Welcome to the last one of these for July. Why has this month been so long? Then again now that August is coming so is school and all kinds of fun stuff. Maybe haha!! Hope you had a good week!!
1. Church was good on Sunday. As always it was. Before church was cool too. I was outside doing my quiet time and about to go inside when this hawk that I am sure is the one I saw the week before shows up in our tree. It yells lands and then flies away before I can record it on video. I got one picture of it. Later in the week my mom saw the hawk and also a wood pecker. Crazy. God is so good! I love His creation and I am thankful for each bird I get to see. Not just my humming birds ;)
2. Today marks a year since my PAIN really got bad last year! What a year it has been. That pain began with me going to the doctor pretty much every other week at least once. I had blood test, a physical and all kinds of fun. An ultrasound which showed nothing. In the end my pain had a name PCOS and that was it. I had stomach issues too. Last year was painful. Since then my pain hasn't gone away. But its changed. While last year the pain freaked me out and sent me into a major panic. Now I just trust Jesus even for the new pains and just let Him take care of me. I still don't fully know what is *wrong* with me but its more than just PCOS. Still I am here. Every day I am still here. No matter new pains old pains all kinds of pains. I am still here. So for every day I am here I know I am meant to be here. If this pain is serious or leading to something I am still here. My date is set I am unsure when it is. Most people don't know when their time will come. So I keep trusting Jesus walking forward and keeping my eyes not the only one I truly trust with my pain sickness sin and life. The one who died to free me. If you don't know Him friends I pray you will someday. Life changing for sure which is what it is supposed to be :)
3. Monday was a hot evening and my sister was home for no reason not working. So we went down and got ice cream at Dairy Queen aka DQ. Then we went to the beach by the harbor and even in the evening it was crowded. Took a bunch of pictures and almost got wet. Haha. Had fun!! Came home later then planned but still nice beach trip. Still need to do at least ONE real one this Summer where I get more than my feet wet. Working on it but unsure when. Hopefully before school returns on the 20th of August.
4. Show 6 was done and was fun. If you don't follow my facebook page: http://www.facebook.com/djhollyhobbie I have my first hour live on there. Show 6 was a great time. I had fun with my movies and all that jazz. I had fun. Hard to believe how close to end we are to this. Then back to school and back to longer shows. This time its just 10 weeks (well 9 for me I didnt do it on the 4th of July).
5. Saw Mission Impossible 6 on Thursday evening. Was a VERY INTENSE film no joke! Not as *funny* as the others but still had its humor. I love these films. Ever since the 4th one been really into them. I loved the first one but have not seen the 2nd or 3rd one a whole lot. Unsure why. Different me different time different person back then. SO go see it very good in theaters!
So today marks 4 months since Babies R Us closed for good!! I am still so sad about it. :( I miss my job I miss my co workers. Its to be understandable. Its a broken heart healing thing. I have let it go to God and know it will be okay. I am still waiting for my job and barely living off UE but learning to balance my money again and knowing I cant spend it on pointless junk I don't really need is a very nice lesson I hate living. Gonna just say it. Yup. Its also been a month since Toys R Us closed for good on June 29th. I am sad about that too. Its like I forget and then get reminded again. Just yesterday walking around Target and seeing baby stuff put me into a moment of holding my tongue and breath and walking fast away. I am unsure at this point how long it will be till I am okay with any of this I might never be. It makes me human it makes me normal. And that is okay in the end it truly is. Well have a good week everyone. Mine will be more busy this time for sure. Even with my sister working so won't be doing as much with her several of my days will be full of stuff. God bless as always and see you all in August!! :)
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