Welcome to April the 4th month of the year. While April showers might bring May flowers I love April!! It is my favorite month. I love Spring and I love April because it is the first full month of Spring & its the 4th month and I love even numbers (I'm weird I know lol). So welcome to my favorite month and my favorite season :) It's the little things...
1. Work is work. Somehow my schedule next week got a mess and my MGR was on a vacation so I couldn't get it fixed in time. So I had already asked for Saturday off and even though she came back yesterday I still said I could not work. However she fixed it so I can work now the other 4 days (I was only scheduled 1 day I need 5 but at least 4 days too many bills!!). Work is stressful. I truly want different hours and a different job. That is my only hope. I can get time to find a real job. Or make it till June to transfer either new position or new store. Sorry guys. This is not for me. I was originally gonna try to make it till a year. But with my bad feet problems form diabetes along with my otherwise bad knees. I am thinking I might try again or a sit down job. I am praying about this and will begin to look this week for a change. Please. I cant keep working for a job that I am letting define me and stresses me out beyond repair. Most times I work I am alone up front and struggle for any of my 3 given and I should get breaks. I SHOULD GET ALL 3 WITH NO ISSUES! There is no reason any of should have to suffer but we all do not just me. This is the worst I have ever seen at a job. Most jobs you get all your breaks with a chance here or there you might not. This one its like LUNCH is required but even that I struggle with. I usually get my first break but my 3rd one is a game unless I am working one of my two times of 5 total with someone else. We need more employees too. Stressful :(
2. The 1st I was reminded of 5 years ago and my God given day of my job. I got hired nearly on the spot same day for Babies R Us. They did background check and I was officially hired on the 3rd. Hard to believe its been that long since hired and now been over a year since we closed. I miss that job so much still. I feel like someone died. Its weird but I miss it. To think how much I used to hate it. Not always. I think it was more than just the job. It was everything with it. Friends, the gym, the fun. The end was sad too. I cant ever visit its gone for good. A dead tomb like B&N was for a bit till it got changed several time and now last I saw in that mall is like 2 different stores!!
3. Back to school show 9 was okay. I love my shows and I am sad we are now past the half way point. My online class is going okay. Falling behind already so working hard to catch up this weekend for my first homework. I am truly doing this one so I can keep up 6 units and not have to pay my student loans. I really wanted to if I couldn't do any other class just do my DJ thing which is tons of work but something I truly love. Its true. If you love something a job or a hobby or a class you can work hard and ENJOY IT that is what I do. I am looking for ways to make this job my reality someday soon. Please oh please.
4. Did the Zoo on Thursday only 2 hours sadly. I wanted to do it 3 or 4. WE did see the pandas possibly last time ever they go back to China on the 27th of this month. We are gonna try for one more trip. I would love to do the Safari Park we still haven't been back to there since we got our new passes. But its harsh our only real day is Thursdays for stuff unless I ask for time off. Cause Tuesdays is school and my show. But yeah we had fun and still got very tired.
5. Saturday we finally got back to our bird thing. I haven't been there since December. I have been working in the mornings at work January February and in March it rained that day so we couldn't. However trying to change my schedule so this might be my only time going unless they give it to me off. But we can go on a different day not just Saturday it is truly fun. Love the bird time with my mom. I love spending time with her too its a precious time :)
Life is short. Live to the fullest. Live each day like its your last. Say I love you. Don't hold grudges. Don't go to bed upset. Trust God always. Thanks for reading this. Have a great week. Nothing special this weeks sadly but who knows. Only God right. Till next weekend God Bless you all!!
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