Welcome to the last one of these for April crazy right. This month flew by. Weird this year. First few months felt slow now they are flying by. We are heading towards May. I cant believe we are almost done with April!!
1. I have become lazy. I can blame constant tiredness or going online too much or being sick or whatever working too much. But I have literally stopped doing stuff I did all the time before. In the last few months possibly last year since I lost my job. I don't tweet as much I used to tweet twice a day at night 2 tweets at least. Now I barely do those if I think of them. I also used to count down at work with tweets I don't do those yet here I have tried but failed after the first one of the day. Doing 4 Idk how I can do that. I can try again today shall see no promises!! I don't read books for fun this stopped years ago has gotten worse. I am trying to bring my time of Quiet with God back again since it was falling apart. Yet I still fall asleep during quiet times and sometimes during prayers. I hate this. I am not talking laying in bed this happens when I am up and sitting in a chair in the light or dark. It doesn't matter how tired I am or not I still fall asleep 9 out of 10 times WHICH SUCKS! I just don't know who I am anymore and I don't like it. Speeding now 8 months till 40 I need to revamp myself quickly. Starting with a new job which I need to look for. I have begun processes to change my schedule and the patience to get to that point is gonna be tough cookie. Ugh. I didnt think my mid life would look like this. I didnt. Plus I have gotten to where I don't stop at a few pieces of chocolate a day lately I allow too much again. I pretend while knowing its bad. I don't want to lose my eyesight or my body part to this disease. I need to recall that. I know my fasting blood sugar is still in control but I don't test more than once a day. Unless I wanna force that more than once like others do. I can then see how I am recking myself. I need to balance this out. Beginning in May if not sooner if I do not get back on track I will force myself to test more than once a day AND IT WILL NOT BE PRETTY! I hate you diabetes so much all the time :(
2. GYM did it once again this week. Ugh. I want to find time to be able to go more often. But we are now back to the fact I don't drive and its not easy. Last week my sister came not this week. My dad took me my sister had to work. So I miss the GYM and hope to begin to go back. Maybe with a new schedule I can start going more often. Fingers crossed oh yes please.
3. Work this week. I hated working on Easter last week it wasn't fun. I guess I should have asked for it off. Last year I was spoiled I got to do church twice on Good Friday and then on Easter. This time I worked of course. Yuck. Work is stressful. Even with a new schedule I am NOT promising I won't try to transfer to another store or another position in the store or heck get another job. I am promising this new schedule will help my better well being which began to falter the moment I got stuck only closing almost 2 months ago. 2 more weeks I am counting on it!!
4. School is going okay. I am sad we are almost done. 4 more shows. And one of my two news guys wants to take over my last hour. I am hopeful he might just do it after I am done. If not I will have to plan one less hour next time (not this coming week next one). I will not do it my last week that is a rule set by my manager. NO doing that!! But yeah unsure about summer shall see how things work out. I want to do it because I want a full set of 2 years experience so I can put that on job apps in the future if not sooner. Shall see stay tuned.
5. Thursday was a busy day. I went with my mom to the bird thing a week early on a week day. We are going this coming week too I got the day off. But this time we just went for fun in the morning. For like 1.5hours ironic to find wood ducks we saw none. Haha. But had some fun. Except 2 bug bites on my hands that is not fun no thank you stupid bugs!! :( But yeah that was fun. Then after we came home later me and my sister went to zoo again. She is sick. So it was like 2.5hours again. WE said good bye to the pandas. I cant believe they are leaving us on the 29th for good. We hope for new ones to come again soon. I will miss them. They began here in 1996 I was just a teenager I am sure we saw them sometime we went there for our vacation. I will miss you pandas. Also only saw penguins mostly. Then were done. Got food and dunkin' donuts then came home to chill.
Well see you all in May. Things this month include new job schedule, finishing up school, mothers day, anniversary of grandmas departure, and our concert (which I cant wait for) and hopefully another trip to Universal and would love to go to the safari park haven't done that yet with our passes and only been to the zoo 3x so far. Heres to hoping and planning. God bless you all. See you all next week. :)
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