sure is not healed. And they weird dentist acted like I had chosen to come back in 2 weeks they should have told me this 2 weeks ago. Now I am stuck for FOUR MORE WEEKS with my temporary crown on my tooth :( Same day as that I had my phone appointment for my shoulder for my X-rays. Well the doctor wants to order an MRI. My shoulder IS getting better. I dont know if I can afford an MRI I really cant afford anything right now. I'm not made out of money and I dont work as much as I used to either. Unsure what will happen. I know I am healing but its slow process. We are heading to 4 weeks since my accident this coming Wednesday. God please heal me. I for sure cant do surgery if it is a tear.  Sigh

5. Beach days we did two. On Tuesday we went after we got back home we went to the small beach by us. Not a bad trip. Had fun even if it windy at first we did swim some, walked some, and then sat some. Then Friday after work my sister got me we went for like 2 hrs same beach as before. Didnt swim as much but did have fun still. Tried tacos after at their little food place that we have never tried and I guess they only as of now do them on Friday nights. So there was that. Fun time!

This week begins my vacation. Including 3 days of camping, possibly beach trip and unsure on some of the other days. I also want to even in the heat clean cause I never can and just relax. No worries No work No masks No crazies. Praying for a new job soon I am trying applied last week might have something this week. And unsure not sure yet on that MRI. Me and medical things this year not the best time! Have a great week see you next week. I might enjoy this week so much I might not want to go back to work ;) 

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 16th 2020)

 Welcome to this on this hot hot weekend! Wow! Guess Summer has arrived for our area. We have no a/c at home so I am dying when I am here but who says its any cooler where else I go... just saying

1. Work this week blah! I worked all my shifts this week called out for none. I was also scheduled less. So I only worked 4 days this week. Next week is my vacation so I am getting closer. I am down to 5 more days of work before I have a week off. I AM SO EXCITED!!!!! Work is stressful for all kinds of reasons. All of them everything between. Life in general. I have begun to finally start trying to leave I applied to one job so far. One down a million to go. Just gotta stay motivated and keep going and not give up

2. Did my therapy chiropractor twice again. I found out that I will only have 1 more session. That is how they do it. 6 and then done unless more ordered. Lame if you ask me. I enjoy going and its helping my shoulder and neck so much. My neck doesn't hurt as much and my shoulder although not work related is getting better. God is healing me. Slow but sure I am getting there. That is a good thing. I will not going to this every week :( 

3. The 12th marked 10 months since Rainbow died. I stopped making my Saturdays only for Rainbow and now I will only recall her on the date she died. I will never stop missing her. I am still being healed of this. I miss her still so much my little baby girl. I wish she was home with me. I wish she was home here with me where she belongs. I have to believe I will see her again. I have to believe that she is waiting for me. Its the only thing getting me by is that promise... my baby :(

4. Beach day!! Went to the beach on Friday and it was nice. A bit crowded. We went later so we didnt get sunburnt and still got sleep before. Only stayed about 2.5 hours but it was a blast. I had to be careful with my bad shoulder to not hurt myself so I couldn't swim much and the few times the waves knocked me over it hurt me a bit to swim and get up again. So that is why I being so careful. Hopeful for another beach day soon

5. Church is beautiful. I love my church. I love going on in person. I love it so much. God is so good. Sunday is my favorite day of the week. I pray we back in the building again before our rainy season begins. But for now outside is fine. I just get a bit sunburnt sometimes after talking to everyone. But I love chatting and such. No complaints at all from me. None.

thats all. Sorry I got this up late last week. I got it up on time but the stupid new HTML thing got me and I couldn't share it to my facebook page like I usually do for several extra days. Hope this works right the first time. See you next weekend when my week off begins

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 9th 2020)

Welcome to this week! I had such a busy week I do not know how I got by but boy did I! Work and such was not the only thing keeping me busy. How was your week? 

1. My parents celebrate their 42nd Anniversary on Wednesday. Much like things that we lost this year we lost our boat ride. We wanted to do it SO BAD but my handicap sister would not been a good addition to the boat ride that we have been doing for at least 5 years now! My youngest sister is normally at school but cause there is no school she is home and we skipped it. Instead while they had fun on Catalina Island a differnet kinda boat road. I went to the dentist for my crown lengthening mini operation. It was very short btw they said 45 minutes to 1 hour it lasted about 30 minutes. I know because I only got through 3 songs on my ipod and they each about 5 minutes. Maybe it was 20 minutes but I wasnt counting the numbing before or the cleaning up after. I was given a page and a half of instructions, told some of them in person, 3 different medicines (1 of which I already have NO MORE 800 MG IBOPROFEIN PLEASE!!) and sent on my way. With my parents gone I tried to help with my sister best I could. But mostly i laid on the couch half asleep drugged as much as i could icing my poor face. That was how my Wednesday went. 

2. Thursday marked 12 years since my hamster Tinkerbell died. She died the day after my parents anniversary much like the near tradition of family and pets that die on or around birthdays, anniversarys or even holidays. She was only 1.5 years old when she died. I loved having a hamster she was for sure a good idea even if short lived. Miss you Tink!! 

3. Chiropractor this week was 2 times. I am still unsure if I am doing therapy or what I am doing. My sister keeps saying this is therapy. Well I go and get work done and work on stuff. The guy is also kinda doing therapy on my bad shoulder. Which btw I got xray done before my 2nd one for the week results pending for that one. Fun stuff what a week 

4. Church great wonderful! I love church. My pastor prayed for me for my accident for healing and he also prayed for my dental. And if that wasnt enough and it was plenty he prayed all day for my procedure he knew I was freaking out the day before because I was till I gave it to God and He gave me peace. I just need to stop acting like I got my act together and just come to God lay it down ask for Peace sit still and wait. So far the pain has been okay. And not what I expected at all. I am still healing from my accident last week doing my best. ZOOM our last one. Oh please God say Virtue wont be online only. We are about a month away from doing our womens bible study. Hard to believe we rounded out to a year since I dedicated myself to Thursdays without knowing what I was doing. God dropped me in my GOOD friends group and I have only gotten closer to her since then. God is always in control. 

5. Work blah. Our changing to 10pm what on earth???? I hate this I wanted us to stay open till 830 life was so much easier when I free to go by 9pm. Now i will be stuck at work when I close till after 10pm. Home later too :( I did work most of my shifts they gave me Wednesday off then I called out Friday. Then a manager took me off the schedule. I am still unsure if I called out even counted. But I did work Saturday and will 2 more days till free till Wednesday. 

 Well that was my busy busy week. This one is busy but not AS busy as that. Plus less hours at work. Have a good week. See you next week!!