And just like that we are heading towards the middle of August nearly half way through this month. Where has the time gone? 2016 bar far the strangest saddest oddest year for me. I'm fulfilling bucket list crap I thought I never would and stuff I never put on it. Wow that is just crazy. Truly is!
1. Did the beach but only for like 1.5hrs. Went back to Tamarack and instead of me getting hit by a big freaking rock my sister got it. Now I knew where to not go and felt bad for her. She didn't get to ride the boogie board. I did however get a ton of wonderful shells about half broken but some were pretty neat. I have a collection I just clean at home then add to my cup. Had coffee after. And got very little sunburned. My suntan/burns for the Summer have made for some interesting lines up and down my arms and back haha. No I didn't do that on purpose or that one or that one or that one or that one...
2. Work this week was a lot. Not so much next week. I worked a lot of days 5 total and not as much hours as I would have liked. I am still sad looking back at this summer. I had open schedule and thought I could for sure save for my dogs heart thing without using my credit card. I had TWO weeks where I had 30hrs at least each week. TWO weeks out of how many months? All of June, July and half of August. Most weeks I get 25 hours. Now back in school 20. Last year sucked so giving me 20 a week is a pure miracle compared to last year. But its just not enough to get me to be able to save. I even had weeks where I got 12 or 15 and had to use unemployment few times when I dropped at 11 or less. I asked for like 1 day off all Summmer so this wasn't me at all. I need a new job asap. I am over this. Just need to be over it enough to actually put fourth the effort to be free for good.
3. My sisters visit part 2. I spent Monday morning moving crap to my room. Then Monday night moving it back. The visit went well I guess. I am just glad its over with for the year. I am over how much crap I have and how much crap I have to hide whenever someone comes over like I don't exist. Either way glad that is done yes
4. Did the GYM few times this week. I went on Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday. Wow good me! I am putting effort into this and getting my $20 a month coming out of my account soon to get use. I will not let this go to waste. I am either there after work at one by me or by the one closer to home. This will never go away. I love the GYM. Exhausting getting into shape but I love the fact I am doing something good. Im unsure if I will lose weight or just gain muscle and get healthy. I am okay with either or both. I am over not being in shape for sure.
5. Today marks exactly 9 years since we visited TN for the first time. I miss my southern state. It was crazy why we did it, how we got there but the being away from my house for 4 years figuring out myself and missing it all after made it that much worth it. I miss all my friends and the life we made out there. Sometimes I wonder had we not moved to AZ where we would be now. Would Maggie be gone so soon? Would Rainbow still get sick? What would I do about that? Would I get another credit card? Where would I work? Would I be working a real job now? Living in another state? Married? Kids? The way if's we left behind the moment we got out of there 6 years ago will always haunt me.
Well it got very hot today. Very much so. I am dying right now. Sweating so badly I can hardly see straight. I am by the fan but that is not helping this heat that is all around me. Plus I am home in the evening and drenched in sweat at 8pm at night that's kinda sad. I hate the heat of Summer but miss it being light out later. That I do miss. Bring back my light please but take the heat thanks. One week till school? Say what? Have a good one. See you all on the other side of the weekend of next.
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