Last weekend in November what?!?!
1. Workouts not happening. I miss them so badly. Come Tuesday no matter what I will be working out again. Even if its just a walk maybe something else. Been sick and not working out is killing me. Its worst when I don't do anything at all!
2. Been an odd week for jobs. I have tried very hard to get just ahold of PetsMart with nothing happening. It just sucks. I have applied to jobs over and over again. I have not had a single interview this month at all. And its almost done. This is the FIRST November I have not had a job since 1999! Not kidding. And my first not working Black Friday since I cant remember last one...Yeah not been a good year for me. I was sure I would have a job this month. Now I am unsure if I will get a job this year. After thanksgiving looking bad sadly...I did get an appointment for free health care thing. Its on the 4th of Dec. Hopeful I get it shall see!
3. Still sick over a week now. Unsure if I am getting better. I am not getting worse so that is good. I guess I could be better? I'm stuck in this middle thing. Still cough still cold. But nothing like last weekend. I am over the super tired I had first few days...So maybe I am getting better. Hopeful!
4. Weather wow this week. We had RAIN a lot of it and in a row. We were doing warm still weather then the rain came and bam its cold again. At night dropping in the high 60's inside. I don't mind the rain but I felt bad for my sister. I even got to wear my favorite croc boots that was fun yes! Nice!
5. Its one month till my birthday well less then by now. I will be 34. I don't want to get older. I am not getting anywhere in life. I am stuck in some mud pit since we moved here. Till we had to move back 2 years ago I thought I was finally getting somewhere. Getting internship getting experience. Now nothing. No marriage, kids, career. And if you ask me why I will say I DONT KNOW! ASK GOD! Because only He gets it I don't see. I wont hide the fact that I have no idea why everything is crappy and not working out. NO idea.
Next weekend is December. You ready for that?
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