It's Memorial Day Weekend!! Any plans everyone? I am not working today but doing a late movie tonight than working tomorrow. Fun. I need the hours NO complaining! But more about that later. Thanks for all who served our country and continue to do so to keep us safe our freedom is not free! Thank you!
1. Workouts this week not much. I did a walk twice yeah for me! I am still working on getting over this cold/cough had almost 3 weeks. I am unsure at this point if its still sick or an allergy now like I always have. Either way trying to get better. So 2 workouts doing my best people!
2. Sick is sick does that is my feeling. I spend days not sleeping well then wonder why my throat feels funny it is zero fun. I haven't been sleeping well going to bed after 5am right when it gets light out. THIS MUST STOP NOW! Tomorrow & Saturday this week I get up around 9am or so meaning I MUST MUST MUST get to bed and be sleeping at 5am. Lately even when I think I am getting to bed before 5am before light out I cant sleep till it light out. Today I was insane or something. Not on cold meds or anything med wise I was having odd dreams, pulling my covers on and off, putting fan off and on, my face mask got all sweaty but unsure why I think I wasn't wearing it, having weird dreams and swallowing what felt like something not right but it wasn't a filling or crown so I am okay I think I imagined it. This happened sometime between 6 & 9 when I got up finally to give my dog her pills. Then I slept solid from 9 till my alarm at 4. I am unsure how much I slept more than I have been but still so odd. I don't normally sleep so weird. I blame being sick and being tired and such.
3. Worked only twice last week thanks to them stealing my hours. I get to work on my appeal today to send out in a GULP week. It has to get to them by the 8th so I am sending it the 6th hoping it comes in time. Finding time except today and this Friday to work on it will be impossible. I work or am doing something every day. That includes today of course tonight I am going to a movie. So yeah I only worked twice. I was hoping they'd give me back some hours they took but NO SUCH LUCK. I need a new job. And finding one when I am busy working is hard. Its not easy no matter what. As isn't working out but I need to find a good job and also workout again even if I am working a lot this Summer. Btw I am not saving for anything selfish this is all about $550 for my dogs heart thing she should be getting done in June but will lucky to now get it done in August before school again!
4. Speaking of school. I am free now. I finished my last test on Monday last week and all remaining homework. I do register for classes in a week so I need to figure those out asap. With no paper guide I am on my own finding them online and doing it like that. I don't get why they have nothing in print yet at library either and had none at school. They cant expect everyone to wait this long my sister gets to register (no idea why) before me on the 4th I do it on the 6th.
5. Summer is finally here yeah! I have few plans except finding a good job, working out, reading and cleaning and of course working whatever job I have my current for now. Maybe do a race but if we do I have no idea when not doing the one from last year we did in August what a nightmare that turned into! Maybe see the beach some who knows water park? LEGOLAND if nothing else I hope for sure!
That is all for now. Last one of these for May. Wont see me again till June. Happy early birthday to my ex best friend tomorrow 35! I still want to cry missing our friendship even if you ditched me for good 4 years ago!! I wish we had our friendship back life is unfair and will never get why it had to end :( Till next week and June see you then everyone!!
Every weekend I write down the top 5 things that happened to me from the week it ends on (usually Sundays). Stole/borrowed the idea from author Sarah Dessen. Very fun!
Sunday, May 29, 2016
Sunday, May 22, 2016
The Weekend (Sunday, May 22nd 2016)
I should not be home yet. I should be waiting for my sister or on our way home now. I should have made around $32 dealt with customers and my co-workers. I should not be home. I shouldn't be home but my job took all my hours from me this week. From 29 to 10. Including today, Thursday & Friday this week are gone. And 1 hour less Saturday, almost 2 hours less on Wednesday. My job (loves) hates me!
1. Moving on. Work last week was okay. I only worked twice. I literally worked a Sunday for 4 hours a crappy closing shift. We was shorthanded by 1 and then had to work double time to get off on time. Yup. I was at Starbucks a week ago enjoying a well deserved large ice coffee! Then I worked on Saturday an okay closing. Except for finding out I lost my hours and having a couple who were pretty nasty to me for no reason at all (and hope my coworker doesn't get in trouble for sticking up for me twice to them!).
2. I got the bad news from UE I was hoping I woulndnt. After I was told my UE was gone on Monday came the letter they want it all back: HAHAHAHAHA. That was my reaction. I cant even support myself on my hours, they keep cutting them right and left with NO help from UE and now they want the nearly $700 back. I actually only owe around $530 but they tack on this stupid up to 30%. They believed my job, believed I was not telling them the truth and want every penny they gave me since last September. I get to appeal both of these stupid things and probably go talk to a judge for the first time ever in my life. This isn't me. I don't do things that need a judge or an appeal. And now they are making me like I do need this. Its like HF all over again except that was just suspicion and 3 weeks lost of work on a seasonal job. That was 2012 this is 2016. 4 years later. Hating this year btw HATING IT!
3. Workouts not really. But I did do a walk twice. I am not supposed to be working out at all cause I am sick. But I did two walks to get out of the house and get my dog out too she deserves it. I was home a lot this week but only managed 2 of them. Oh well I tried. Hope I am well soon and back to real workouts! Summer is coming
4. Still sick almost 2 weeks. But think daily I am slowly getting rid of this. Each time I sleep in. Each time I cough less, sneeze less and such. I know I have allergies and if I didn't cough sometimes I would think it was just them. I think this will be gone in a week possibly. I have lots of free time this week to get more sleep. Tomorrow and Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. Plenty of sleep in days long as I go to bed early enough to get rest if I wake up sooner. And be a good girl taking my meds, lots of healthy juice drinking apple juice and OJ. Be a good girl and get this thing gone thank ya! Booya!
5. School this week is nearly done. I have one more thing tomorrow to do for my online class. I register on June 6th for Fall. Sadly nothing to use for my planning. Online there is nothing listed. Idk why PC is being so odd with their classes. I need to plan before I do this. My sisters way wont do. SO Monday I finished my final project BARELY. I thought I would be done fast but took me forever. On Wednesday I just dropped off my take home final and didn't stay. I returned my 2 rental books and bought my last movie tickets for the semester. And headed home way early. I was on campus for like a half hour haha. Mom got me and went to Sonic then came home. Glad we are almost done with this semester.
I am not so hopeful right now for my future. Too much bad in the past few weeks. I have depression I dabble in sometimes and I keep going there when I don't want to. I don't want to get panic attacks or anything. I'm a mess. Keep me in prayers if you pray. I need a new job, sanity and something good to happen. Too much bad past few weeks cant handle it. I know life isn't fair but wish for some good at least.
1. Moving on. Work last week was okay. I only worked twice. I literally worked a Sunday for 4 hours a crappy closing shift. We was shorthanded by 1 and then had to work double time to get off on time. Yup. I was at Starbucks a week ago enjoying a well deserved large ice coffee! Then I worked on Saturday an okay closing. Except for finding out I lost my hours and having a couple who were pretty nasty to me for no reason at all (and hope my coworker doesn't get in trouble for sticking up for me twice to them!).
2. I got the bad news from UE I was hoping I woulndnt. After I was told my UE was gone on Monday came the letter they want it all back: HAHAHAHAHA. That was my reaction. I cant even support myself on my hours, they keep cutting them right and left with NO help from UE and now they want the nearly $700 back. I actually only owe around $530 but they tack on this stupid up to 30%. They believed my job, believed I was not telling them the truth and want every penny they gave me since last September. I get to appeal both of these stupid things and probably go talk to a judge for the first time ever in my life. This isn't me. I don't do things that need a judge or an appeal. And now they are making me like I do need this. Its like HF all over again except that was just suspicion and 3 weeks lost of work on a seasonal job. That was 2012 this is 2016. 4 years later. Hating this year btw HATING IT!
3. Workouts not really. But I did do a walk twice. I am not supposed to be working out at all cause I am sick. But I did two walks to get out of the house and get my dog out too she deserves it. I was home a lot this week but only managed 2 of them. Oh well I tried. Hope I am well soon and back to real workouts! Summer is coming
4. Still sick almost 2 weeks. But think daily I am slowly getting rid of this. Each time I sleep in. Each time I cough less, sneeze less and such. I know I have allergies and if I didn't cough sometimes I would think it was just them. I think this will be gone in a week possibly. I have lots of free time this week to get more sleep. Tomorrow and Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. Plenty of sleep in days long as I go to bed early enough to get rest if I wake up sooner. And be a good girl taking my meds, lots of healthy juice drinking apple juice and OJ. Be a good girl and get this thing gone thank ya! Booya!
5. School this week is nearly done. I have one more thing tomorrow to do for my online class. I register on June 6th for Fall. Sadly nothing to use for my planning. Online there is nothing listed. Idk why PC is being so odd with their classes. I need to plan before I do this. My sisters way wont do. SO Monday I finished my final project BARELY. I thought I would be done fast but took me forever. On Wednesday I just dropped off my take home final and didn't stay. I returned my 2 rental books and bought my last movie tickets for the semester. And headed home way early. I was on campus for like a half hour haha. Mom got me and went to Sonic then came home. Glad we are almost done with this semester.
I am not so hopeful right now for my future. Too much bad in the past few weeks. I have depression I dabble in sometimes and I keep going there when I don't want to. I don't want to get panic attacks or anything. I'm a mess. Keep me in prayers if you pray. I need a new job, sanity and something good to happen. Too much bad past few weeks cant handle it. I know life isn't fair but wish for some good at least.
Monday, May 16, 2016
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, May 15th 2016)
This has been a long week full of stuff and ending unfair and not nice at all. Yup that was my week how was yours?
1. Been sick nearly a week. Went to see Captain America (Good!) and then realized I caught what my sister had. SIGH. Still sick cough, cold, sore throat I feel like crap all the time its annoying and NOT going away and I am trying everything. Extra vitamin C, much sleep as possible, everything and anything. Why? So Mothers Day last weekend after work I went with my mom and dad and sister (other sister working) to La Jolla. We saw lots of pelicans and had fun. Took my dog Rainbow she has never been. Think I confused her dragging her along like that but I think she just enjoyed being with me my little beautiful girl.
2. Work this week was okay. I worked more than usual 3 whole days. Havent done that in a while. Sure it wasn't 20 hours which is last time I got good hours but take what I can get. UE is cancelled now and I am unsure if they want me to pay WHICH I CANT. This whole thing is a disaster and just proof I need a new job ASAP I still feel so deceived for what they did behind my back and how much UE didn't believe me. Good to know that they trust my job over me and I feel I did nothing wrong. SIGH. Need prayers I am very stressed.
3. School we just got 1 week left insanity. I am going to work on my final project on Monday and then turn in my final on Wednesday. Then I am done. I have my online class one more test, 4 more discussion boards. Hoping school will have our new fall catalog soon cause I know I can register on June 6th be nice to know what I am registering for. There you go!
4. The 10th we remembered losing grandma 10 years ago. My life has changed so much in 10 years. Not all for the good. I miss her so much I am still so sad she is gone. :( Also Rocky is now cone free which is glad. Goes back in for an appointment in a month. But he is glad to be free I am sure.
5. This week marks 6 years since we went to California from TN. So much we thought had changed that made us move closer to home months later. I often wonder where we might be had we not come back to Cali for that week. Would we still be in TN? Another state? Who knows.
That is all for now. Stressed, tired, sick describes me. Hope your month is going better than me. Till next weekend have a good one!
1. Been sick nearly a week. Went to see Captain America (Good!) and then realized I caught what my sister had. SIGH. Still sick cough, cold, sore throat I feel like crap all the time its annoying and NOT going away and I am trying everything. Extra vitamin C, much sleep as possible, everything and anything. Why? So Mothers Day last weekend after work I went with my mom and dad and sister (other sister working) to La Jolla. We saw lots of pelicans and had fun. Took my dog Rainbow she has never been. Think I confused her dragging her along like that but I think she just enjoyed being with me my little beautiful girl.
2. Work this week was okay. I worked more than usual 3 whole days. Havent done that in a while. Sure it wasn't 20 hours which is last time I got good hours but take what I can get. UE is cancelled now and I am unsure if they want me to pay WHICH I CANT. This whole thing is a disaster and just proof I need a new job ASAP I still feel so deceived for what they did behind my back and how much UE didn't believe me. Good to know that they trust my job over me and I feel I did nothing wrong. SIGH. Need prayers I am very stressed.
3. School we just got 1 week left insanity. I am going to work on my final project on Monday and then turn in my final on Wednesday. Then I am done. I have my online class one more test, 4 more discussion boards. Hoping school will have our new fall catalog soon cause I know I can register on June 6th be nice to know what I am registering for. There you go!
4. The 10th we remembered losing grandma 10 years ago. My life has changed so much in 10 years. Not all for the good. I miss her so much I am still so sad she is gone. :( Also Rocky is now cone free which is glad. Goes back in for an appointment in a month. But he is glad to be free I am sure.
5. This week marks 6 years since we went to California from TN. So much we thought had changed that made us move closer to home months later. I often wonder where we might be had we not come back to Cali for that week. Would we still be in TN? Another state? Who knows.
That is all for now. Stressed, tired, sick describes me. Hope your month is going better than me. Till next weekend have a good one!
Monday, May 9, 2016
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, May 8th 2016)
This has been a trying week for me. It truly has. Please keep me in prayers if you pray thanks. Little issues and such not been fun all around. Hope your week was better than mine!
1. Remembering the Nashville flood 6 years later. The flood took place May 1st & May 2nd it was 100% horrible. I am reminded a year ago doing my speech in class about the flood 5 years later and opened up the eyes of my fellow students and teacher to something that did not make much news around the USA besides our area. So many lives changed, a mall changed forever, and many more. I love you Nashville! I will never forget!
2. School this week is okay. Monday I skipped. And working on our final project which is really different. Since it is up to us just keeping a certain time. I wonder how I did on my 3rd project. Yes we have a final. My other online classes are going okay. I am trying to work with my partner on one last project and trying to get my forms in this coming week for my volunteering which I should have turned in last week is frustrating. I am over this semester but cant wait to plan for the fall wish the catalog would come out already please. Haha. Summer not here and already back in school in my head :)
3. Work this week nope. I lost a shift WHICH MAJORILY SUCKS! I was going to work Sunday, Tuesday and Saturday a total of about 12hrs. Then last minute Monday they cancelled my Tuesday mid day. I loved it till then. I might love getting to sleep in like I did on Tuesday but I need the $$ more. Than Thur I had an UE phone interview that really confused the crap out of me. Worse yet is they have not let me know if I am still getting UE so I haven't even done my hours for past two weeks. I do them Sunday so if I am getting paid I get it by Tuesday. I need the $$ this time badly since I lost tue and now will be out if I don't get UE at all $40 more than planned. Really mad all around and need to work harder for a real job. I am over retail I want a job not retail I really do but sadly for now that is all I can get poo.
4. I did one workout this week sadly not much more. I was going to workout on Tue but only did it on Thursday. And that was just a very long walk to starbucks after my tough UE thing earlier. I got a half off frappe which was good and my sister nicely picked me up but I would have walked back. Still I power walked 40min over there so it was still a big deal workout. I wish we could do a race again soon but at this point $$ wise not happening. The weather has been odd. It was like raining off and on Friday, Saturday mostly. Ugh. We need the rain but this time of year kind of over it.
5. Friday was not the best day. Last minute we cancelled going to the first Angels game I would have been to in like what 10 years? Then we didn't even get to see Captain America. So all we did that day was nothing. I was so stressed and sad my parents went on a drive to the beach and took me and my Rainbow. She got to be way up in the sky I mean the pier not the whole thing no dogs allowed but took her at the front part showed her the ocean. Shes seeing things past few days she has like never seen which is awesome. Love my little girl!
Till next weekend yup. Sorry this late yesterday I was exhausted slowly getting caught up on homework and fun stuff too!
1. Remembering the Nashville flood 6 years later. The flood took place May 1st & May 2nd it was 100% horrible. I am reminded a year ago doing my speech in class about the flood 5 years later and opened up the eyes of my fellow students and teacher to something that did not make much news around the USA besides our area. So many lives changed, a mall changed forever, and many more. I love you Nashville! I will never forget!
2. School this week is okay. Monday I skipped. And working on our final project which is really different. Since it is up to us just keeping a certain time. I wonder how I did on my 3rd project. Yes we have a final. My other online classes are going okay. I am trying to work with my partner on one last project and trying to get my forms in this coming week for my volunteering which I should have turned in last week is frustrating. I am over this semester but cant wait to plan for the fall wish the catalog would come out already please. Haha. Summer not here and already back in school in my head :)
3. Work this week nope. I lost a shift WHICH MAJORILY SUCKS! I was going to work Sunday, Tuesday and Saturday a total of about 12hrs. Then last minute Monday they cancelled my Tuesday mid day. I loved it till then. I might love getting to sleep in like I did on Tuesday but I need the $$ more. Than Thur I had an UE phone interview that really confused the crap out of me. Worse yet is they have not let me know if I am still getting UE so I haven't even done my hours for past two weeks. I do them Sunday so if I am getting paid I get it by Tuesday. I need the $$ this time badly since I lost tue and now will be out if I don't get UE at all $40 more than planned. Really mad all around and need to work harder for a real job. I am over retail I want a job not retail I really do but sadly for now that is all I can get poo.
4. I did one workout this week sadly not much more. I was going to workout on Tue but only did it on Thursday. And that was just a very long walk to starbucks after my tough UE thing earlier. I got a half off frappe which was good and my sister nicely picked me up but I would have walked back. Still I power walked 40min over there so it was still a big deal workout. I wish we could do a race again soon but at this point $$ wise not happening. The weather has been odd. It was like raining off and on Friday, Saturday mostly. Ugh. We need the rain but this time of year kind of over it.
5. Friday was not the best day. Last minute we cancelled going to the first Angels game I would have been to in like what 10 years? Then we didn't even get to see Captain America. So all we did that day was nothing. I was so stressed and sad my parents went on a drive to the beach and took me and my Rainbow. She got to be way up in the sky I mean the pier not the whole thing no dogs allowed but took her at the front part showed her the ocean. Shes seeing things past few days she has like never seen which is awesome. Love my little girl!
Till next weekend yup. Sorry this late yesterday I was exhausted slowly getting caught up on homework and fun stuff too!
Sunday, May 1, 2016
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, May 1st 2016)
Happy May Day! I never understood what it was about but looked it up. Something to do with work and I think it is not for this country? But May day there you go.
1. I worked just twice last week again. My second week in a row of not working more than twice. Very annoying. This coming week I am working a bit more. Work is just work I know. But still I wish I could get a better job. One not in CS would be great. But unsure at this point if I could. I am unsure if I can get help even from school to get a better job. I think in the end it is all me. I can go to our career center. Or another one. But I have to put fourth the effort or I am never going to get a better job or a 2nd job whatever works here. So there you go.
2. School this week I did my 2nd test for online and got a much better score. Hurrah for that one. A "B" not a "D" makes me happy. I think it helped doing it at Panera Bread not at home where less things to distract me and more room to spread out. Although part of the reason my home space is crowded is me not just cause it is. In person I finished project 3 and shall see soon how I did on that. I tried so there you go. Just a few more weeks left of school. But so much still to do. Final project, 2 more test online, 1 more project for library. So much to do and yet so much done.
3. Volunteered my last time on Thursday. I gave myself an extra 3 hours there so that is an extra 6 hours of extra credit past my 15. I was over it by then so I am okay with just that. I just worked on publisher which now I get how it works but still should work on it more to understand it. I got my review or whatever you want to call it. I still have stuff to do with it now done including turning it in, going onine and filling out a form now that I am done, but I have put up my review on a board so I am half way there. Yup. This was worth a lot of points more than any other project or half my grade. So glad that is done.
4. Last week was not just long cause of school but THREE days of going to school early for stuff not related to school totally. I went to Media Days on Monday & Tuesday which was speakers from all areas of media that talked about how they got where they are and how to get there. I didn't go to all of them but had fun at the ones I did go to. Then on Wednesday was a job fair that was a lot of jobs. I have yet to fill out an online app for the ones I was interested in. I need to do that asap. But I did have fun got lots of freebies. Long tiring week.
5. Our cat Rocky got really icky sick last week. Wednesday he was acting odd. On Thursday we figured out he was actually having issues. We thought he had a blockage or a uti or something with his urine as he was not eating much or going bathroom much and would hiss or growl if you touched the tip of his tail at the base. This is a cat that NEVER hisses or growls. He is super sweet and was in a lot of pain. So Friday my sister took him in. He had a rupture in a gland on his butt area. Super gross and very expensive nearly $500 on my emergency credit card for this. Now he has a cone on his head, and pain pills and two weeks more of this. Poor baby. Please Jackie stay healthy.
That is all for now. Have a nice week everyone. Welcome to May. Since I wont see you till after. May the 4th be with you!
1. I worked just twice last week again. My second week in a row of not working more than twice. Very annoying. This coming week I am working a bit more. Work is just work I know. But still I wish I could get a better job. One not in CS would be great. But unsure at this point if I could. I am unsure if I can get help even from school to get a better job. I think in the end it is all me. I can go to our career center. Or another one. But I have to put fourth the effort or I am never going to get a better job or a 2nd job whatever works here. So there you go.
2. School this week I did my 2nd test for online and got a much better score. Hurrah for that one. A "B" not a "D" makes me happy. I think it helped doing it at Panera Bread not at home where less things to distract me and more room to spread out. Although part of the reason my home space is crowded is me not just cause it is. In person I finished project 3 and shall see soon how I did on that. I tried so there you go. Just a few more weeks left of school. But so much still to do. Final project, 2 more test online, 1 more project for library. So much to do and yet so much done.
3. Volunteered my last time on Thursday. I gave myself an extra 3 hours there so that is an extra 6 hours of extra credit past my 15. I was over it by then so I am okay with just that. I just worked on publisher which now I get how it works but still should work on it more to understand it. I got my review or whatever you want to call it. I still have stuff to do with it now done including turning it in, going onine and filling out a form now that I am done, but I have put up my review on a board so I am half way there. Yup. This was worth a lot of points more than any other project or half my grade. So glad that is done.
4. Last week was not just long cause of school but THREE days of going to school early for stuff not related to school totally. I went to Media Days on Monday & Tuesday which was speakers from all areas of media that talked about how they got where they are and how to get there. I didn't go to all of them but had fun at the ones I did go to. Then on Wednesday was a job fair that was a lot of jobs. I have yet to fill out an online app for the ones I was interested in. I need to do that asap. But I did have fun got lots of freebies. Long tiring week.
5. Our cat Rocky got really icky sick last week. Wednesday he was acting odd. On Thursday we figured out he was actually having issues. We thought he had a blockage or a uti or something with his urine as he was not eating much or going bathroom much and would hiss or growl if you touched the tip of his tail at the base. This is a cat that NEVER hisses or growls. He is super sweet and was in a lot of pain. So Friday my sister took him in. He had a rupture in a gland on his butt area. Super gross and very expensive nearly $500 on my emergency credit card for this. Now he has a cone on his head, and pain pills and two weeks more of this. Poor baby. Please Jackie stay healthy.
That is all for now. Have a nice week everyone. Welcome to May. Since I wont see you till after. May the 4th be with you!