The Weekend 5 (Sunday, June 29th 2021)

Last one of these for June crazy stuff! Today is bittersweet as I say good bye to our church building. We will no longer meet at the place we have been since November 2017. God brought us here now he is bringing us to a new place. And a temporary place. I know God has this. I am just praying for miracles in Him that we wont be meeting online for more than a week... 

1. Church was beautiful on Sunday. Hugs and love but a lot of people missed it :( It was Fathers Day. But my dad couldn't make it cause he's not feeling good still. Its personal no detail here. But we did eat dinner with him at home on Friday. I had to work Sunday and he didnt come. But Happy Fathers Day dad. On Wednesday I got to go to the study again which was a HUGE blessing. I hate missing them I will miss 2 more total but that means I will have gone to 6 of 9 when this is over! Hurray! I love my church and studies. I love them. Its weird to think two years ago I was forced into doing these by my own Pastor because he wanted me to start making friends and talking to people. And now I cant get enough of them. I am a whole new person then I was 2 years ago. God works and changes me all the time and I am happy about that. I am glad I am no longer the girl who ignored everyone and tried to not talk to a single soul at church and dodged them all for a year. Loving real people scared the crap out to me and I came to church for God not them. Now I come for God and then them. Every single week! Love you all!! Miss the ones that dont come or have moved out of the state :( 

2. My dear Rainbow should have turned 19 on Wednesday the 23rd. Happy Birthday my love. I miss you so much. I think my broken heart is still not healed. I think its healing but not healed. I still cry every time I think about her. I had several break downs early on Wednesday before I went out and took my mind off thing. I just want her back with me. Life made sense I had a purpose I felt loved. Now I seek that love in people at church that I once only felt from her. My baby. I will be your mommy forever and I am pretty sure I will always miss you. But this year was a bit easier then last year. 

3. Had some adventures this week. Tuesday being my favorite. I got to hang out with my very dear good friend that I love so much. Last year during the pandemic when so much was closed and she and me couldn't see many other people we did 5 total walks. This was my first walk with her this year. I've been trying to get together since March but she's busy. Finally we found a day for a walk! I pray for one more hang out this year at least 1 more. I will take whatever she wants to do. To talk to her about all kinds of things and just enjoy her company. Something I missed so badly. I was feeling so long the I had screwed up our friendship 3 times this year. Issues I had. But she forgave me and loves me and still prays for me. She knows so much about me still loves me. I've never met a single person that know so much and I put through so much that didnt run out of the door. All I've known leave me the first time I have an issue and not work the details out. She is a blessing unique and I am so thankful for her in my life. God brought us together to be friends cause I needed her so much! I love you friend!!! Wednesday being Rainbows birthday we were going to do the beach but it was all rainy weird. So we went to Victoria Beach in Laguna Beach for the Pirate Tower. It was a fun thing to do but boy getting there was painful. The weather misbehaving. But we had fun. Then I did the study later on. 

4. Gym twice this week only we did it on Monday and again on Friday. Fun times I love the gym. I love we are no longer fitness distancing which means all the machines open no spaces between so much better then when we had to be spaced apart. I did only one walk on my own on Thursday as Tuesday I said was with my friend. Love my walks. 

5. Work busy. Losing people. Co worker quitting last day is July 1st. Gods keeping me uncomfortable because if I get comfortable I wont want to leave and I know its time I leave too. Another sick and one on vacation less people more stress. Sure we dont count anymore but we still check receipts and that is how I got my pinched nerve. Or what I believe is one. Ugh. But didnt work on Wednesday so that was good :) 

See you all in July. Have a blessed week. Mine is less busy this time and for sure less fun. But oh well. God bless you!! :) 

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, June 20th 2021)

 Happy Fathers Day to all the dads out there. Blessings to you all!! Almost through this month crazy. This coming week will be way busy. This past week not so much...

1. Work is busy and such. We need more people. But the 15th came and went and now we dont ask people for mask anymore and we dont count them. I'm unsure what we do when there is 2 of us up there. Greet people? We still dont scan stuff, hand out stickers and the doors arent all open. Idk if we know what to do. But people come in and we say squat. I have made progress in applying for jobs. Now I wait. I am applying and putting myself out there. And praying for a new job by Fall is still my new *goal*.

2. Tuesday I did absolutely nothing like leave the house. But for my walk. But I did. begin to paint rocks for my friend. I am going to give them to her next week. We get to hang out twice. They are for garden for her neighbors. I am planning 4 to 8 new rocks each week depending on how busy I am. Along with all else. That is how I spent my free day doing nothing.

3. Therapy is good. My shoulder is doing better "less crunchy" was the description. 11 more sessions to go before Idk. I should be good for neck therapy but nothing else from them. So next week I will check back and see where we are at. Haven't heard back about the nerve test or other injection. Praying Gods will and Gods continued healing yes please.

4. Gym did it twice Monday and again on Friday. Good time. Love my gym time never complaining. Also did two walks this week. I almost did three but lost my energy and did rocks not walks on Wednesday. Oh well. Yup.

5. Church beautiful hugs and love and prayers. Sad a friend is leaving with her husband almost to Texas by now. :( I will miss her SO MUCH! Also didnt get to go to the study on Wednesday. I will be missing 2 more of them. I hate missing any of them. I truly do. Why oh why are they on Wednesdays. But I get to go to most of them so there is that 6 out of 9 isn't bad at all.

Well have a blessed week. See you all next weekend. Last one of these for the month of June. God bless you all :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, June 13th 2021)

 Welcome to another fun filled week for me. Was busy busy for sure yes yes it was

1. Work this week busy. I worked full shifts but less shifts. I had to call out AGAIN on Wednesday but thank God when they changed my shifts they left my little 6 hour alone so I only had to use 5 hours of PTO not 8 hours big difference! Anyways work is busy and such. Doing my best to get out of there ASAP. Applying and searching jobs and putting myself out there. I cant give up my new goal since Summer is clearly not gonna happen is to be gone by September! I can do this yes I can! God willing I can do this :)

2. Church is beautiful. I love my church. Hugs and love and prayers. Praying for us as we are almost out of our current building and I am kinda sad TBH. :( We will be gone by the 27th. That means just 3 more Sundays in our church building we have called home for 3.5 years. UGH. But God has big plans I will get used to the new place. And the temporary place too. Wednesday went to the book study again. It was fun. But sadly next week cant go :( I wish they still doing it Thursdays I wish they had kept this up and then I could have gone every week. Now its pick and chose. I got first two weeks and then not this coming week but next week here and there. Oh well. Some better then none...

3. Did my doctor on Wednesday he wants to order a nerve test to see if I got a pinched nerve at work of course. And he also wants me to get another injection different kind. Also why didnt I get therapy nothing ever happened with that? That was pretty much my whole appointment. And talking about the surgeon I saw last month which told me I dont need surgery I had forgotten all about that being after my last visit. Its been a long month! Its a month now since my injections. Whether they helped me or not it was not like I thought or hoped. They might have helped me some but not enough for me to notice like I thought I would...Gods got me! Yes He does!

4. Gym did it just twice. We exhausted so only twice. Monday and again on Friday. Due to conflicting work schedules. But I love the gym. I did two walks as well one on Wednesday and one on Thursday. Love my walks. 

5. Tuesday was super busy day but fun. We first went to the zoo for like 2 hours to look at the new hummingbird place it was fun. Then we saw the Koalas. And got snacks and left. I got some hummingbird stuff finally spending some of my birthday money been dragging along with me all year long still have some left lol. 

Well less busy this week. No study but work and stuff. Unsure about therapy for my shoulder. And maybe a hang out or nothing on Tuesday. If nothing else I will chill and do stuff at home. Have a great week everyone. God bless you!! :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, June 6th 2021)

Welcome to June. June is not an easy month for me. But hard to believe we are going towards Summer!! Wow!! Crazy. How was your week? Mine was busy but not busy all at once. 

1. Its been 10 years since we visited from Arizona. Its just weird thinking about how it has been that long. That trip was so fun. But we had NO idea we would be forced to move back home after our trip just 3 months later. I don't regret the trip fully but knowing what I know now maybe we shouldn't have done it... you just never know how much things can change in such a short period of time.

2. Therapy was not bad on Thursday. I however only have 1 left and then they are going to order more. This week on Monday I felt like I had a pinched nerve and I am still unsure where it was. So my shoulder has been very sore all week. I was glad for extra work on Thursday. I also managed 3 walks this week all earlier in the day then I usually go. We did the gym 3 times as well wow! I mean wow cause we haven't been going 3 times a week for the past two weeks. We went Monday, Thursday and Saturday. Fun times. No complaints love the gym.

3. Tuesday we had a fun time going to the movies. We saw Cruella. It was a funny movie we really enjoyed it. And I was glad to go to the movies haven't done it since last year. We had dinner at the habit. It was a nice night out for sure.

4. Work is busy was so busy last weekend for the holiday weekend. Ugh. I worked Sunday and Monday. I did call out on Wednesday took a personal day used PTO because they changed my schedule on me and I didnt want to not do the plans I had done. I truly want them to give me 40hrs a week but only on a schedule not yet posted. Don't change the schedule on me days before it begins or a day before. :/ I am working harder now to try for a new job. I am going to be applying, updating and working hard. I truly want to be out of there by end of Summer. I will miss my co worker friends. But I have to believe God wants to get out there. He has got me super uncomfortable this week two time talked to one time written up. God willing end of Summer here we come

5. Church was beautiful Sunday. Love and hugs and prayers. I always love my church. And then on Wednesday night we made the book club. I was so happy. I got to go with my dear friend that I love so much. She took me and brought me home. The book is excellent but sadly we only did the intro adding another week to the study would be fine but since I cant come most of them its like another one I will miss. But I get to come to 4 total at least so there is that!

Well have a great week. This will be a busy one for me. God bless you all. Stay safe! :)