The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 1st 2021)

 Welcome to August!! We are now heading to the middle of the Summer season and getting closer to fall. Wow thats just crazy stuff.

1. Work is okay but busy. I am still not looking for a job and this isn't good. If I'm gonna get out I gotta look out and I am not doing it enough. Work is a big ball of stress for me. This week was zero difference. I did only work again 4 days. But the extra day off wasn't for any reason at all but I was glad for it. Yup very glad. Next week I am at 4 again by choice then back to 5 after that for a few weeks at least...

2. Church beautiful on Sunday. I love my church. Even in a difference location I love my church so much. Talks and hugs and love so much. I do miss our mid week bible study. We begin the Fall one in September sometime unsure when. I will find a way to get to that one. Will be weird as we got no building so we will have no place to meet but at peoples houses again I guess kinda like Summer. Oh well I will still go!

3. Gym did it THREE times this week. Yes!! We went on Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Woohoo. I did two walks as well almost did three. Walks on Tuesday and Wednesday. I also did my neck therapy for my 2nd time I have 4 more left. No therapy for shoulder for 2 more weeks bummer for my poor shoulder :( but oh well. 

4. Did the beach on Thursday with my sister and my mom. That was fun. Not a long trip just about 3 hours. But my mom came for an hour. She hasn't been to beach with us for 2 years now. So that was great change in what we normally do. Wont see the beach like this for a sadly few weeks after 3 weeks of going once a week... but the Summer is still young

5. The 29th marked 1 year since my bike accident. Talk about regrets. I have so much still for that day. I shouldn't have gone on the path we should have gotten a ride home. I shouldn't have rode so hard. I should have paid attention or walked it. I know my shoulder is healing ptl but its not better. And at this point I sadly think I could be doing this for at least another 6 months. God willing it wont be another year. I will never forget that day and while I regret it I cant change it. Its one of those things that will haunt me for the rest of my life. One of those things that changed everything and wish I could go back and not do it again. :(

Life goes on. Have a good week. Mine isn't that exciting. God bless you :) 

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, July 25th 2021)

Welcome to the LAST one of these for this month. How crazy is that?? We are super flying through this month and its crazy stuff for real. How was your week?

1. Work busy. Busy always. I still need to get back to applying for jobs and stop complaining about them and not trying to change. That is not a good way to go. I did only work 4 days and my schedule remains the same so I worked less hours. My paychecks will reflect badly this but for now I am enjoying the extra time off and less work hours. God has got me. But I kinda hoped they would change my schedule a bit better. Oh well. 

2. Gym was fun. We did it THREE times wow! We did it on Monday and then on Wednesday. And again on Friday. Yes we did. Not gonna keep happening but enjoyed it for now. So there you go. Love gym time. I did two workouts as well. I did a walk on both Tuesday & Wednesday (unplanned my second day).

3. On my days off Wednesday we saw Black Widow before the gym and such. And Thursday we did a beach day. It was a nice day off. Sure I got sunburnt again and yes I wore sunblock in fact I wore it twice  :( part of the fun I guess of the beach for summer time.

4. Tuesday I got my first neck therapy in months. And I am going back next week. Taking a break for a few weeks for my shoulder. So just neck for a few. Wednesday saw the doctor and wont again for 8 weeks. Trying again for both my injection and my nerve test. And I think I could be heading towards the end of this because we are heading towards my final appointment where they will determine if I am for good disabled or not. And that would change everything. So that is whats happening there...

5. Church was beautiful on Sunday. Second week at Seabird. One more week there this coming Sunday. I love my church. And the topic was great! Depression so me! And Wednesday our last night of the book club thing for Summer. I am glad I got to go. Lots of hugs love and pictures. Beautiful fun. I am so gonna miss this. Now back to church only once a week for the next few months till Fall. See you all then!

Well that is all for now. See you all in August. Have a great last week of July. God bless you always :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, July 18th 2021)

 Welcome. Well today began with a BIG thunderstorm that woke me up when I barely awake and caused a bunch of thunder lightning and rain. We need the rain just wish I had an advance warning as it was not predicted at all by the coast...anyways.

1. Work was busy this week. But thats okay. I worked my 5 days but good days of hours so I could do my study which was very cool! I need to get back badly into looking for another job. Between panic attacks and then my still injuries nothing is helping at work. And my motivation for looking went away and I am unsure why as I am still just as uncomfortable as I was before....sigh.

2. Church beautiful last week. We have 2 more weeks at Seabird in downtown. No its not our building and its not a building we bought. Its a temporary location. God has this. I trust in Him who will provide a place for us in 2 weeks and a place for good. We are totally all waiting on Him to provide for us His church for His glory amen. Wednesday I got to go after my work to the study. Super glad as we only doing 1 more not 2 more and would have been sad to have found out this after I couldn't go but God let me go so off I went! Yes!

3. Workouts and gym. Only did the one walk on Tuesday sadly. But its okay. I did the gym twice as usual we did it on Monday and then again on Saturday. Fun love the gym time. Yes I do.

4. Thursday was our yearly Coronado day. We went to the island beach. Me and my sister been doing this for a few years now. Its our thing. We did the beach, then walked and got sandwiches at Which Wich. We walked around the hotel even got ice cream. But boy was I feeling all that when I got home and next day at work. Yikes lol. Tired

5. Its been 11 years since we moved to AZ we moved in and got cozy. We loved our little apartment. But boy the difference between AZ and TN was crazy. And AZ is nothing like CA. Yup. But loved our place even if it temporary. 

Thats all for now. Slower week this week but still got stuff to do. And less work. Have a blessed week. God bless you!!

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, July 11th 2021)

 Welcome. Busy week is done and done. I like busy weeks so NO complaints from me...not one bit!

1. Work busy busy. I didnt work as much though so that was super nice. And they changed my shifts. So I was off on Sunday the 4th. I worked Monday and then again on Friday earlier then I was gonna and Saturday. My only beef is why they keep changing our schedules less then 24hrs till they will go into affect. How is that even legal? It sure isn't right at all. If they gonna work on them do it all at once and stop messing with us. We make plans and when the schedules change might have to call out or cancel. Which isn't cool at all :( I'm also getting panic attacks at work every time I work now. Idk why they coming and its not fun for me. Idk what to do. I pray, take my mask down to breath, hold my prayer rock, pray some more and still they come. Sometimes more than one. Driving me crazy :( :(

2. GYM did it three times go us! Haven't done a 3 times in 1 week in forever. We went on Monday, then Wednesday even used the hydro machine haven't in forever and then on Friday. Fun times. I also did two walks this week Tuesday and Thursday. Yes yes. Love walks.

3. While Tuesday I did not have plans and ended up just doing stuff around the house like painting rocks, re potting some succulents, etc. On Wednesday my friend that I love so much and me went on a walk around the harbor beach. We had lunch after then I went back home to get ready for the study. But fun time. I didnt think we were gonna do it she kinda asked last week then sprung it on me for sure gonna do it last minute like day before. But blessed time of fellowshipping and stuff. I even got sunburnt my first for this summer. Not fun but hey I thought I sprayed my sunblock I realized on Thursday it was almost gone and probably didnt spray any at all which explains the burn :/ 

4. No church on Sunday was 100% depressing. ONLINE CHURCH IS NOT THE SAME THING! So I was gonna skip it anyways cause we leaving and I did. However Wednesday I got to go to the book club. Kinda bummed so many didnt come. Why when I cant come they probably all come. Sadness!! I got a ride and all so that was great but still sad for so many not there. I might be back next week we have 3 left I will be there for the last 2 and maybe one more next week. FINGER CROSSED!!

5. 4th of July we had a lot of fun. Me and my sister were gonna go to a beach and then go to San Clemente later on for the fireworks. But we couldn't find the beach. So we ended up in SC earlier then planned. We got some good ice cream at a place never been to. Then spent about 5 hours down there. Fireworks at 930. Awesome. Got some rocks, put my feet in the water, fell and hurt my butt, typical me. But fun time. Wasn't fun after not finding dominos pizza who thought up the location like that we spent almost an hour finding them and got home super late ugh

Not as busy this week but hey. I gotta get back to looking for a job my current is killing me. Still dealing with my injuries, no word on if I getting more help and now all this anxiety. Zero fun. Gods got this. Peace out. Till next week!! God bless you :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, July 4th 2021)

 Happy 4th of July everyone!! Welcome to July and we are now speeding through the year I see half way there is done and on we go...

1. Church was sadly bittersweet last week. It was our last Sunday in our building we have been renting a place out there for 3 years 8 months. We got kicked out when the building got sold and now will be in a new place we pray soon. But temporary locations coming soon. The 4th today we did not meet at all. More about that next week. So yes last day was sad. I tried to not cry. God has this. But boy I do miss our building already...

2. Work busy. Yup. Worked it all. Got 40hrs this week. But I also missed the study on Wednesday :( so good for hours but yeah work busy busy. Especially the weekend of 4th of July. Ugh. Busy too much.

3. My anxiety is bad this week. I know this is a good reminder again that I need out of work. My injury of my neck still bad. And having panic attacks at work isn't good either and I'm back to having them with zero idea why. I hate this so much. Need to try harder to get a new job!!

4. Gym twice Monday and then again on Friday BEFORE work. Yup. Made me tired but hey it was the only way we could do it twice this week. So we tried so hard. I did one walk this week oh well I tried to do more but got so tired...

5. Tuesday went to dentist pretty pointless. I do not have money for a deep cleaning. However I do need it so now I need to start looking into it and see if I can get the money for a deep cleaning maybe by end of the year. I will try to save up for it but wont be easy. Shall see I will try.

Well see you next weekend. Busier week this week in some ways. God bless always and forever.