The Weekend 5 (Sunday, May 2nd 2021)

Welcome to May. May Day May Day. What is May Day anyways? Oh thats right its some holiday that people celebrate for Spring. I swear I thought it was something else ;) How was your week? Mine was busy busy

1. Work is busy as busy does. That is work for me. We got a new person which is great! I still didnt hear back from Hobby Lobby and thats my fault for not checking but TBH if I gotta check its probably not happening which is weird since last year they called me on their own and now they dont want me :( oh well. I will check back in a few days I promise just unsure when I have so much going on right now. Yeah work is busy as usual per usual. And our hours go back to more normal as of this weekend ugh. 

2. GYM did it THREE times this past week THREE TIMES! Thats crazy. Monday, Wednesday (before work) and Saturday. Wow. I love the gym and I am still so happy we can go to the gym whenever we want to. I am slowly getting in shape even if we do very little no weights just other stuff. Maybe someday weights too. Yup. I also did my 2 walks for the week. On Tuesday it began to rain right after I left and I was like what the? well it wasn't much but it was enough to annoy me and worry me that it would get worse and I had no way to just go back home. I toughed it out and the rain was gone mostly by time I got home. Weirdness for sure!

3. Church is great and beautiful. And love and friends and so much more. I love my church. I love praying for people and opening up to them. I know church is still gotta be about God as number 1 and then all else. But I look back at when I didnt talk to anyone at church and realize how a lonely life I lived was truly indeed. God is good and working in me still amen!

4. This weekend May 1st and 2nd marks 11 years since the Great Nashville Flood. I miss my southern state a lot. And I still will never forget that weekend where so much got ruined and some stuff never came back the same. It took the mall and so many stores didnt come back after it re opened 2 years later. I am grateful it didnt hit us but it got close. And it happened a week before we were going to go out to California for my cousins wedding so the timing really did suck. Miss and love you Nashville!!

5. Did my chiropractor only once this week thanks to a mess up I should have gone Tuesday and Thursday but they thought I said Wednesday so I had to reschedule till next week! I did Chiropractor and then my shoulder therapy. Good news is I am improving my shoulder is more flexible and they are giving me a new exercise to do when I am there. I know this is a slow process but I am healing I truly am God is healing me. I also got approved to get the shot in my neck finally lined up for May 10th. The date sucks (day my grandma died in 2006 sigh) but its gotta be done and I see the doctor the 12th. Now gotta square this with work so I can get paid and not get a point for calling out.... wish me luck. Ick.

Well its been a weird week for weather. Rain some and then hot and heat spells and back and fourth. But we heading towards Summer again. Here we come. Have a great week everyone. God bless!! :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, April 25th 2021)

 Last one of these for this month crazy stuff. This week was busy but not as much as I thought...

1. Work is busy busy. Back to my 5 days again this week. My hours go up and down like a bouncy ball. I haven't applied for any other jobs yet and I have to still check back with Hobby Lobby its been nearly 3 weeks now since I applied. Last year when they called me I never had to call them first so I believe that is not a good sign. Which is weird as he thought they hiring AND my availability is exactly the same :( So there is that...and then some!

2. GYM did it twice but not our usual. We usually do it Mondays and then either Friday or Saturday. But thanks to me closing Friday and my sister Saturday we went Monday and Wednesday. Next week we MIGHT go three times shall see. Either way love the gym of course always. Even before work was tiring it was fun. Workouts at home just my usual two walks but it awesome for sure.

3. Chiropractor twice last week. I have two more left then?? I am trying to get a shot in my neck and this is week two of me not getting said shot. She claimed she will send the paperwork on Monday cause thats her easiest day my question is: why didnt she send it LAST Monday without me having to check on Tuesday? How would I even know this? I wish this simple thing that should be simple was not so dang complicated. Ugh. I got back to the shoulder therapy and at least for two days my shoulder wasn't hurting like he had been. Thankful for this. Just praying I can get more after my 6 are done after all I fought hard for another 12 and only got 6 cause it makes no sense at all :((

4. Church was beautiful last week per usual. Love and hugs. And making up with people again. I really got issues man but I am forgiven and I am thankful. And tonight as I write this I again forgave myself. Incase you didnt know this at least me personally I sometimes need to actually forgive myself. And then ask Jesus please take away that guilt cause its not from Him for sure.

5. I have lots of mental issues that I dont even understand. So I am working on me. On top of my health issues I want to work on in the next couple of months I want to work on my mental health too. Maybe get finally diagnosed with ADHD like I should have long ago. I think I have other issues too. I am unsure what or how much. I cant afford to spend much so I will look into this more after I finish with my neck stuff, teeth stuff and personally stuff. So maybe this Summer is my goal to take care of my mental health. Stay tuned if I feel like talking I will...

thats all for now. May is coming. And April is done. I am a bit sad I love April. Oh well! Have a blessed week. God bless you. :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, April 18th 2021)

Welcome to one of the last of this month we have just one more. Crazy. This has been a crazy busy month for me. But if I haven't said it before I will now, April is my FAVORITE month of the year and SPRING is my favorite season. If I ever get married it will have to be in April :) 

1. Work this week had a shorter week which was nice! Work is busy per usual. We short handed. And its exhausting some days when they dont seem to care much about us up there until they have an issue then they remember us. Last Sunday I went in and was alone for nearly 4hrs of my 6hr shift. I had someone with me for 2.5 hours and of that about half as my break and lunch. Ugh. Hopefully not this week :(

2. Dentist got my final crown on yahoo. I am gonna keep taking care of my teeth so no more of these. I didnt appreciate the lack of numbing they usually do numb me so I felt every scrap everything ugh. But thank God this crown is behaving. I still havent chewed there yet but I will let myself eventually back to normal foods again that I miss horribly like my salads and my apples and fruit stuff. Yes! 

3. Wednesday was my doctor appointment we are now working on getting my shot done for my neck. I am unsure when. It has to be a Monday and I am sure its not tomorrow so maybe next week. I get paid to do it so I need to figure this out. But the question I want to know is how do I get no points for going in. If I call out its a point. Even if I get paid. Unless they put it in as paid time off which is what I think they doing. Anyways. Hopefully know more by next week. Thursday I did my only chiropractor for the week. I have 4 more left. And this week I do begin back with my shoulder so glad for that thank God worked so hard to get that back again. Healing God please and thanks :) 

4. Gym this week did it twice Monday and then again on Saturday. Fun times. I love the gym. Great time. Also did two walks this week my usual Tuesday and Thursday. Workouts exhaust me but I love them and I need to do them even if I dont want to. No complaining I love the gym and I also love walks.... also before my doctor appointment we did a hike that really wore me out lots of stairs well steps some steep. Ugh. Was so glad to be back at the car. I am so not in hiking shape anymore lol.

5. Church beautiful last week as usual. My pastor is still working on healing stuff so nothing from him still for another month. I miss him but I am glad he is with us still just not talking. Love you Pastor Mark!

Okay then. Back to it again this week. Have a blessed week everyone. See you next time. God bless you!!

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, April 11th 2021)

 Welcome. Busy week. How was yours?

1. Yesterday marked 12 years since the tornado that came on Good Friday and almost hit us in our townhouse. I will never forget that day. And God kept us safe. It was sure scary and the timing being on Good Friday made it extra memorable. Crazy day for real

2. Work busy for real. But its okay. Its my job for now. I have taken on my lunches to watching "The Chosen" very good show on my iPod app. Go check it out. Yeah work is busy and I did apply for a job at Hobby Lobby. I will check back next week if I dont hear back I guess. I have a lot going on. But I do need to keep looking for another job.

3. Church and Easter was beautiful. I had a great time. Sure its not like two years ago but its for sure not like last year either. I am so glad we are back to church in person. So thankful for that! Hugs love and church and Jesus is alive we will always be thankful :) 

4. Gym twice this week. Did it on Monday and again on Friday. Had fun as always. I love the gym. Also did two walks this week I almost did a third. I love my walks beautiful. Good week for workouts!

5. Did chiropractor on Tuesday it was interesting being back at the first thing I used last year. Especially since last year I had my first time the day after my bike accident. I sadly couldn't make an appointment for Thursday he booked. And then my shoulder had to be cancelled too. But I am very close to getting my shoulder back things are falling in place. I should be back next week and in good faith I am gonna call and ask for more appointments on Monday. 

Well that was a week. Busy week coming up too. Have a blessed day and week everyone. See you next time. God bless you!

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, April 4th 2021)

Welcome to April! Happy Easter Happy Resurrection Sunday!! Jesus is alive!! The Tomb is empty!! :) Busy week lots of stuff and some didnt happen that should have...

1. Church was beautiful last week. Lots of love and hugs. I love my church so much!! And I am so glad a year later we meet in person when last year we met online and it was sad time. Tuesday I met up with my friend from church for lunch. It was a nice time. We talked about this last year but it kinda got forgotten. So that was a nice thing for the week.

2. Gym we did it twice on Monday and again on Friday. Love the gym glad we get to go and more than once a week is awesome. I also did two walks this week Tuesday & Thursday my happy times. I love my walks. But sometimes I honestly miss my Rainbow so much :(

3. Work busy and short handed. And worse all the time. One day it will be me gone. Till then I need to remember who I work for and who I dont work for. And work for the glory of my God. Hours cut and such dealing best I can till I am no longer with them.

4. The 29th marks 3 years since my store Babies R Us closed for good. What a sad time it was quickly saying good bye to my store and soon the company followed by June all babies r us and toys r us stores were gone. Sadness. The 1st marks 7 year since I got hired at BRU. I joked that God had a sense of humor for me to be hired pretty much same day as interview I was officially hired on the 3rd but told I was more than likely hired same day as interview. I miss my job at BRU still so much. 

5. Thursday was a big day for me. I went to the dentist praying I wouldn't need a root canal believing I would because of the pain and such. And sadly I did. But as my co worker said to me if I hadn't had that stimulus check I would have gotten an infection I could have died from that. So thank God I had it. Sure it sucks how much I lost to this tooth. But same time glad I had it. After I done I got a phone call that my shoulder therapy was cancelled as something changed in my insurance I was told nothing about. Sadly due to them taking their time to re approve me for this I might not get to go back to therapy for several more weeks. Yes I cried a lot on Thursday a lot. The day ended with me being approved to my chiropractor which was a shocker of good news. 

What a week! Thankfully no dentist this week but back to my chiropractor and such. Have a blessed Easter and week. God bless you :)