The Weekend 5 (Sunday, February 26th 2023)

Honestly trying to catch up on these. IDK if my ADHD is on some fritz or its my anxiety and depression but whatever. I just couldn't seem to find interest to keep these up for 3 full weeks!! This is my current I'll work on the other two when I can. I have a minute on my 2nd Sunday of freedom and working on this for the past week. Wow February is gone in a few days....crazy

1. Work this past week was shorter as I am still dealing with being sick and idk what disease I got thrust on me after my throw up episode on the 18th but it was not funny!! So I called out of work on Wednesday and I hope this coming week I can work my Wednesday. I wanna work one full week of my new schedule since two times it was messed up the first week began it. Yuck. So no work Wednesday. 

2. Been sick still am. Idk what I got. I doubt its c*vid but it could be something else or just a cough/cold. We are 3 weeks from our hot chocolate race whatever this is it better be gone by then or I will not be a happy person. So day after throw up I wanted to just cough my throat a mess from the like 5x I threw up on Saturday. But my chest hurt. I couldn't do nothing but noticed my nose so stuffed up. I thought at first I just imaging something going on. But by Monday when I could cough better it got worse. Now I had a full blown cough and cold that came out of nowhere soon as the throw up stopped. I blame c*vid and the stuff it did to my immunity. I just dont like this. I swear if I get c again I am probably gonna die if thats how I'm gonna die yes I will :( over this

3. Church was beautiful. I had church on Sunday I felt like crap after I had just done what I did Saturday. But I felt good enough to come and at that point I was sure it was not anything but my medicine. So I had fun my first Sunday off but had to sleep a lot. Thursday began our Womens Study at my friends house. Which felt odd as she not there....she says she will be there after this haha. Okay I hope so. I love we back to studies on Thursdays and this time much longer. Its 12 weeks in the book of Mark :) One more props. So our new pastor he is just awesome. God is using him not only to give me the support mentally I need but heal me from what happened with my ex former pastor. Its like two things in one. A healing and a supporting. Its kinda amazing. So he prayed with me at church in person after the day before praying with me over the phone. Yes God please continue to heal me. Its gonna be a long process but yes I am healing God is healing me PTL

4. We had RAIN I mean it. I mean sometimes they predict and I am like nope. NO this was real stuff. Snow in weird places like Hollywood. Blizzards and tornados and hail and all that. Just no thunder n lightning the stuff that makes it fun. I would have sworn we in TN on Friday the worst day of it. Wind rain and all that. Wow. And its coming back this week different storm. I am kinda done with all this rain. So I truly hope this weeks is the last for a while yes please

5. I did my psychiatrist appointment on Wednesday we have now got my newer since January medicine 3x a day, put a hold on the other stuff and keep Prozac same. Thursday talked to my therapist set myself off cause I was so bad. And it could be the last time we speak for a month :( trust me this does not sit right with me at all. I need the support I get from talking twice a month. So praying I can get in still next week. Or we gonna need a longer session then 30min in 3 weeks instead!

Whelp I caught this up. See you all next weekend. Fingers crossed by then we can catch up this mess. Have a good week. Stay dry and warm. God bless you :)

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The Weekend 5 (Sunday, February 5th 2023)

Welcome to February. Sorry this is another combo of two weeks. When I went to post the last one on my twitter it wouldn't so that frustrated me and I had a bad week last week emotionally. More below. Try to be on time from now on. 

1. Work is just a bit too much for me right now. Drama with my co workers. And then the hours and now they are forcing us to all be on a set schedule. For me that means NOT work Sundays & Thursdays which used to be since I began Tuesdays & Thursdays. It begins February 18th and I will work 11 to 8 each time. I am sad I am losing my Sundays I actually liked them. I need more than one week day off for appointments. This means if I do my radio show in the future I will have to work it early around this schedule. I cant do any more classes in person at school even if I wanted to. Unless its once a week ha. More stuff. No more church on Tuesdays evenings after I tried the women's group once I meant to go back and now that is gone. However I will love Sundays off. It will be nice. To go to church then come home or if they have an event go to that too. I will love getting days off I normally ask for off like Mothers Day, Fathers Day and Easter. And this year I wont work on Christmas Eve. Like I said there are perks but I am not doing the schedule yet and already I see issues. I hate also working that late on Mondays & Saturdays. But I wont miss my 1 to 10 on Wednesdays. This year I swear is shaping up to be a lot like last year. 

2. On the 24th my sister and me hung out with my cousin and her son. It was a fun time actually. We met up at Boomers in Irvine it used to be Palace Park when we growing up. We played mini golf and we rode the go karts (yes I was the winner woohoo), and got dinner at Lazy Dog. Yummy place. Too bad in the future no more Tuesdays with them.

3. I had my therapy on the 26th. And this week I had my psychiatrist appointment. My medicine is sticking around but splitting it in 2 pieces same pill twice a day same dose. I'm so confused. I also am trying to get an ultrasound again to maybe take birth control, an MRI for my shoulder, and then an injection also for my shoulder. I am a huge work in progress fyi 

4. Church is a beautiful thing. I love the new building. I love the new pastor. I love it all. I sure to miss so many still not with us anymore. Life in the last year hasn't been fun as I wish for me for the last year. But I still love it all. Yes I do. 

5. Tuesday the 31st we went to Sea World intending to cancel our passes this month I am unsure now. We had so much fun we might just keep them at least till end of this month LOL. We in 3 hours did so much stuff. It was just crazy how much we did. We even found the sloths I got to see a sloth IN REAL LIFE. After countless trips to the zoo and sea world trying to see the ones or one they had or maybe dont anymore. So fun. 

Whelp busy month we are in. Moms birthday & valentines Day same day, new work schedule. And we heading towards our next hot chocolate race which means we are not ready to walk/run 6 miles not 3 :) Have a blessed week. God bless you :)