Welcome to October!! This past week was just an example of my busy month ahead of me. Gulp Gulp. I decided to talk about all that I have gone through this month on a post a few days ago on my facebook. I didnt even include my teeth in that one. I talked lightly just saying all I had done this year or gone through including grief counseling, my work injury and all with that, my bike accident and of course losing my radio show. Top off with everything canceled that I didnt include, my depression and broken heart in the middle of it all I didnt include that either. But I did say what I know is true: God is in control & I am not and that is all I need to know! 3 months left of this year so much left that could go right or wrong BUT GOD...
1. Work I didnt do that much this week. A messed up schedule and a check I will for sure regret I gave up fighting. My result was working 2 times in 1 week. I worked on Saturday of last week, and then on Monday. That was all. I had asked for Wednesday off but got off on top of that Sunday & Friday. I did work on Saturday but thats a new work week, same check. My next check will suck. But hey same time I needed the extra time to work on my paper for school I finally got my story written. For real its done! Crap but done! Yeah! I have something to turn in on Tuesday. I am gonna look it over each day for the next few and see if I want to change it at all before I drop it on there Tuesday before class.
2. Church is beautiful. I love church. The message on Sunday was so gorgeous and so powerful I was crying. I had no idea it was an emotional day for me so I was crying all day. But it was still beautiful and spoke to my heart. My pastor whom I told after was like "that was the Holy Spirit" yes I knew that. When he said that Jesus suffered with us when we suffer I really was crying. Why Jesus. Did you come to die and then suffer with me just so I can know freedom and overcome because you did? Why? I will never fully get it but know that one day I will is about the only thing the only prize I get in the end. So yes I love church :)
3. Gym did it just once cause we only had time for it once. Oh well! Did it after my MRI on Monday. I love the gym and we got to go back to our original GYM. This is the one right by my church, the sprinter and many places. Up until a few months ago I felt I lived on this corner. I was going to church twice a week, going to the sprinter for school and coming to the gym. We been going to the gym nearer my job but after my MRI this was closer. Was kinda nice and forgot how big this gym is compared to my other one. NO complaints I love the gym no matter which one I go to.
4. This has been a busy week for me. For my work related injury I got MRI on Monday told results on Wednesday when I see doctor. On Tuesday then pushed to Wednesday re check for my tooth and I healing fine so no problems there. Wednesday I had my pain specialist who told me that my MRI showed I have a cervical disc herniated in my right arm (that would be from my bike accident). My neck pain has been coming back full force for the past week plus almost 2 weeks now. After my appointment I went for my first acupuncture he focused on my neck and shoulders. I get 5 more of these. I was told my therapy was not approved but by Thursday that was changed to never mind it is. So I have that next week. This month will be therapy and acupuncture while working, doing school and praying if I should look into another MRI for my shoulder as they approved it after all. Waiting to hear back from them unsure what to do about that... I surely did a good number falling off my bike in July! Ugh
5. The 29th was my grandmas birthday. I was an extra big emotional mess being the first birthday without her and without Rainbow. I was crying hard all day long. So much pain it dripped from me. I want to heal I do but its so hard. We blew bubbles to heaven again not like last year we used a machine but still it was something. I still miss balloons and wish we could do them without hurting the environment. I miss you grandma and I miss you Rainbow.
This week isn't as exciting as last week HAHA. But it still has its perks. Have a great week everyone and a great month. God is still in control and I am still not and that is for sure okay by me. God bless you!!
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