1. Here I am not working still. Yes LL has not called me, emailed me nor posted anything. I already have plans on the 1st to call them to check to see. Cause I heard 3 different things and the last thing I heard was "end of January" and that is going to be over on Tue. I want to give them a shot to contact me or post something. Maybe its different and they DONT post you have to check or they contact you. Maybe its different cause we are both re-hires so we might be brought in different too. Since I've never done it like this before who knows. Its just exhausting cause I hate being home all the time.
2. On my rainy day last week on Monday we began to get the garage cleaned. Our goals are to get all the boxes we can gone through and gone and situated. My sister joked the moment its all situated will be time to move again cause thats how it seems to go. I doubt it but guess we shall see haha. I btw loved the rainy day. It was nice when I wasnt out in it. I like rain normally its not bad. I still miss me some thunderstorms. I dont miss the tornados I swear I dont but I miss the excitement of it and how life was. Yeah.
3. I've been pretty good now for weeks keeping up my exercising. I want to up that this week I hope to begin to work out EVERY day not every other. For now I am still doing wiifit and Michael Jackson. And this past week in preparing for a POSSIBLE race we might do end of March I am starting to run again. It is making my chest hurt its hard to breath now its like i have opened up my lungs that closed when I stopped this. I am even running/jogging on my walks. Once now already I went on a walk and did 3 mint runs. Well not 3 at once it was like walk/power walk for like 4 or 5 then jog/run for 1 mint. But still. With my 2 mint on the wiifit and that I did 5 mint of kinda running. Not bad! Only one bike ride last week sadly. I hope this week to do two but gonna get dicey as the weekend coming up is gonna be super busy. I will be lucky to breath or workout. SO I am doing workouts this week Mon, Wed, Fri NOT Tue, Thur, Sat. :)
4. I have been having sleep issues all week. I dont know why. I seriously dont. I dont have a lot to worry about that makes me stay awake or have problems staying asleep. Sure its noisey in this house which is why I should be going to bed earlier cause starting around 7am our parents are up and making sounds. Ugh. This house is NOT quiet. They tend wake me up but not always. I cant figure it out. It could be my ADD. My subconcious mind has gone nuts. Whatever. Its bad cause its causing me to eat more at night more than ever. Its fine to eat before bed I have always done that I cant sleep if my stomach is awake. But then I lay there an hour or two and have to get up and eat something. I am hoping this week starting tonight to get some good sleep. Even if I am all achey from working out. Wish me luck. I only have Sun-Thur to relax sleep. Sat I gotta be up early so bed early super on Friday.
5. I dyed my hair tonight. I havent dyed it in 9wks. I used to go every 4 wks but i cant afford the dye all the time. So I then upped it to 6wks. Now its 8wks or more. I go as long as possible although I could have used dying it at least 2 weeks ago. To think I have been dying my hair this same color since 2002. Its almost been 10 yrs. I recall I began shortly before our trip to NYC which happened after I got out of school for the semester in May 2002. I love red hair. I love it. I hate dying it. I hated others dying it and since I began using foam not dye last year now I dye it. But I like not having to rely on anyone to dye it just me. It turned out okay. But its good. Should be for a few!
Till next week and hopefully working by then...
Monday, January 30, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012
Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 22nd 2012)
1. Monday I had my interview at Kahoot's Pet Store. And as I did NOT get a call back by "Friday" I can safely say they wont be taking me on. Dang it to being TOO friendly. I hate ADD I hate its evil perk me ups that make me wonder why I try in the first place. Sigh. I'm trying to be OKAY with it. The day wasnt so bad after. We discovered the cute little cheap clothing store right next door is really great and has $.99 makeup and lots of fun $.99 jewerly and stuff. Its all cheap and wonderful. I had to hold back and not buy too much. Got a few things. Also had lunch at Del Taco and coffee at McDonald's. I am getting low on my free cash so I gotta put a lid on it for now or it will be gone just like that. And I cant have that happening when I am not working yet. LL did promise end of month which is this week or next. I've been faithfully checking EVERY day since last Sunday. So there ya go. Oh well nice thought. Guess I'm never supposed to have a pet store job no clue why it would help out so much cause you know we do have pets. Again I have to ask myself why I told her about all my jobs (I had to they were on my resume with every job listed) and why I told her about all my pets. I cant shut my big mouth. I didnt even have coffee that was from chai tea! :/
2. I've been doing workouts for two weeks now. The wiifit reports every other day I have gained 2pounds and then I lose them again. I have no clue if they are really gained and or lost. Its not reporting huge gains or loss and it has told me before (yes it talks stop laughing) that it can go up and down by 2 pounds. When it goes past 2 pounds too much I can freak or too little I can smile. I love the Michael Jackson game and if I could do it when I'm not worren out from the wiifit then I might you know do it more or more songs. Its fun. Today I did "The Girl is Mine" and its now my favorite song next to "Smooth Criminal" still my favorite ever. I am glad I got this game no regrets. (I wish I could recall to try my u-draw out I've only tried it once so far...). Hope with my tax money to get the Zumba dance one. That will complete my fun (also dreaming of the Just Dance ones they have 3 now someday I hope).
3. It rained Saturday horrible wet wet rain. Yes rain is wet. I wouldnt have minded so much if I hadnt been stuck out in. Suddenly being reminded oh so unkindly of the pet walk we did in Feb of last year in AZ. We got SOAKED. And only stayed 45 mint. What a trooper. We stayed there well over 2hrs. And 1hr of it was in the rain while the other 30 mint was walking in the rain. We only spent 30 mint under a roof. But the kids man they had SO much fun. And it took place in Legoland. It was very strange since last time I was here I was working and the time before a guests. I have not been in the park ever when I was not either working or a guests. Got free tshirts, free chick fla sandwhich which tasted SO good after all that, free coffee and snacks. Of course the rain let up the moment we were home and ready to sleep for the rest of the day (we each going on just an hour of sleep each ugh). Rain is returning tomorrow again yeah exciting.
4. Due to lack of sleep yesterday we both skipped church today. Me on purpose but got only around 8hrs I am still exhausted and plan to go to bed asap which isnt early but isnt late. I never get more than 8hrs lately and wish I did. I dont want to get sick when I am finally over the cold its like all gone at last. So we skipped sister by accident she kept hitting the snooze button (I must have died I never heard her alarm once lol). So we tried the Baptist Church again. We tried in back in I believe November just once and it was a guest speaker and in the morning. This time we tried it at night and the regular pastor was there. He's from Memphis, TN and speaks with his southern accicent still and speaks loud and fast. Almost pentecostal. Well it was a good talk and made me want to come back. We need a home church something to call our own. I dont know if this church would be it. I hate how they actually dress up and if you dont dress up you feel out of place like I did tonight in a nice shirt but otherwise cords and croc shoes. Shall see but nice and glad the second time was better then the first. I think every church unless its horrible first time should be given two Sundays of a chance. I would like to find a church perhaps this one for the week, and then go to Singles Fellowship at CCOS on Friday 4th of the month, and maybe go to their fellowship Tue nights. Shall see. Getting a life, gaining friends, these are things I greatly desier in the new year.
5. Poor TN and surrounding states have been getting pounded all night by horrible weather. Storms and tornados. I kinda miss the excitement they have to them although I hated the weather radio at night while I slept it creeps in the dreams. But otherwise it was never dull. You always thought what you would want to throw in your safe place if you had to run and then hope you got to do that. When the tornado nearly wiped out our place in 2009 all we had in there had it hit us was us, the pets and the computers. I'd prefer at least my dvds, the wii (and hope wii board), computer, and electric stuff with it like flipcamera, digital camera and portable dvd player. You can replace just about anything but some are harder. If I could even more so photos all of them and journals. But you find your safe spot is so tiny you can hardly fit you in there you have to figure out what you really not just want to save but CAN. Our bathroom was tiny and we could hardly breath it got so hot in there. All the pets my gosh it was insane that time in 2009. We had me and my sister. Plus 4 cats and 1 dog. The 2 youngest were just babies and kept escapting as they had no "carrier" while Princess and Maggie had one. And Rainbow usually stayed put. Its almost over for them the tornado watch ends in less than 2hrs. I miss the storms though I loved them the thunder and the lightning. My fears of storms left after just being there a few months. You just HAD to get used to them. You could be a baby and be afraid all the time you had to just be and be okay there was no point being afraid. Tornados are very scary more so then just thunder & lightning! CA storms so boring at least in AZ you got thunder, lightning, wind and even dust (which was gross but very different long as you not outside for it!). Okay I'm stopping now :)
till next week...
2. I've been doing workouts for two weeks now. The wiifit reports every other day I have gained 2pounds and then I lose them again. I have no clue if they are really gained and or lost. Its not reporting huge gains or loss and it has told me before (yes it talks stop laughing) that it can go up and down by 2 pounds. When it goes past 2 pounds too much I can freak or too little I can smile. I love the Michael Jackson game and if I could do it when I'm not worren out from the wiifit then I might you know do it more or more songs. Its fun. Today I did "The Girl is Mine" and its now my favorite song next to "Smooth Criminal" still my favorite ever. I am glad I got this game no regrets. (I wish I could recall to try my u-draw out I've only tried it once so far...). Hope with my tax money to get the Zumba dance one. That will complete my fun (also dreaming of the Just Dance ones they have 3 now someday I hope).
3. It rained Saturday horrible wet wet rain. Yes rain is wet. I wouldnt have minded so much if I hadnt been stuck out in. Suddenly being reminded oh so unkindly of the pet walk we did in Feb of last year in AZ. We got SOAKED. And only stayed 45 mint. What a trooper. We stayed there well over 2hrs. And 1hr of it was in the rain while the other 30 mint was walking in the rain. We only spent 30 mint under a roof. But the kids man they had SO much fun. And it took place in Legoland. It was very strange since last time I was here I was working and the time before a guests. I have not been in the park ever when I was not either working or a guests. Got free tshirts, free chick fla sandwhich which tasted SO good after all that, free coffee and snacks. Of course the rain let up the moment we were home and ready to sleep for the rest of the day (we each going on just an hour of sleep each ugh). Rain is returning tomorrow again yeah exciting.
4. Due to lack of sleep yesterday we both skipped church today. Me on purpose but got only around 8hrs I am still exhausted and plan to go to bed asap which isnt early but isnt late. I never get more than 8hrs lately and wish I did. I dont want to get sick when I am finally over the cold its like all gone at last. So we skipped sister by accident she kept hitting the snooze button (I must have died I never heard her alarm once lol). So we tried the Baptist Church again. We tried in back in I believe November just once and it was a guest speaker and in the morning. This time we tried it at night and the regular pastor was there. He's from Memphis, TN and speaks with his southern accicent still and speaks loud and fast. Almost pentecostal. Well it was a good talk and made me want to come back. We need a home church something to call our own. I dont know if this church would be it. I hate how they actually dress up and if you dont dress up you feel out of place like I did tonight in a nice shirt but otherwise cords and croc shoes. Shall see but nice and glad the second time was better then the first. I think every church unless its horrible first time should be given two Sundays of a chance. I would like to find a church perhaps this one for the week, and then go to Singles Fellowship at CCOS on Friday 4th of the month, and maybe go to their fellowship Tue nights. Shall see. Getting a life, gaining friends, these are things I greatly desier in the new year.
5. Poor TN and surrounding states have been getting pounded all night by horrible weather. Storms and tornados. I kinda miss the excitement they have to them although I hated the weather radio at night while I slept it creeps in the dreams. But otherwise it was never dull. You always thought what you would want to throw in your safe place if you had to run and then hope you got to do that. When the tornado nearly wiped out our place in 2009 all we had in there had it hit us was us, the pets and the computers. I'd prefer at least my dvds, the wii (and hope wii board), computer, and electric stuff with it like flipcamera, digital camera and portable dvd player. You can replace just about anything but some are harder. If I could even more so photos all of them and journals. But you find your safe spot is so tiny you can hardly fit you in there you have to figure out what you really not just want to save but CAN. Our bathroom was tiny and we could hardly breath it got so hot in there. All the pets my gosh it was insane that time in 2009. We had me and my sister. Plus 4 cats and 1 dog. The 2 youngest were just babies and kept escapting as they had no "carrier" while Princess and Maggie had one. And Rainbow usually stayed put. Its almost over for them the tornado watch ends in less than 2hrs. I miss the storms though I loved them the thunder and the lightning. My fears of storms left after just being there a few months. You just HAD to get used to them. You could be a baby and be afraid all the time you had to just be and be okay there was no point being afraid. Tornados are very scary more so then just thunder & lightning! CA storms so boring at least in AZ you got thunder, lightning, wind and even dust (which was gross but very different long as you not outside for it!). Okay I'm stopping now :)
till next week...
Monday, January 16, 2012
Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 15th 2012)
Boring week...
1. This week I have been trying to do some exercises and stuff in my free time. I should be doing it all the time. But oh well free time it is. Monday I did a walk, Tuesday wiifit and the Michael Jackson the Experience game (SO fun!), Thursday wiifit, MJ, and a walk. Friday went on a bike ride half to the beach for the first time since Dec been a few weeks. And Sat wiifit, MJ and a walk. Back at it again tomorrow too. I hope this can keep up at least for now... I missed it all. The MJ is great I do it after wiifit so its like one dance. I'm earning my stars so I can keep moving up in the dance school. Hard to explain if you never had the game. The bike ride was done with my sister & her friend and he was taking home his free bike we got for him. But the bike had a busted tire so no one made the beach and he has to come back for it. Oh well!
2. On Wednesday me and my sister sadly said good bye to LL for now. We dropped off our clothes when wardrobe was closed (didnt know it would be!) and still they let us. My check was nice and a bit higher then I was HOPING which is good! And we were told we could try to apply as soon as end of month. So if we could get back on by beginning of Feb HOW GREAT WOULD THAT BE!! :)
3. I set up an interview for tomorrow (Mon). My first one since working at LL. I am okay with it. Its for a pet store near our house called "Kahoots" they have them all over in this area but I've never been in one yet. I wanted to now I will. I love pets so it should be interesting. IF they took me on I would keep them even with LL cause we know the hrs there arent super steady and I could use two jobs. Shall see tomorrow at 1pm PST.
4. Today we got two free things from the church. Our parents had us get a food box. They gave us lots of fruits, and breads and a few small dinners nothing huge but not bad. Then before that I got two copies of for free the Christmas Eve performance we did last month. I am so excited cant wait to see this. I am very happy they were so nice to do this for us. Thank you CCOS :)
5. Its raining tonight. They said it might rain today then changed to tonight. I just hope it lets up before my interview tomorrow afternoon. I like rain. I like thunder, and lightening and storms. But this is California rain. Usually its just rain like it is. I wasnt expecting much so this is nice. I dont have to work so no work can be cancelled for me. It hasnt actually rained since I worked at the park last month. So heres the rain...for now...
till next week
1. This week I have been trying to do some exercises and stuff in my free time. I should be doing it all the time. But oh well free time it is. Monday I did a walk, Tuesday wiifit and the Michael Jackson the Experience game (SO fun!), Thursday wiifit, MJ, and a walk. Friday went on a bike ride half to the beach for the first time since Dec been a few weeks. And Sat wiifit, MJ and a walk. Back at it again tomorrow too. I hope this can keep up at least for now... I missed it all. The MJ is great I do it after wiifit so its like one dance. I'm earning my stars so I can keep moving up in the dance school. Hard to explain if you never had the game. The bike ride was done with my sister & her friend and he was taking home his free bike we got for him. But the bike had a busted tire so no one made the beach and he has to come back for it. Oh well!
2. On Wednesday me and my sister sadly said good bye to LL for now. We dropped off our clothes when wardrobe was closed (didnt know it would be!) and still they let us. My check was nice and a bit higher then I was HOPING which is good! And we were told we could try to apply as soon as end of month. So if we could get back on by beginning of Feb HOW GREAT WOULD THAT BE!! :)
3. I set up an interview for tomorrow (Mon). My first one since working at LL. I am okay with it. Its for a pet store near our house called "Kahoots" they have them all over in this area but I've never been in one yet. I wanted to now I will. I love pets so it should be interesting. IF they took me on I would keep them even with LL cause we know the hrs there arent super steady and I could use two jobs. Shall see tomorrow at 1pm PST.
4. Today we got two free things from the church. Our parents had us get a food box. They gave us lots of fruits, and breads and a few small dinners nothing huge but not bad. Then before that I got two copies of for free the Christmas Eve performance we did last month. I am so excited cant wait to see this. I am very happy they were so nice to do this for us. Thank you CCOS :)
5. Its raining tonight. They said it might rain today then changed to tonight. I just hope it lets up before my interview tomorrow afternoon. I like rain. I like thunder, and lightening and storms. But this is California rain. Usually its just rain like it is. I wasnt expecting much so this is nice. I dont have to work so no work can be cancelled for me. It hasnt actually rained since I worked at the park last month. So heres the rain...for now...
till next week
Monday, January 9, 2012
Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 8th 2012)
1. I was very happy this week because my presents came in the mail! Woohoo! With Birthday & Christmas money I purchased: Michael Jackson the Experience for wii, u-draw for wii, the last harry potter movie, and a charger for my ipod. All coolness! Also got some rechargeable batteries with some of my disney money 2 for my wii remote & 2 for my digital camera. Its all good fun! I cant wait to play with them and watch the movie too. The charger works as do the batteries. I tried the u-draw out for a few but will take a while to get into it cause I did the easy thing that wasnt super fun still its great. If the dance one works out I hope to get a dance one with my tax money. I'm not spending my tax money on anything really saving most of it as be needed depending on the job situation BUT I am allowing myself one wii game. I am thinking Zumba cause i really want that too maybe the dance thing shall see... I'm not gonna count my chickens before they are hatched cause if I had enough $$ I might do the game & the last two harry potter books. That would be cool to complete my collection! Maybe shall see. The last of my $$ from gifts is going to buy 10 songs on amazon or itunes & hopefully find a hard to now find copy of th Breaking Dawn movie edition of the book shall see...
2. I am still sick. I've been sick 2 weeks now. I hate colds they are nasty and just hang on. I'm just hoping its finally clearing up and not gonna change into a cough or something *knock on wood* cause that would suck. Ugh. So hopefully gone this week and I'm gonna start working out again biking & wii fit for sure and walks too cant wait :)
3. On Saturday instead of going to the Happiest Place on Earth aka Disneyland. We went to Legoland instead for our last time there. Very fun day. We managed in our small amount of 4hrs to ride all the rides we wanted to plus one we did the week before AND played a mini golf round. 18 holes of fun. Never done it before ALWAYS wanted to it was a blast. I love min golf even if I suck at it. But then again I got TWO hole in ones nice for me ;) Today I managed my last time at Sealife. I havent been there since June when we went with friends & my sister. It was a fun thing. I STILL like the AZ one better but this one isnt too bad I love sea creatures :)
4. Got to see Sherlock Holmes 2 this week. I am SO happy to see a movie in theaters. We havent seen one since last Nov when we saw Breaking Dawn. I am still missing our AMC where we had $5 movies and our cheap seats for $3 films and on Tuesdays $2. It sucks not having that. Out here they cost crazy horrible. We have NO AMC's near us the closet is like 40mint away and its not cheap either. We paid $7.50 a ticket bought them at LL we get them good price there and they good anytime of day and we went at night would have cost an arm & a leg. Even got my free birthday cookie from Panera Bread before the film. Good film btw. I liked the first one better but I cant say bad things about Robert or Jude cause they are two very good looking actors ;)
5. Today was my last day at Legoland. I was very sad. The other day I finally got around to talking to the head of our area in retail and was hoping she'd say she was keeping me. Sadly she said she couldnt but I am rehirable as in I can just come back no interview next time. She said try beginning of March. But my review tonight he said mid Feb start checking with HR dont wait for it to be posted to just start. I am praying this is true a month without a job would be so much better then two months. Still today was bitter sweet I hated saying good bye and I didnt tell anyone I was working with it was my last day. There was no pt. Probably some of them wont come back and I dont even know who will be mgr and there in two months. I will miss you LL you have been SO great. I hope one day the company keeps me but who knows as I dont think I am meant to be anywhere for too long. Love you miss you already :((
till next week gonna be a boring week with nothing to do...oh hum
2. I am still sick. I've been sick 2 weeks now. I hate colds they are nasty and just hang on. I'm just hoping its finally clearing up and not gonna change into a cough or something *knock on wood* cause that would suck. Ugh. So hopefully gone this week and I'm gonna start working out again biking & wii fit for sure and walks too cant wait :)
3. On Saturday instead of going to the Happiest Place on Earth aka Disneyland. We went to Legoland instead for our last time there. Very fun day. We managed in our small amount of 4hrs to ride all the rides we wanted to plus one we did the week before AND played a mini golf round. 18 holes of fun. Never done it before ALWAYS wanted to it was a blast. I love min golf even if I suck at it. But then again I got TWO hole in ones nice for me ;) Today I managed my last time at Sealife. I havent been there since June when we went with friends & my sister. It was a fun thing. I STILL like the AZ one better but this one isnt too bad I love sea creatures :)
4. Got to see Sherlock Holmes 2 this week. I am SO happy to see a movie in theaters. We havent seen one since last Nov when we saw Breaking Dawn. I am still missing our AMC where we had $5 movies and our cheap seats for $3 films and on Tuesdays $2. It sucks not having that. Out here they cost crazy horrible. We have NO AMC's near us the closet is like 40mint away and its not cheap either. We paid $7.50 a ticket bought them at LL we get them good price there and they good anytime of day and we went at night would have cost an arm & a leg. Even got my free birthday cookie from Panera Bread before the film. Good film btw. I liked the first one better but I cant say bad things about Robert or Jude cause they are two very good looking actors ;)
5. Today was my last day at Legoland. I was very sad. The other day I finally got around to talking to the head of our area in retail and was hoping she'd say she was keeping me. Sadly she said she couldnt but I am rehirable as in I can just come back no interview next time. She said try beginning of March. But my review tonight he said mid Feb start checking with HR dont wait for it to be posted to just start. I am praying this is true a month without a job would be so much better then two months. Still today was bitter sweet I hated saying good bye and I didnt tell anyone I was working with it was my last day. There was no pt. Probably some of them wont come back and I dont even know who will be mgr and there in two months. I will miss you LL you have been SO great. I hope one day the company keeps me but who knows as I dont think I am meant to be anywhere for too long. Love you miss you already :((
till next week gonna be a boring week with nothing to do...oh hum
Monday, January 2, 2012
Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 1st 2012)
Happy New Year!!
1. Spent the last week working, working and working some more. Its okay I asked for it and I needed it but work was great somewhat! It is harsher working this late when its well not summer. But I LOVE my job. L.O.V.E. I am going to be SAD to see it go. As I am pretty sure after this week it will be gone :(
2. In some of my last days of LL I managed to spend time at the park. One day just for an hour while my sister showed around a friend & her family. The other was on New Years Eve when we watched the Brick Drop. I loved riding two rides and having fun. Its different being a guest then it is being an MC. Its also different being an MC who is a guest. It gives you new perspective in all things...
3. I got sick on Christmas. Yup. Last Sunday I hoped my sore throat would be gone. But by Monday I knew it was worse and so was I. I was getting a cold quickly. My sore throat gone by Tue but the cold was not. I've spent the last week working and being sick. It has NOT be fun. I was blessed by two days of being on floor my first two I was sick which was great cause of how out of it I was. Still its not been easy nor fun. But I do my best!
4. I spent new years eve working. I worked for 5hrs in the morning. Then hung out at the park in the afternoon. The brick thing was a lot of fun! Came home later on after a long long day and just watched tv and ate some stuff. Cheered in the new year.
5. My last bid to 2011. What a year it was. Nothing expected nothing planned right. Things I thought were going to go well didnt and things I didnt expect to go well did. From 2 moves, lost 2 wisdom teeth, Jackie got fixed, lots of dust storms, a fanastic internship, lots of confusion, and ending the year not knowing what to expect. I would be lying to say I dont miss our old lives, I dont miss AZ. I miss TN too. I miss it all. Our friends, the weather, the trees everything. Maybe because Oceanside makes me think too much of TN. And the lack of difference makes me miss AZ more. To be ripped away from something we settled into really changes a person. I look back on 2011 and how much I hated it. I hate losing my phone the one I have now I'm *used to* but its not the same. I am still sad about Borders closing for good. My dear friends losing their pets, loved ones, and having things happen. My first time at the holidays with family of any kind was really strange. Seeing people and a state we loved from afar for 4 yrs and now forced to live here. I think the lesson here is: you are back to figure it out, live, grow and change in new ways. In the end you will find jobs, love, marriage and kids. That is if the world is around that long...
My new motto for 2012 is: WHATEVER. Yes thats it. I shrug now a lot more saying it happens, thats life. Its hard to say that about things that really matter to me but most things i now just say whatever. Maybe its a smart way to go who knows...
till next week sorry for going so deep. Welcome 2012!
1. Spent the last week working, working and working some more. Its okay I asked for it and I needed it but work was great somewhat! It is harsher working this late when its well not summer. But I LOVE my job. L.O.V.E. I am going to be SAD to see it go. As I am pretty sure after this week it will be gone :(
2. In some of my last days of LL I managed to spend time at the park. One day just for an hour while my sister showed around a friend & her family. The other was on New Years Eve when we watched the Brick Drop. I loved riding two rides and having fun. Its different being a guest then it is being an MC. Its also different being an MC who is a guest. It gives you new perspective in all things...
3. I got sick on Christmas. Yup. Last Sunday I hoped my sore throat would be gone. But by Monday I knew it was worse and so was I. I was getting a cold quickly. My sore throat gone by Tue but the cold was not. I've spent the last week working and being sick. It has NOT be fun. I was blessed by two days of being on floor my first two I was sick which was great cause of how out of it I was. Still its not been easy nor fun. But I do my best!
4. I spent new years eve working. I worked for 5hrs in the morning. Then hung out at the park in the afternoon. The brick thing was a lot of fun! Came home later on after a long long day and just watched tv and ate some stuff. Cheered in the new year.
5. My last bid to 2011. What a year it was. Nothing expected nothing planned right. Things I thought were going to go well didnt and things I didnt expect to go well did. From 2 moves, lost 2 wisdom teeth, Jackie got fixed, lots of dust storms, a fanastic internship, lots of confusion, and ending the year not knowing what to expect. I would be lying to say I dont miss our old lives, I dont miss AZ. I miss TN too. I miss it all. Our friends, the weather, the trees everything. Maybe because Oceanside makes me think too much of TN. And the lack of difference makes me miss AZ more. To be ripped away from something we settled into really changes a person. I look back on 2011 and how much I hated it. I hate losing my phone the one I have now I'm *used to* but its not the same. I am still sad about Borders closing for good. My dear friends losing their pets, loved ones, and having things happen. My first time at the holidays with family of any kind was really strange. Seeing people and a state we loved from afar for 4 yrs and now forced to live here. I think the lesson here is: you are back to figure it out, live, grow and change in new ways. In the end you will find jobs, love, marriage and kids. That is if the world is around that long...
My new motto for 2012 is: WHATEVER. Yes thats it. I shrug now a lot more saying it happens, thats life. Its hard to say that about things that really matter to me but most things i now just say whatever. Maybe its a smart way to go who knows...
till next week sorry for going so deep. Welcome 2012!
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