Monday, August 28, 2017

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 27th 2017)

Welcome to the last of these for August. It has been a ride for sure this year. So much sadness grief in our family alone issues etc. The world around us. Top off with how slow this year began and now its just speeding up again. My review for this year will be something else for sure when its over!

1. So my uncle made the long trip out from his area a good 5hours to bring my uncles car to my sister. That is my uncle who died sadly and unexpected just like 2 weeks ago. So we had our uncle staying with us on the second day of school. I still haven't put back together anything nearly a week later. Just haven't been able to dedicate the time needed to do it AGAIN when I had it all set up. So that was odd. Cause he stayed over night and he got a show. My sister decided to pull an all nighter. Plus 2 wild cats. Probably the only normal was my dog. Haha

2. School is back in session SAY WHAT! I already am down to 1 in person (began with 3 in person) and will be doing a fast track so I can do 6units. I hope for more success in the Spring. I always go in with high hopes with school and leave disappointed. Plus they gave me book money but so late that I couldn't get books for an online class I was debating and my sister had already gotten my radio book for me. Um yeah. But I will use the money for my fast track class(s) unsure how many taking. And get the pro tools book for the class we dropped. I would have loved that class it sounded fun but a long class twice a week at night after one or two day classes. Why are classes so long? I used to go to classes this long if they were ONCE a week not twice a week. 3 hours is way too long IMO for a class that is twice a week!

3. Work has been kinda slow. My first week of classes and I barely worked at all. I mean 5 days sure. Next week 4? And I asked for nothing off till the following week. I don't ask for time off that often mind you. Either way instead of complaining here and there I am just going to trust God and actually start to apply for jobs. I cant get a new one if I don't apply for one.

4. GYM did it 3x. Not bad really. I went on Tuesday, Thursday & Friday. Fun times. I love the gym. I can do it twice next week. Unsure on the following. But wish I could go all the time. Yeah gym

5. I went to the doctor again on Thursday for some check up for women. Im unsure what is wrong with me but I could have PCOS which is a life time issue. I truly think not only I have that but I have some ovarian cyst too. I got more blood drawn and wait for that. Then an ultrasound. Once diagnose I will be on my way to a lifetime issue of pain with no cure. Just fyi this can make it very hard to have kids. So even if I was married and trying it would be a big issue. I never knew I had this and probably had it for a while. Time will tell as God teaches me patience to get this figured out. I am trusting Him to get me to the other side no matter what that means. God is good all the time!

Did you see the eclipse? Sure we only got a part one like 58% but through 3 different glasses at school I saw it and even took a few pictures. Pretty neat. God sure likes to show off sometimes. He shows off all the time but some of these things are just awesome. Nature really does scream there is a Creator to all who will listen. Have a great week everyone! See you all in September!

Sunday, August 20, 2017

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 20th 2017)

Welcome to the almost last one of these for August. About to kick off the school week wow is it time already? And today marks 4 months till my next birthday when I turn the big 38! My plans for now include: stop dying my hair, a tattoo and jumping out of a plane. I gotta plan big and do it now. I might save the plane for my 40th and the tattoo but the hair dye is probably more than likely a real deal

1. Work this week was busy like 5 days but hours not really. Sad really since my last week before school and I asked for nothing off. That is why I still need a new job but I need more to stop saying this without actually you know looking. Yup

2. GYM did it once not twice. I was gonna on Friday as well as Thursday but ended up not going with my parents so I only went on Thursday. I love it but the pain from whatever is wrong with me not so much.

3. My uncle died suddenly early Thursday morning. I am still in shock he gone. My dads brother. He was around our hours a lot over the years at holidays mostly and some other days. My dad was close and since he the only connection to my grandparents both gone now. And over the years yeah I miss him. I really do. Younger then my dad too. Shocker. I know he is free from pain with Jesus and my grandparents and such. But dang it we miss him! RIP uncle Mike :(

4. Went for one more fun day out on Wednesday in La Jolla. We first went to Birch Aquarium and that was fun for the hour we there. Havent been in a few years. Then we went to the beach area. Walked on the beach in various spots. Saw the seals. Had fun. It was so beautiful there so great! I swear if it was my last day on earth and I knew it I would spend it at the beach just saying.

5. So my sick issues continue. Began my week on Tuesday thinking I would get answers. After all I came back a week after my last time and was told we could look farther into my issue. This nurse also claimed my back pain was just my back pain. What a nightmare. Instead of walking away with help I walked away with medicine I didn't need. And God kept me from getting it cause its not my back. So made 2 appointments. Thursday I came back for my bloodwork test. And next week a woman visit which I have never had ever. I am sick of not knowing what is wrong with me. I have pain EVERYWHERE. I mean it all the time. My back my front inside me. I fear bad things are happening this pain is only getting worse. And no one is taking me serious. So yeah pray for me please.

Well one more of these till we done. See you all then. Have a great week!!

Saturday, August 12, 2017

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 13th 2017)

Welcome on time. Doing this a day early cause I wont be on here much tomorrow. Busy busy.

1. Work this week was slow. No reason. I asked for no time off. Next week I have hours again. But school begins the following so there you go for my Summer. Hard to believe its over

2. My sisters visit went well on Monday. Not went well was 3 hours of cleaning for a 30min visit. Really cant believe spent the whole summer not cleaning. All the stuff back in place now. 3 times a year we really have to clean. Well 1 time and the other 2 holidays sorta clean. Ugh to not having enough space for my stuff and being so messy with what I have

3. The 14th marks 10 years since our first trip to TN. We fell in love with this place but had no idea where we were to move. Came back a few weeks later and fell for Murfreesboro our eventual home. Cant believe its been a decade since we made a decision that changed our lives forever. Well for the 3 years we lived there but still. Moving out. Getting our own lives. All that jazz. I miss TN still wish we could at least visit but moving back would have to be a reason this time not just no reason but a leap of faith. And that is a good reason btw not just saying its not. Long as its Gods will I would follow Him anywhere He wanted me to go

4. The 6th marked 9 years since I lost Tinkerbell. I miss my little hamster sometimes she brought joy to my life for just 1.5 years. If she hadn't died we wouldn't have thought about gerbils and been planning for them when Jackie & Rocky were dropped on us. The turn in the events to get them to us was truly God in all things. He knew they needed us. We didn't know at the time. I miss you little Tink! If you are heaven see you someday again soon.

5. I had a uti or something which was why I was sick. This past week I have been to the doctor again twice. Once on Tue to tell me I didn't have one before but what did I have the meds worked but it came back? And then on Friday for possible ulcers. I have meds for that but none for the uti. I am in a great deal of pain and ask your prayers. Jesus is getting me through work these next few days till I go back on Tuesday. I am not afraid God has this in His hands whatever the reason even if it is serious. In the end I will be with Him just unsure when that will be. Will update more next weekend.

Have a great week everyone. See you all next Sunday! Tomorrow is gonna be so early but at least next week not so much. And school after that week WOW! Summer is gone boo. Good day all. And God bless you!!

Tuesday, August 8, 2017

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 6th 2017)

Hello and welcome to August! Sorry this is so late again. I meant to post this on Sunday then Monday but time got away from me. So here I am. How was your week. Hope this one is well too.

1. GYM I did it three times again. Yup! I went on Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. I had Friday & Saturday off. But a good time none the less at the GYM. I always have fun unless I am sick or in pain or something else then no fun. Monday was tough. See my last for this week for more details. But I was improved when I came back on Wed. I will miss it as I don't return till Friday of this week I am in now.

2. Work was slowish. I worked 4 days. I asked for 2 off and got 3 but not in a row. My hours were pretty bad. Next week not much better. I am hoping even with school in a few weeks they will pick up. Silver status should get me hours. Especially since the only job I applied with in months (target) didn't even give me a proper interview before rejecting me for who knows why. It cant be I have been at my same job for 3 years. Most everyone loves me at work and my manager I put down she loves me the most of them all I am pretty sure. I doubt they even called her. So anyways carry on keep looking and trying is what I got to do. I cant keep this job forever its just not possible or right.

3. The heat is bad this week very bad. Most days horrible but getting by best we can. We saw Despicable Me 3 again on Tuesday. We were the only one in the theater and that was nice. I was in pain but it was a fun time. Sad summer near done. Very little beach trips nothing much fun. Might do a water park next week or the aquarium unsure for sure. But hey that is Summmer

4. Friday went with the parents for their anniversary boat ride. This is our 3rd year. Went for 2 hours. It was fun sure. Not like the last two but still fun. Saturday they celebrated 39 years. Wow! Makes me feel old since I turn 38 soon. I watched my sister mostly alone then later they back had dinner and ice cream their treat. Sweet

5. So last week on Monday I found out I have a uti. I have never had one. But this coming week I found out more about it. And what it wasn't. And I'm confused. I ask for your prayers as I deal with some possibly serious medical issues only God knows what is going on. I am scared but trust Him who made me to see me through it. More details if I chose to share them or not.

Well school begins soon. And how is it August. Time flies really it does. Summer went by way too fast. I read little. Cleaned nearly nothing. Very little beach or hikes or fun. Kinda bummed out but hey. Hope you all have a great week. Mine will be less then thrilling less work and more rest. Sometimes I don't get why I get less hours. I guess this week God knew I needed it before I knew I did. Till next weekend. God bless you all. Have a good one. See you hopefully sooner then this late ...

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, July 30th 2017)

Last one for July. Sorry I am late. Long set of days working and developed another health issue. So that was how my week went. How was yours?? How is July already over? Where did it go? Now we are speeding back towards fall, school and the last 5 months of the year

1. Went to the GYM three times this week. Which is pretty good for me. I am going 3 times next week too no complaints!! Except for what happened on Friday. I went and was just beginning my workout. I was 10 min into it and was about to hop on the bike. I was aiming for my usual bike elliptical and treadmill and some arms. Instead the power goes out for the whole block. I spent the rest of my workout just doing stuff while many left. I could not do the treadmill and ended up just doing 30min workout and some arms. I went to work and well the power out for everyone and had been for a good 1.5hrs before it came back up. I was amused when everyone left when the treadmills stopped glad no one got hurt that wouldn't have been funny. Weird night.

2. Worked 5 times. And all closings. Friday was the most exciting. But Saturday oh boy. When I was getting ready at home the power went out for 10 min. I was about to shower in the dark when it came back up. What is going on? Rolling black outs? I also got silver status at work for the first time ever. I got 51 credit apps in 3 months May, June & July. I had given up on it and even told God this. I was trying and thinking I needed 4 more then I had gotten. I think it was May when I lost my other phone and therefore lost how many I had gotten. Either way. God likes to surprise me and again did this. I was not excepting it but trying to be hopeful. With every app I got last week I was closer. When they give out the prizes I get a $15 check I have promised God to tithe $10 of it and leave $5 for a treat for me. I will get the status and I should get more hours at work which I fight for all the time. Since Target isn't working out sadly I need to keep looking but until I get another job this is all I have. I have to fight for my hours. And so I just wanted the status but I am cool with the gift and the extra money. God is good! And I am very happy about this. Wow this year. I won the drawing, I got employee of the month now this. Wow!!

3. Hello facebook! I have now been on the site for 9 years as of this month. My best friend at the time invited me. I found it to be a great bonus with myspace and then myspace went away slowly I mean its still there. But not really the same. I love facebook for connecting to people and yes like many killing time when I have it reading up on updates from friends and pages I liked and even news I get most if not all my news from the site.

4. Got some cleaning done which is a miracle for me even. But got some done. In the hot garage no less. A visit in two weeks and summer is almost gone. Its about time.

5. So I have got something wrong with me. Its a bit personal but it just started really bothering me on Saturday night at work. I ended up telling them Sunday I couldn't come in till 3 not 1 as I had said I would come in earlier. Even then work was harsh. I will find out more tomorrow and maybe put it in my update next weekend. Keep me in prayers friends!!

That is all for now. Sorry this so late. Last week was boring but this week at least doing stuff and working less. Hard to believe we 3 weeks from school where did my Summer go? So not what I thought I would do has happened or not so far. Have a great week. God bless. See you in August :)