Saturday, August 14, 2021

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, August 15th 2021)

 Mid way through this month. Two more Sundays after this one. This coming week will be a little extra fun and stuff. How was your week?

1. Work is busy. Yes busy. But its work and its what I do till I find something else to do. God willing by end of this year. I have to take a break from looking well I had taken a break and then I gave myself permission to very sure take a break. Ugh. This was my first week of working 5 days in a long long time. And I got almost 40hrs wish I could have had that last 3 to make it. Last week killed me this next check I will struggle one more time yuck. 

2. Gym twice did it on Monday and then on Friday. Not bad really. I managed not one not two but THREE walks this week. One on Tuesday morning, one on Wednesday morning (it was SO HOT major regret lol) and Thursday evening. Yup. Love my walks. Yes I do. 

3. Did therapy on Tuesday and then we saw peacock babies called "peachicks" a total of 4 it was so cool. The one from last week is getting bigger, a smaller one and our first ever set of two from one nest. There could be more hiding. Maybe will see next week when we come back for our once a week thingy. On Thursday I had my last neck therapy and my first shoulder therapy in a month. Sadly I am unsure how much more I get but I will fight for more cause this past month of NO therapy has been a nightmare. My shoulder complains every single day as does my neck. Ugh.

4. Church was really beautiful this past week. I loved it so much. Mainly cause my very good friend took out of her time to really talk to me about my anxiety and really just pep talk me and just make me feel better about what I am doing. It wont be easy I feel like I am gonna have to fight. But if I want to get better I gotta keep going.

5. Speaking of which. My appointment on phone was kinda harsh. I cant get my referral yet I have to wait for them to call me. However for once answering their questions really hit me how bad I am and how long I have been avoiding it. Sure I dont do drugs, alcohol, cut myself or actually try to kill myself. But I know I have depression and anxiety. I am questioning more than anything what else I have and where its coming from. So prayers for them to call me asap this coming week or I have to check back on Friday :( they didnt charge me for the appointment and for this one maybe I should have just done it in person...sigh.

Well thats all for now. Have a good week. Stay cool been so stinking hot lately ugh. God bless you :)

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