The Weekend 5 (Sunday, December 27th 2020)

Welcome. Sorry this is so late! Last one of these for 2020 wow what a year its been. I am unsure what the new year brings but I know God is on the throne and it will all be okay.

1. Work was not that busy last week as I only worked a few times. I worked just Monday of last week and then Saturday that was it. I had to call out for both my birthday and the 23rd as I had asked for them off and guess why denied. Didnt make me happy but oh well. So work was busy on Monday and I was glad to be off for 4 days. Then day after Christmas was busy too. People with attitudes its like what is your problem.

2. Wednesday felt pointless for the first part. I went to my pain specialist it normally takes less then an hour idk what happened. But I was left in that room waiting to talk to someone for nearly 1 hour and got out 1 hour 10 minutes later. With no answer. I didnt get to talk about my pain or anything. He just talked to me for 2 minutes. Okay I am over this now. I dont want to try to get help anymore. I will call them as they asked but honestly God healed me. My neck isn't that bad. I dont know if I need more help. But I am tired of trying to fight for this. So after that and almost getting late for my dentist. He looked at my tooth that was now bugging me for almost 2 months since we wait here and there for it. He said it doesn't need another root canal HOWEVER to keep an eye on it. He readjusted my final crown as I am biting down hard on it (probably in my sleep no doubt). So that appointment went well. Wednesday exhausted me. I had to use time off pay to not get two points. I came home and watched two Christmas movies in a row and just relaxed. It was some day off for sure!

3. Workouts this week I did one only cause of Christmas. But it was a nice walk. Back to regular walks next week BIG GOAL! I miss the gym. But with the way things are going unsure if the GYM will open back up before February or March. UGH!

4. My birthday was on a Sunday. I didnt do much so it didnt feel like my birthday. But I got to go to church that was the most important thing. And the LOVE! I got gifts from friends. A ton of hugs lots of love. And my pastor gave me the greatest gift of all HE PRAYED FOR MY BIRTHDAY! I love you pastor and everyone so much. After beautiful church time we got take out and sat by the harbor. Then went for a drive. Got my free starbucks and went home. I took a nap and relaxed. I am 41 wow thats insane.

5. Christmas Eve was so awesome. We went to church a candlelight service which including us actually at the end lighting candles to hold. Yes I kept mine. It was so fun so blessed. Christmas Day my sister and me both off. It went weird. We had to make the turkey ourselves. It turned out great! Thank God! Opened gifts. Ate later and just relaxed. Thus ended my 4 days off in a row.

Well good bye 2020 happy 2021. Maybe I will do some sorta recap next week shall see. Have a great week. See you all in the new year :) God bless you all

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, December 20th 2020)

 Welcome. Happy Birthday to me! More about that next week since I write from Sunday to the following Saturday... but hey. All good

1. Work this week one big blah! I didnt call out once but its been super duper busy. Monday I got to use my bonus discount and treated myself to a few things, bought a few extra gifts and a few things for the church toy thingy. It feels good to do that. I always try to do something this time of year and this is what we doing this time :) But yeah work busy. So glad we done with the last weekend before Christmas. AND SO GLAD I ONLY WORK ONE MORE DAY THIS WEEK AND OFF FOR 4!!!!

2. Church beautiful. I love my church. Love and prayers and support. Looking back I will never get why I took so long to talk to these people because church before and church after look so different. I felt the love around me and ran for it like my life was a threat for way too long.  While people prayed for me and wanted me to talk to them and God finally got me where He wanted me. Talking to people, fellowshipping, praying and having them pray for me and most important talking to my beautiful pastor and family love them all so much! Thursday was great. Sad my friend couldn't come :( but church was great. Off for 3 weeks (well 2 weeks so back in 3). Miss ya when its done it will be sad it so short 10 weeks is flying by :(

3. Workouts this week I did two walks. Tuesday & Thursday love them! This coming week only one walk I think unsure will see about a bonus walk in there somewhere maybe...just maybe... I had therapy on Tuesday was sad to find out that the therapist I've been having for the past 3 time was only a 'student' and no longer there so now I had to chose someone else to work with. I just gotta keep going, keep praying and keep believing God is healing me because He is in His time for sure not mine!

4. School is done for the semester. Due to me making way too much $$ I doubt I can get any free money for school next year I will TRY but doubt it. If I can I might take an online or two class but nothing too harsh or books and such and for sure NO MORE ZOOM. I am still trying to pray and hope I might get my radio show back by Summer or Fall next year if I can get help. Shall see God willing

5. The 19th marks 22 years since my knee injury the night before my 19th birthday. A night that changed my life for sure and was an injury I couldn't prevent. I will always have that injury. And here I am 22 years later with a new work injury still dealing with but this time I dealing with it right. I got the help I needed and in 1998 I did not. That is why we sued them and one that is why it is different this time. I keep recalling that God told me "it will be okay" before I even got to talk to my manger at work when my pain was so bad....

Well see ya next weekend. Merry Christmas. I will talk about Christmas and my birthday next time around. But yeah as of this writing I am for sure 41 yikes I am now in my 40's.... ;) God Bless!!

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, December 13th 2020)

 One week from now I will have another birthday. Unlike all my birthdays since we moved out here it will be very different. Nothing to do much at all. I have very little plans. I am even unsure what kinda cake to have. This is how the year is going. But yes I will be turning 41 and beginning my journey into my 40's...

1. Church was beautiful. We had free tacos but plans. I was loved and prayed over for my dentist trip. It was a nice day. I love church. Thursday was the bible study. My dear friend showed up :) even if I was in pain from dentist (see below) it was a good time. I love my church so very much!!

2. My sisters birthday was on the 6th as said last week. Sadly everything shut down on the 7th. So we did a lunch for Red Robin normally we do this on my birthday. We get free meals. It was nice held outside last time. Then we did the Safari Park for almost 3 hours and the Zoo almost 2 hours. It was a lot of stuff I was so tired next day. But since it all closing down till next year. It had to be done. And it was. Fun! 

3. Workouts just did one walk this week :( but it was a nice walk still :) I love it. But I still miss the GYM so much for real. I have no idea when or if the gym will ever open again could be a while for real...

4. Work busy busy. It gets crazier and crazier. That is how it goes. I will survive this but my work injury is just getting more annoyed again. I'm back to having neck pains cause of the iPads. Its not fun :( and I have no idea what to do as they never approved anymore work for me to get done on the neck. 

5. Therapy for my shoulder good on Tuesday then I had a bad cry day as I was just feeling down about my shoulder. I know Gods timing is not mine. I know He is in control and still healing me but I get so frustrated almost 5 months later and still I am like this... My dentist on Thursday was set to be not simple but not complicated but it turned it. I had my final crown and filling. Instead of taking 2 hours I was there almost 4 hours. I had to rush home to change and go to church. And I was still half numb most of church...ugh

That is all for now. Have a great week everyone. Cant believe my birthday is coming. Idk what the future holds but I know who holds my future. God bless you all :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, December 6th 2020)

 Welcome to December!! And a BIG Happy Birthday to my younger sister Melody :) Hey sis have a great day we gonna have a fun fun day hurray yup hurray!!

1. Work this was blah. I worked it all baby all of it. And its getting more stressful. My stress is THIS HIGH! Thank God for keeping me calm. But my neck hurts a lot. And just stressful. Our county is going under stay at home begins tomorrow :( everything is closing pretty much but church isn't so thats great news :) So yeah work this week was busy but its done!

2. Workouts I did 2 walks this week fun times. And I am being a good girl and daily doing my arm exercises for my shoulder. I should be doing my neck ones too. I really should go back to those. I should be doing both. At this point I am UNSURE if I will be getting any more therapies for my neck injury. I have my doctor appointment in 2 weeks and so far no idea what is going to happen. Its up to God truly and so far nothing.

3. Church was beautiful outside of course. Gorgeous day awesome time. Baptism after. Prayers and love. All of it. I love my church. Thursday back to the Virtue study week 2. Had fun. It bit nippy but we had. good time and I love going to that as well :) 

4. Did my 2nd set of therapies for my shoulder. Got there late so didnt get my full hour. Just enough time to be tortured moved around, asked to do 3 more exercises and then got to get my ice pack thingy that I just love to pieces. 

5. Dentist on Thursday zero fun. So far nothing. But on the 23rd the dentist who did my root canal will see me. If he thinks I need another root canal same tooth of course at least it wont cost me. But I will not be a happy camper. Still praying it doesn't need more work oh please no :(

That is all for now. Super happy to have today off for my sisters birthday. More about that next time. Have a bless week everyone. We are now TWO weeks from my birthday. Cant do much but I get to go to church and I love church and so many at church love me :))