The Weekend 5 (Sunday, March 12th 2023)

Welcome. Been busy but still up on time hurray for being up on my day off :)

1. Finally got some sinus infection medicine in my system thank you God it appears to be working I am just a little concerned once I am off it tonight it will come back :( Praying for miracles. We one week from the race I dont want to deal with this on top of the race. Yuck. I hate being sick. I hate c*vid I hate what it did to my immunity system its such a mess. :( :( 

2. Church was beautiful. I got to talk to my friends. I got hugs. I didnt have to work after. In fact on my day off I came home had a nice walk took a small nap and just relax. I leave Sundays open. I'll plan stuff but honestly I'm okay if I dont do much. I know its my only other day off so I did paint my rocks so I can work on them this week. But still. I dont do too much. Thursday church was great too. I loved it so much!! I love the Bible studies. I am enjoying my fellowship with my crazy loving sisters that love me so darn much its unbelievable I feel so blessed with each one of them in my life. :)

3. Work busy busy. Worked my usual work schedule no call outs. I did a whole lot of happy to help which made for me being super tired. My Tuesday & Wednesday especially a lot of happy. I do it I try to not complain but it does get to me like it did SATURDAY. Yesterday I had a melt down at work when I was overwhelmed too much over the walkie anyone could hear was hearing it. I took a pill I was okay after I stopped happy and took that. Just was not a nice day too much got to me and I just collapsed under it all boo :(

4. Workouts not much this week. The weather was my factor and being sick. I did a walk Sunday and another one on Thursday. Yup. We didnt clean this week either. But the weather man lots of rain several days just over this. I know we *need* rain but we at the point where its too much too fast. A little at a time not so much its snowing people into their houses where they get snow. Pretty tough. 

5. Thursday talked to my therapist. She's kinda worried about me says I need to speak to someone weekly and longer not what they offer. I was okay and still am with what they offer. But honestly it just shocked me and threw me in a loop. It upset me pretty badly. I had a bad day on Tuesday at work so bad I worried myself and reached out for the first time in months for prayer from people. I know God is bigger then this. I just still am afraid of ME my emotions where I dip and when the next crazy episode is gonna be. Twice this week at work not fun at all :( I'm so tired of fighting this!!

Well this week is busy and then next Sunday is our hot chocolate race. Praying for no rain. God bless you all. See you next week.  :) 

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, March 5th 2023)

Welcome to the month of March. And nearly doing this on time perfectly. Just evening not morning. Hey I tried. Enjoying my Sundays off slowly getting used to the freedom they come with.

1. Work is going alright. I am still adjusting to the new schedule. I am slowly finding the energy to do it but boy let me tell ya the days are all long. I recall my 1 to 10 was the longest day, and my shortest was 9 to 6. Now they are all the middle all day shift 11 to 8. I am also getting used to using Sundays for things. That is something that is taking time. But its okay. It took me over 4 years to get used to my first schedule and now it could take just that long to take for the new one. That is if I am still at the company in 4 more years.

2. Workouts not that much. I am at the point where I am unsure if we will get to experience one gym trip before our race in 2 weeks!! Between my new schedule and getting over being sick. Blah. But I managed one walk this week which was fine. I am grateful the weather is calming down. Part of my reason hasn't been being sick its the weather of cold and rainy most days for most weeks. Ugh. Please rain be gone for now at least till we pass the race. 

3. Been sick is ick. That is my game ha. Okay I am still sick 2 weeks later I will be trying this week to try see someone by phone of course. I need to get this figured out before race day. Why did a cold and cough become the plague and take over me and are leaving at a sloth slow pace. I blame c*vid I truly do that stupid crap wrecked my immune system so every time I get sick it turns into a sinus infection. :( booh I hate being sick

4. Sunday church was beautiful so many hugs. And I love Thursdays too. Its double the fun. Its almost addicting. I love doing church twice a week and I am loving where we meeting this time and we meeting for longer then the Fall one met. I keep forgetting this time last year I was in my small group loving it but hating not having the ability to see everyone that is my joy this year. Sunday I finally able to enjoy my first one off. I cleaned some and did some stuff. I got a lot done and more than I planned. I am taking Sundays as they come. I am planning stuff while not deciding for sure what I will be doing so NO pressure to do anything. My main things I want are: church, basics, and hopefully something else productive like cleaning or even painting rocks which I am doing today.

5. As far as my health goes. I am seeing the doctor by phone next Tuesday to see if I will be on birth control. The way my emotions are still going I think I need to try it even if it sucks and it doesn't work. I want it to work so badly. But I am still afraid to try it. I will discuss this all when we talk next week. This week should be my therapy but no go for sure maybe being hopeful. I got my MRI set up yes!! No shoulder therapy till the 16th cause my therapist is having some sort of procedure done. So I have put it off and will continue :( sadness. 

Well have a good week. Next week will be busy. Lots of appointments. Have a bless one. God bless you. Be safe. Stay warm. See you when the clock goes ahead and spring lovely begins. :)