The Weekend 5 (Sunday, January 2nd 2022)

Welcome. New month New year New everything. How was your week? Mine was wet. Cause its been raining so much this past week yikes!!

1. Work busy busy. Worked all my shifts this past week. Sure I had shorter hours but back to norm this coming week. I keep it busy. Best I can. Work is work. Sad to see a co worker been here almost a year is leaving :( and sad to see I am still here but I need to try to not be. I need to try HARDER. This year for sure will be my last.

2. Church was beautiful of course. I love my church so much. I was blessed to pray with my dear friend. I never pray for people and I think I need to be more open to being used and to pray for others when I feel led. So I am praying to do it more often. Yes I am :) I love my church I dont care how often I say it.

3. Workouts not much. But I managed a walk for the first time in over a week. Hope we back at the gym next week. We both feel better. Trying to be hopeful for more walks and workouts too. For real. I love my walks I missed them so much.

4. Had my dental appointment on Tuesday and wont be back till April. My teeth are doing much better thank God! I been trying so hard! I had to cancel my therapy this week :( but I will be back for sure next week. My shoulder isn't happy about this. I pray one day soon for wholeness all that. My mental health has been off the hook bad. My medicine isn't fully working again. Crying and wanting to die. I see my psychiatrist next week and praying I may get an upgrade on the dose if necessary. I dont get why I fell back so hard but I have. And I'm trying to get back up again so much. Ugh.

5. Tuesday we went to the Safari Park. It was fun. Saw the lights. It was freezing and raining. But we had a fun time still. Got dinner at Islands. Then saw some lights lots of cool light was a great time. Made the best of the sour weather.

Well have a good week. Mine not as exciting. But back with my bible study group this week so that is good. And slowly getting more organized and hoping for a good new year. A new me. Lets hope. God bless you :)