Welcome New Year welcome New Month welcome well welcome a lot. How was the end of your 2018? Were you excited or sad to see it go? While I had some bad stuff mostly it was not bad and I am glad it is gone. So see ya 2018! Hello 2019!
1. 2019 is now here. And I must say the year I turn 40 is upon me. Yes I know I know it is not till the END of the year. But still it is here. I am now in the year I turn the next decade the over the hill the mid age whatever else you want to say about it. And you know what I feel? Peace. I mean sure I will be older. But I am no longer since 2017 I am okay with not being married or having kids. However I wish to have that same peace about my career. Since I am not there yet. But I am working on it. And since it is all a progress a process I must continue it and not give up. This year also marks 20 years since my worst year on record 1999. That year was full of me losing my job, a lawsuit, 9 months of knee therapy, knee operation, told my knee will not be well ever, dropping out of college, having no idea what to do next with my life, losing two good internet friends over stupid crap that made no sense then nor now, almost losing my sisters cat and mine was not far behind. 1999 not the best year. So yeah 20 years later crazy!
2. So I am still working on my New Years resolutions. Funny thing is I do not know where I put mine for 2018! Wow. How about you? Do you make New Years goals to keep or not each year? I think if I did some they would include gym time more, get more healthy, bake more, read more well read period I never do anymore anything, closer to career. More personal: be offended less easily & complain less. Those are things I am working on with Gods help. So yeah working on mine still. How about you?
3. Worked this week my usual 5 days. 40hrs. Sadly in 2 weeks I am only working 32hrs. This week nothing super great. Except I did manage to keep a cart with a lot of stuff in it from leaving. I am trying to just smile and be more happy and talk to people. Make conversations. I can do this. I don't mind it. Except when I got yelled at this week by a lady that wanted everyone to know what we are doing is "illegal" btw it is not. I had a guy yesterday joke that if I keep doing this job it will be all I do. And I said with a smile "Well it IS my job this is all I do!" cause I do.
4. Rain Rain go away. Yes raining yesterday and today too. I don't mind rain when it means I am home and not out in it. Well that simply not the case. I was in it at work both days. And so on. Go away rain be gone SHOO! No thank you!
5. Thursday was the day I did not want to go to the doctor. And I for sure did not want to take Rainbow. Well my dog is older and losing weight for some reason we unsure why. Xray showed nothing. Yes she still has heart issues. I love my baby girl as long as I have her and forever after that. I still pray for at least 2 more years well at least till she hits 18 or older! As for me. I am keeping my diabetes under control. I have lost 17 pounds. The blood test was nothing more than testing out quickly not taking a lot of blood. My meds now doubled. But other than that nothing else going on. See you in 3 months.
Well that is all for now. Hope you all have a good week. Stay dry. And see you soon on the other soon. God bless you! Welcome 2019! Yes!
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