Monday, January 31, 2022

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 30th 2022)

Last one of these for this month and wow we done with the first month of the new year crazy. Sorry this is late :( 

1. Church was blessing. I love my church. Had fun. Lots of hugs and love. Sadly I didnt make the small group for the week that made me sad. But still love my church.

2. Work same old busy. I haven't called out so that is good. But I do work and work is busy. That is how it goes. Same old crazy zoo I work at. Why am I there still

3. Workouts just did my two walks this week. We skipped the gym sadly. So no gym. But had fun doing walks for sure. 

4. Tuesday I canceled my chiropractor. I have some personal issues that have returned and making me uncomfortable. So I canceled and we did get more rocks for painting. I had fun painting rocks later on too. Yeah we dealing.

5. Thursday had my therapy for my shoulder. The thing is I am unsure when I will be going back. My therapist isn't here on the days I go in so I am unsure when I will be coming back and that makes me sad. That and no group that night. I didnt like Thursday one bit :(

Well good bye January see you in February. Have a good week. God bless you :)

Monday, January 24, 2022

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 23rd 2022)

Welcome. Sorry this is just one day late. I got busy and life got to me. Sorry!! But I'm posting it and its up now so there you go...one more of these for the month crazy stuff.

1. Church beautiful of course. I love my church. I love the hugs and the love and the prayers and all that. My GOOD friend came back from her temporary state again. I haven't seen her since last month. We hugged forever. And then talked so much after. I love her so much. Thursday group was great. So great we went late like very late. Oops. But we had a good time. Yes love my group too!!

2. Workouts didn't do the gym but that okay. I did my walks the week twice. Tuesday before my shoulder therapy and Thursday when I got up for the day. I love my walks day or night beautiful. 

3. Wednesday my GOOD friend spoke about above and me hung out for the first time ever outside of church. It was a lot of fun. I love her even more outside of church. We walked and had coffee and talked and talked. And then at work later that day I had ZERO anxiety. And she had a good day too. We so good for each other and God is so good to bring us together :)

4. Work busy busy. I didnt call out but boy did I want to. Ugh. So yeah worked all my hours. They changing me up and putting me back to working as late as I can on Saturdays begins next week ugh. I had less stress Wednesday in part cause they got me my co worker now a night person. So happy!!

5. Therapy is good for my shoulder. Sadly my personal issue like last years came back began slowly and by day 3 which was Friday I dying. Bad pain on Saturday too just not like Friday as much. Ugh. Why. Also talked to my therapist my first session with her since December. Holidays and such. I caught her up and then cried my eyes out after. My good friend from high school made me feel better to say that it can take a day or two to recover from therapy and that its normal and not a set back. So I am like okay...good. My medicine is working most days. I think its balancing me out. If it takes my crying all the time and as much anxiety as possible its great. I can then think straight to work on therapy and getting tested for ADHD and whatever else I might have wrong. I think facing these minor things more important then getting tested for all. And in time I will be tested for other things too. God has got me it will be okay

Have a great week. Mine shall be busy. Till next weekend. God bless :)

Saturday, January 15, 2022

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 16th 2022)

Welcome. Weird this is our third Sunday in the month so we are actually like half way through the month. Crazy is that? We been having weird weather here too. Really hot on Tuesday like Summer. And then rain and such on Saturday. What...

1. Church beautiful as always. I love my friends and hugs and prayers. I love seeing people I dont always see and some I do. I love it all. I also love our small group on Thursdays. As much as I weekly miss meeting with everyone I love the group of ladies God put me in with. Like learning this week that we ALL are very scared easily and some of us me included hate the dark. Wow.

2. Gym did it once just on Monday. But worked out more than the week before so that was good. Our race is coming up pretty fast. Also did walks on both Tuesday & Thursday. Yup. I love my walks. 

3. Work busy busy. I managed to work every day of my week of 40hrs back to 39 next week. I worked them all baby. And it wasn't fun but I did it barely but still I did it. 

4. Tuesday we didnt go hang out with our cousin and her son. Sadly. But we made the best of it. We went to a movie. Then dinner at Rubys which I wanted to do that for my birthday but couldn't make it. Also I got myself some new work shoes to help my poor achy feet. So nice day.

5. Thursday was so busy for me. Yikes. I had my psychiatrist appointment and to my shock she changed my dose for my medicine instead of replacing it. So thats what I am doing the next 4 weeks. Then my therapist got weirded out I had an appointment already with my other doctor so she rescheduled now I got to work around my job next Friday instead. Then I did my shoulder therapy. Which was what it was. But so busy. 

Have a good week. Mine is busy per usual but nothing too exciting. Have a blessed one. God bless you :)

Thursday, January 6, 2022

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 9th 2022)

Welcome. What a beautiful week it has been weather wise. Just gorgeous not gonna like I hate the rain. Yes we need it but boy is it zero fun. So I'm glad for NO rain this week at all :)

1. Work busy yes. I called out on Wednesday cause I had a personal not feel good not a sick one. So yeah. I didnt work my full 5. I'm gonna feel the extra time off but it shouldn't be as bad as my last check yeah I felt that... waiting for them to approve my time off for the race in March. Signed up this week so we dont have to pay as much. I'm excited about the race!!

2. Church love it. Was sad several key people not there this Sunday made me sad :( but I got to see my dear friend who hasn't been here in almost 2 months due to personal reasons. So that made me happy :) small groups back this week. Had to meet at a different house for reasons. But it all good. I love small groups. Welcome back!

3. Did the gym sorta on Monday first time since November. We had birthdays holidays and us both being sick for several that kept us away all last month. Yuck. Also managed two walks this week both during the day. I love evening walks buts morning or afternoon are super great too. Different animals different everything. Love me walks :)

4. Did my shoulder therapy again on Tuesday after a break last week. And my insurance is cheaper now so only paid $5 not $15. Still cant come more than once a week but I will be coming back every week once a week too. Haven't decided yet on my neck injury but did finally call my adjuster. So hope she gets back to me soon about that.

5. Saw my psychiatrist on Wednesday. Its been almost 5 weeks of using Prozac. She is worried my dips I have been having are a sign the medicine is giving me bad side affects. Idk for sure only God does. So I'm praying for His will in this. I am no double my dose for a week to see if I get worse or get better. If I get better and feel great then she will put me on 20m not 10m. If I dont improve or get worse she will switch my medicines. I just want to feel better. I knew this might happen. I am so happy the days it does work and I feel nothing bad. But those dips aren't to be messed with. I finally told my sister what I am on she's the first family member I told in my direct family. Unsure if I will ever tell my parents. I dont know if they would get why I'm doing it or anything. But my sister knows as she has a while ago dealt with her own issues...

This week is so busy for me. Have a good one. God bless you always :)