The Weekend 5 (Sunday, July 3rd 2022)

Welcome to July. Wow its been a busy busy week for me. How was yours?

1. Work this week has been interesting. Due to my being sick (see next number) I left early on Sunday by 3hrs (tech it was 2hrs plus my 1hr lunch yes I had time to do it). All cause I getting these dizzy spells that began on Saturday :( I did work usual other days but I didnt work on Wednesday. So I worked less days. Crazy busy job that drives me insane. Ugh

2. I am sick so I called out on Wednesday for my phone appointment. I have been getting dizzy spells, ear pain and stuffy nose lasting 2.5 weeks in total since began to get sick. I got my medicine on Friday. I am over being sick. I also did the doctor on Tuesday I am working hard to see an endocrinologist now I have my referral will take up to 3 weeks to go through. Then we wait again. Praying it continues to go smoothly. 

3. Church was beautiful but less people made me sad. Still less and less with so many gone and some not there for other reasons :( But I love my church still. Sadly no group meeting for book study due to the upcoming holiday weekend. So we have 2 more left but not this past week. Sadness I love my group and sad we couldn't meet :(

4.  Jackie turned 14 on Sunday without Rocky. Its so dang hard. I miss him. I hate this. I hate not having him. I worry about her while being sad about him and knowing I cant do anymore but then that. Love on her while mourning him :(

5. Thursday we saw the minion movie awesome. Also did another hour of cleaning. No walks this week due to my dizzy spells I miss them sadly. I also had my therapy needed appointment. All we talked about is how to handle all these people leaving church. I'm not doing so good honestly. Trying so hard to accept it and move on. Just not easy.

Well this week is SUPER busy. Have a blessed happy 4th. See you all next weekend. God bless you :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, June 26th 2022)

 Welcome to the last one of these for June. Crazy huh. We are now in Summer full swing. And that is how it is going. This week is more busy for me per say but not like next week oh boy. Here we go hello July!

1. Work busy busy. I managed to not call out at all this week but boy did I want to. Yikes. Not sick. Mental sick not physical. Issues. Life ugh. Sadness all around :( But work busy. Being down without a boss and one co worker zip zero fun. Still we surviving best we can day by day by day.

2. Church is beautiful on Sunday. Guest speaker. Had fun. Missing so many that have left us. And found out one of my more special friends is leaving too. I am not doing well at all in this. I really am not. Thursday study 3 was fun again. Beautiful book. Fun time. Great fellowship. Sad we now only got 2 more to go :(

3. Beach day on Tuesday was fun. Sure we only went for like 2.5 hours and still we got sunburnt ugh. But hello longest day of the year. Believe it or not I didnt do a single walk this week and not cause I was sick either. Wow.

4. Fathers Day last Sunday was not much. I didnt work. We got food at In n Out after church. Then we watched my youngest sister while my parents went to a movie. Our least big holiday kinda mellow in a long time. Crazy but true

5. Oh Rainbow. The 23rd you would have been 20. I just wanted you to see 18! My heart is still sad. I cried a lot on Thursday. It was not fun. I hate she's not here still I hate it so much. Took a small beach visit and ice cream. She would have loved that. She loved her drives and ice cream. I love and miss you so much baby girl :(

Well have a good week. See you in July. God bless you all :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, June 19th 2022)

 Welcome. And a Happy Fathers Day to all the dads out there!! How was your week? Mine was busy as I thought and more busy then I planned. Plus wow some shockers so there you go!

1. Work was less as I called out twice. TWICE. I only had enough time to cover one of them so now I got another point & will suffer bad on my next check. Ugh. But work is busy and stressful. And yet here we are. Thank God they did approve my time off for September for our vacation. Now I just gotta keep saving 

2. Church was beautiful on Sunday kinda. In fact it was beautiful for all there. And we did CG again even though we almost didnt and were settled in. I was kinda sad to see some not there and found out on Monday & Tuesday why. Our church is losing some key members and the whole thing is breaking my heart. And I'm unsure who else might leave us for good :( I still love my church so much!! Thursday we did our second week of our book group and it was blessed as last time. Only 3 more to go maybe 4 unsure. I love this. The book is great just hard to keep reading it when there is so much but man why is this an issue. Not too many years ago I used to read for hours at a time and finish books by the handful now its hard for me to read ONE book in a less then 2 month period. Sigh. 

3. Whelp I had therapy by phone on Tuesday smack dab in the middle of my bad news and then I didnt even tell my therapist what was going on. Its SO hard for people to sometimes get WHY its affecting me like this more than them. But hey its my issues and I'm dealing Gods healing and thankful for the understanding friends even if I wont see them at church again who are there for me no matter what. We WILL find a way to see each other we have to try!! Then I had shoulder therapy. It was okay but my therapist isn't there still and pretty sure wont be anytime soon. I then learned there is a location right by my house opened in October. The only issue is they only open on Mondays & Wednesdays the days when I work for sure. I am debating still but I may just move myself over there. IF I do then I cant go back to my old place. So its a BIG decision but it would be nice to not have to travel more than 10 min from home instead of the usual 20 to 25 depending on traffic. So gonna pray about it because I should be doing that in the first place and see what happens... but glad I went my shoulder is happier so that is good and for that much its very worth it!

4. Dentist surprise I am back. This is my 4th time in 2 weeks to go for the same issue. This time my *main* dentist did the adjusting. I'm unsure in all my visits in the past 2 years how I got a main one that works on me. Its not like I picked him but somehow he is my main dentist now LOL and guess thats how it works. So he adjust 3 crowns the 2 on top and 1 on bottom. So far PTL they all feel better. If they dont in like 2 weeks come back again and make note what hurts and when. Fun for me. But hey if this is then thank you God for that. I dont want to lose any more teeth then I have already coming or lost. And that was my concern that 1 or both needed to be pulled after all we been through :( 

5. Got sick this week ICK. That was why I called out. Idk what I have but its no the dreaded C* word I did a home test tbs and its fine. I had sore throat Monday called out, I was okay Tuesday a little stuffy nose not much, Wednesday felt same but a bit worse so called out again. After we saw our planned movie both my sister and me were dying. TIRED legs major fatigue. Went home slept a bit. Then got up today. Legs still a bit tired. Nose still a bit runny. No cough. And never had a fever. No clue what we have but its not worse so I continued my plans of dentist and later study. Ugh. Over the dentist!!

Well have a good week. Mine is less busy this week which maybe that is a good thing. I need to replant some plants and just chill. Have a blessed one friends. GOD BLESS YOU!! See you for our last one in June next Sunday. :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, June 12th 2022)

Welcome Welcome. I had a super busy week! This week will be busy too. But maybe not as much. But busy can sometimes be very good. So this week I had a fun busy week :)

1. Its kinda crazy its been 11 years this week that my sister and me and the pets we had left came to visit California for a fun time. We were out a week drove here and back from AZ. We brought all the babies so Jackie, Rocky, Rainbow & Maggie. We had a fun fun time. I just look back and think how crazy it was just a few months later we were forced to move back home. Would we have even tried that trip had we known??

2. Work is busy this week but less hours. I had less hours both Sunday & Wednesday. But my hours are picking up slowly. Next week and the following. By the following as we closer to July I hope to be more normal 39 to 40 hours again oh please. While I work here I need the hours to be as much as possible. I'm saving for a thing with my cousin next month, dental in August & vacation in September!

3. Gym didnt again. But we will TRY so hard to do it on Monday. I had a bad day really bad actually so it didnt happen. I did my walks this week Wednesday & Thursdays per normal. And Tuesday was special as my very dear friend and me went on a walk first time in almost a year! It was so nice. Its hard to talk to her only once a week about serious stuff at church. I felt so much better getting so much time to just talk. Sure it wasn't the beach but it wasn't bad either we had time and it was great. I loved it. So grateful she made the time to hang out with me :) 

4. Church was beautiful Sunday. We did the graphics doing them again next week gulp. I messed up somewhat oops. I hope I'm better next time. But I love the hugs and such after. And then Thursday was our first book meeting for the Summer. Its crazy just been 3 years since I was forced into the book club and to being more in at church. It changed my life! Slowly I went more and more got to know more and more. And for sure began to hug talk to and really become part of a church I had gone to for almost 2 years before I did it. Thanks to my Pastor and God using him and so many others. Blessed!! 4 more meetings to go I wish it was more but I'll take this. :)

5. Dentist is done again. First I'm dealing with a uti again :( Did that. Later did my dental got my 2 crowns adjusted and now I feel better. I just need to be good keep up wearing my night guard and keep going. Praying I don't need anymore work again till my cleaning in August. I'm trying to be hopeful.

Have a good week. Mine is busy again. I love it! God bless you all :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, June 5th 2022)

Welcome to June! Hello month of Summer! Time is flying. We are nearly half way through 2022 that is some crazy crap.

1. Work busy but not as much as it could be as I called out one day. Oopsie. I still haven't even attempted to look for another job. It just seems so easy to complain stress and live then look for another job. Even as we lose more people and things become more stressful. That is how work is! Ugh.

2. Gym nope. I hope for next time. We shall try. However I did two walks this week on Wednesday & Thursday. Fun stuff! I am trying for a walk a day if possible as they really do help me be happy. They help my mental health and my spiritual health. Walks are truly good or me :)

3. Church was beautiful of course I love my church. I love talking to people and hugging and love so much love. I love how it changes me. And I know God knows I need it so much to be better. My mental healing comes every time I go to church. Yes it does :)

4. Did the peacocks on Tuesday again 3rd week in a row. Had different fun as different as the week before. Yup. Wednesday I had call out and went to the dentist same issue Thursday. All to find out I need my crowns readjusted and come back again next time. Ugh teeth issues.

5. Tuesday did my therapy again. I had an issue that came up on Monday night. And that was mostly what therapy about. I have hope as I organize my life around my sessions. As I heal. I have hope. I really do. God is healing me. Its now necessarily a slow process even if it is. Its okay. God has me. God is healing me. I will be okay in him. For real. 

Well that is all for now. Have a good week. Mine is more busy this week. I'm exciting. God bless you :)