The Weekend 5 (Sunday, February 28th 2021)

 Welcome to the last one of these for the month of February.  And the last day for the month too. Wow. I cant believe we are at the end of this month. Craziness. March is one of my favorite months. Especially since we got Spring and we get back some day light stuff like that. Here we go.

1. Church was beautiful I love my church. The hugs. The prayers. The love. I do miss Thursdays and unsure when I wont miss them. But I am glad for church still and very grateful to be going every single week I can go :)

2. Work was busy this week busy busy. We opened up garden last Saturday so we are now putting us out there again. And its so nice. You sit there and count but very little is counting. They dont care what you do out there. As for now. I got to be out there twice now for parts of my shifts both Wednesday and Saturday :) I do hate my hours cut badly but at the same time maybe a bit less is okay and I will handle it best I can. I do like I can go home after church and then back to work. I do like that begins today. But I wish I could have back some of my hours too. Work is crazy. We keep losing people. Ugh. They quit they get moved they get prompted. I need a new job and yet I wont apply I just keep complaining. Need to do more applying. 

3. Workouts this week just did one this time on Tuesday. But it was nice. I did both therapy and acupuncture. But not the same day. I did acupuncture on Tuesday. I did it after I had gone to the doctor for my physical. That wasn't fun but its done and done. Acupuncture after. Then Thursday I did my therapy which wore me out. And didnt make for fun that night. Sigh.

4. ZOO we did that on Thursday after my therapy. That was fun but hard to recover from. Both me and my sister felt exhausted all day at the zoo but we only there for 4hrs. Felt bad after we worked both the next day. But had fun. Saw some animals. No complaints at all.

5. Sunday my poor dad did a horrible thing. He cut off part of his finger in the garage door before church. Freaked us all out. He was in the ER and then doctor on Tuesday. 6 weeks of wrapping it pain rest of year as it grows back on its own. That isn't fun at all. We both called out on Sunday due to this. Stress and all. Clean up at home. Anyways. It just adds to the stress of life at home with my dad and his pains. We need prayers. But thank God it was his left hand and thank God he didnt lose his whole finger! And no surgery is needed even if its gonna be painful it could be so much worse...

Thats all for now. See ya in March. Have a blessed week my friends. God bless :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, February 21st 2021)

 Welcome. Busy week is done. And that is how its done its done. I feel so done. Life is so stressful right now most days I feel done before I begin.

1. Work this week wasn't much. Since last week I only worked TWICE! I was off on Sunday & Wednesday I am normally off Tuesday & Thursday. I called out on Monday due to my issue my pain so bad and also dizzy spells. Friday & Saturday were painful at work Friday worse then Saturday. I wish I could just be done with work and stay home and rest as much as I can. Work is so weirdly stressful. Worse is things I dont wanna talk about. Just need to remind myself I am working for God and there is something better out there just gotta keep looking. And not give up

2. Workouts did walks twice this week. Twice. It was nice. I love my walks. I do miss the gym I am trying to be hopeful and we will be back at the gym again soon. So yes love walks. 

3. Church was lovely had fun as always on my moms birthday and valentines day.  I do miss my Thursday night church :( hopefully they will do something in the Summer lets be hopeful! I love church anyways. Being prayed over, hugs, my church family my loves.

4. Had a blast on Wednesday between two appoints my dear friend invited me over to paint rocks with some of the ladies from church. It was a beautiful sunny day. I painted two rocks. Lots of fellowship and hugs and fun. I loved it. Was the best time. I love my friend SO much :) 

5. So my issue is making me feel horrible so much. So I went to the doctor on Wednesday for an appointment. I will have more test run too. So far nothing has been found. Something is making me so uncomfortable all the time. Something is wrong. I dont care if they dont believe me its true something is wrong with me :(

Well that is all. Busy week ahead. No more calling out of work if I can help it. Sucks when I do but I do what I gotta do to feel better and calling out is sometimes about something other than being sick...just saying. Have a blessed week. God bless you :) 

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, February 14th 2021)

 Happiest birthday to my mama! Hey mom! Welcome. This week was busy and crazy. For sure for sure. Sad frustrating and ended with happiness of the day off (today!). How was your week?

1. Work this week was okay. I called out on Sunday the 7th last week because of pains I will talk more about below kinda. Either way. I used some paid time off and just took a break. After church I came home and slept 4hrs. I was NOT sick. I was just NOT feeling good on Saturday and needed the bonus day off. Rest of the week work as usual. And this coming week I work 2 days less. But they fixed my schedule. I am still at this job till God moves me on. I do need to keep applying I am not gonna stop at just the one job I tried. But applying and where and such is a job in itself. I will do my best.

2. Workouts. I did twice go on walks beautiful walks. Both had beauty. Tuesday was a simply crappy long day and it did not make me happy. In fact that should be the title of my week. I had a bad week! But God is good so life is not always going to be that is fine too. Long as He is in control still (you bet your bottom dollar he is!). So Tuesday I had a beautiful sunset that made me smile. And Thursday I got to see a hawk. I see hawks a lot but usually from the car. The beautiful bird just let me take a bunch of pictures of it and never left so I was happy :)

3. Church so beautiful yes. Sunday was great. I got lots of signatures for my moms birthday card everyone is so nice :) I was so happy! I even ate tacos which I dont usually but I was hungry. Yum. I love my church so much. Thursday was bittersweet. I love doing my virtue studies. We only had 10 weeks total and knew the end was here. I am happy I made it to all 10 I am sad its over till Summer :( so good and bad last study! Thursdays are gonna be so empty for a while....

4. Therapy was not that great on Tuesday one of my bad things. My usual therapist (and funny thing is I had 1 guy for 3 weeks but he was a student and left and I was having his teacher a therapist been there a while) was gone. The guy that did my 10 minute stretches REALLY HURT MY SHOULDER! My shoulders been hurting every day since I stopped wearing my wrap at work. Worse yet its my last session and for SOME reason they are ignoring them requesting more therapy. Idk what to do! So now I have NOTHING next week :(( Before I did my therapy I did acupuncture for the first time since I stopped last October. But my therapy hasn't been approved? Then I found out it WAS approved but for some reason on their end it says "pending". So I am unsure what to do. Guess Monday before work call the guy again and ask him to send something through so they know its approved. Its like a big headache and I have to make time to do that before I leave for work UGH UGH UGH. Oh and if I want the shot and YES I want it because my neck is now hurting daily they gotta resubmit it. I will have lots to talk to my doctor about next week :/

5. In 2017 I found out I had PCOS I'm not going into details. It was a messy year for me. I had that pains and I had stomach issues probably ulcers. I had them all at once. It was the timing too. Jesus got me back on April 5th and around that time my pains began to get worse. I spent most of 2017 not knowing what was going on. Between stomach issues and other issues. I never found out my stomach issues. I was on medicines and had test but then the stomach stuff just stopped hurting. And then like a special prize a present whatever it was my church opened in November. The pains kinda just went away and although I had issues here and there they were rare and only lasted a day or two. Until a week ago. Well that was a lot. Well they still here. Now that I know what they are its not helping me much. I am having such anxiety over this. Now I sit there at work with 3 pains. And its driving me crazy. My neck hurts me, my shoulder those pains dont usually last but they can. My neck sometimes hurts my whole shift. And stretching isn't helping anymore :( but now I got 3 pains. I cry a lot and I am thankful for the mask. I dont just cry I pray and cry and pray and cry over and over again. Check out Zechariah 4:6 cause God placed that on my heart. His reminder that I am not supposed to be trying to get by on my own strength. I have been trying so hard Jesus be my strength every day I work especially. But now I am like but am I trusting it to that? Am I? God doesn't speak to me that often but when He does I listen up. Nudges and little things. If I didnt hear from the Holy Spirit I would worry something was wrong.... in the end of this Jesus will get me through it. But now its day by day hour by hour minute by minute. If I think too far ahead I will overwhelm myself because I keep thinking if this goes on for months IDK what I will do. What will I do. Exactly. 

That was a lot wow! But it was a week. This week is different. Less work. A fun day in-between. More acupuncture and of course I pray more therapies too. God is in control. No matter what. I can be sure He is on the throne and it will be okay IT WILL BE OKAY! God bless you all. Happy Valentines Day. Have a good week :) 

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, February 7th 2021)

 Welcome to February we have arrived! And my week was busy and that is how I was expecting it to be.

1. Work this week busy as per usual. I am happy with the fact that my schedule remains the same its really nice only closing once. Its really nice. I hope they fix the new schedule but might have to talk to them. I cannot live on that little hours and its not just me. I was expecting them to cut hours eventually but not like this.

2. Workouts this week I did walks twice. That was nice. I love my walks. I did one on Tuesday and one on Thursday. I also had therapy on Tuesday. I only have one left. He did my measurements and will send those in. I pray they soon will let me know I can do more. Please. I also got approved for acupuncture  for my neck and I am awaiting for therapy to be approved too. Gonna be busy doing all this stuff to get better. God please heal me thank you or healing me.

3. Wednesday wasn't fun. The power got turned off in the neighborhood. We were warned in a letter we got on Monday. They said 5hrs. But we both working but my sister went in early and didnt come back home to get ready for work. Thankfully it was 3 hrs. We tried to leave before it got turned off but didnt get to. And yes the garage door didnt work we forgot this. I swear standing there no power for the 20 minutes after trying to finish getting ready not fun at all. Ugh. Hope that wont happen again.

4. Church was great on Sunday. I got prayer. I got love. It was a wonderful service. Thursday was great too. I am very sad we have only one left :( what am I gonna do with no church again on Thursdays all I will have is Sundays. But still I will have that. Recalling almost a year since we lost church for over 2 months...

5. Pains I had in 2017 issues PCOS and all are coming back to me literally. I am dealing with some of my issues again. I know what they are this time. And I know Jesus got me through them. But it was not easy. And I will face this best I can with Jesus help. I pray they will be short lived. I was miserable most of 2017 but I learned to lean on Jesus in my pains. I had pains and spiritual attacks full on after I came back to God in April of that year. 

Well that is all for now. Busy week coming up. I hope you are all well. God bless you all :)