Welcome again here we are. Speeding through this month. This is crazy how fast we flying in this month. That means we have barely 2 months left of 2022 what on earth!!
1. Heat wave. We have a heat wave. Yup. Like SUPER hot on Wednesday, somewhat both Thursday & Tuesday. Ugh. I mean dont get me wrong. I love some warm weather in the fall and it means beach days. But too much heat is just too much ugh no fun. Its making it hard for me to do things when I home like paint rocks, or do anything. So I'm good if the heat goes away until next year I'm fine....thanks! We did have a nice time at the beach Tuesday. It was hot and less rocks. We had fun. I love my beach days I'm gonna miss them when they gone for sure
2. GYM finally got back to it. Just one time. And not even barely 30min. Time we got in there I did like 15min of actually doing it. But we did try so thats good. And yes we did something. We failed at Monday so this was Wednesday before I went to work....
3. Work is busy busy. We still short handed. Like all the time. The stress on top of me is just no fun. I still dont handle it well. I'm doing better no putting me down but boy I still struggle. Mental break downs, anxiety and panic attacks even hyperventilating my idea of a good time is NOT crying in the bathroom on break or after work because work got me so bad I just melted into my emotions. Ugh
4. Church is a beautiful time. I still miss so many. And our temporary pastor I kinda missed him cause we had a guest speaker. I still love my hugs and love. Thursdays continue to be awesome. I love them and they are so short lived but I am just glad we doing SOMETHING after I thought for sure we doing nothing. 6 weeks is better then no weeks.
5. Therapy this week was tough cookie. Last time this time. I cried my eyes out after. I just broke and its okay I know thats okay. Its the process of getting better the process of God healing me the process of letting go. Its not easy man its tough its so hard but God has me I can do everything in Christ strength. So I keep showing up and working on me and I believe Gods healing me. Yes He is PTL
So one more of these before end of month. Crazy talk. Have a blessed week. Stay cool. God bless you :)
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