Welcome to August. I had a busy week but less work how fun right
1. Worked only Sunday, Monday and Wednesday since I last wrote. I was off Friday & Saturday for stuff. Work is so stressful. Yet for some reason I was missing it on Friday. I think maybe I like to be stressed or something. Or was I just missing my co workers. I think we will go with that. Cause work is zero fun. Some days we have enough up there other days its just me closing which happened twice this week :( Ugh!
2. On Tuesday after we cleaned a bit my sister and me went to the beach. We didnt get much time but at the same time it was enough. To be beat up by rocks cause thats all on the sand and the tide high. We enjoyed breakfast first yes yum. And even got a wee bit sunburnt. Our first time back since having c*vid. Which isn't gone btw the extras still hang onto me like nothing else. They come and go. Worse and better. Beach was fun. Just wish we didnt get so beat up by rocks! And I love rocks! LOL. After we got dinner at the fish place at the harbor before heading home. But trust me with this fatigue the beach and cleaning exhausted me so much I barely did anything else after I got home. Yawn.
3. Therapy on Thursday. We still dealing with me. I have been SUPER emotional this week. Idk what is causing it. Like everyday I'm crying some. I gotta keep an EYE on this for my next appointment with my psychiatrist cause I dont think this means my double dose of prozac is bad but I think I'm still adjusting too. Then again maybe this is my hormonal imbalance I know I have. Anyways. My last thing I talked to her about and I have decided to talk more in two weeks is verbal abuse that I had as a kid. I knew I was having it happen but I couldn't stop it. I know its affected me as an adult. I wish at times it was just one thing that happened in my childhood it was so much more. I spent so many years running from that without knowing how much my childhood was influencing my adulthood. How many relationships I have probably played a big part in wrecking because of issues I had that I had never dealt with. Working on me will be a long journey. I am grateful for the support of my friends and my sister who keep me going, God always healing me and the courage that comes from God to keep seeking more help. I am not gonna stop and I am gonna work on me as long as it takes. Jesus heal me please. Thank you!
4. Church Sunday was beautiful again. I love my hugs I love my friends. I loved the message it was right on point. I now know an answer that I never knew. If someone says "Why does God allow bad stuff to happen to good people" I will be "cause there are NO good people" and yes that includes every person on earth believers and not. The difference is Jesus paid the price for all and the believers not perfect at all have Jesus standing in the path and changing us. Christians are perfect just forgiven.
5. So I had Friday off for my parents 44th anniversary. They went out and ate food and had fun. I watched my youngest sister. And later went to my rock thing with the church while my other sister watched my youngest sister. I had so much fun. Such a blessing. Thankful to God I have yet to miss a rock painting I do them every time even if I miss other events church might do. So fun :) Saturday I didnt do much either. Mainly a walk in the evening with my sister and a car drive to get our cat Jackie ready for our trip in just 5 weeks (from tomorrow) I'm counting down to our trip now :)
Have a blessed week. Mine is more back to normal this time not a lot planned. But I guess that is okay too. God bless you :)
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