The Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 12th 2020)

Doing this on time for the first time in two weeks. Blah. Sorry for doing that. I hate being so tired I cant even bring myself to do my blog which takes like 10 minutes. Not tonight doing it late and doing it on time!!

1. Its been 13 weeks. No I am not okay. I was not okay this week and I will not be okay next week. So few get it but those who do THANK YOU! I dont want another dog I just want my Rainbow back. I miss you so much sweetie. I swear Jackie was staring under the table right where she nearly died (she would have too but my dad took her out she died in the other room). I think her ghost is visiting us. She visited me in a dream this week. I have only dreamt of her twice now. Its not enough. My hearts still broken. Jesus gets me through this but honestly I just want to be home I want to be home in heaven I dont want to be here anymore. So hard :(

2. Work this week not so much. Still crappy hours. I work 4 days a week for the next two weeks. New schedule up back to 5 days and 34hrs. I am not letting this stop me. I will be looking for a new job asap!! But for now glad for hours again.

3. I need to be working on my radio show. I should know soon I hope but I still need to work on stuff before then. Songs, putting up my last stuff. All that. This is lazy now. 3 weeks or so to go. I miss you radio soon I hope we shall meet again.

4. GYM did it twice. Yeah! Monday and Friday. Odd days I know. But still we went twice. That is a good thing yes it is. I love the gym. No matter what I love going. I wish I could get like 4 times a week.

5. Thursday went with my mom early down to La Jolla. Went there few weeks ago before my birthday but only saw the bird thing. And a preview. This time 3hrs down there. Had fun. Saw a few great birds. Got some great shots. Loved it. Dennys and Starbucks then back home.

Well working on cleaning on my days off. I finally did some on Friday. Not much time left before school. Need to get to it before I am overwhelmed and school takes me over. Till next week have a good one. God bless you always.