Sunday, November 17, 2019

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, November 17th 2019)

Welcome. The month is chugging along isn't it? Over half way throng this month. Now getting closer to the holidays and birthdays and end of year. Where does the time go to?

1. 8 years ago I got my job at Legoland. It was a great season! We were barely back home living here a month when I got there. I dropped my seasonal at Carters and kept LL. This season they loved me! But had no positions to keep me. I had so much fun those two months there. It wasn't until my second round in 2012 that I got into issues. I wish my second round could have been as great as my first how different life would have been in 2012 and maybe even now I would still be there? LL is a different breed even now so maybe its for the best and got nothing against visiting but working there is so much more different then visiting.

2. Rainbow I miss you. 5 weeks seems like 5 days. Jesus sure inspires some beautiful poetry from this pain. I gladly present it on FB for all to see and be blessed. Some is so deep and some so depressing sounding. I am not taking this well living like this. I thought for sure heart break would kill me. No it doesn't. Still I live in. One day maybe I will be sorta okay. Not today not yesterday not last week and probably not for a very long time. In fact I dont remember mourning this hard for my grandma maybe I did but still? I am unsure if I ever missed someone like this for this long...

3. Work this week blah. Not liking having to work T day. I will be calling out for sure. Yes sir. I know I will lose 2pts hope my PTO covers the points or at least 1 point and I get paid. I know they will look down on me maybe even get upset but honestly my parents got no one now. And my sister might work. I am literally all they got. No rainbow its just not right they open ALL day on the holiday ALL FREAKING DAY! I would try to handle if they brought me in evening maybe. But all day they want me. Gonna stop now. So work is work. Begin my new schedule as of Saturday. No more coming in every Saturday & Monday 8 to 5. I am really missing this already :( Yesterday I worked at 11 and left at 7. I spent the last almost 3hrs in the garden center not bad. Cold sure but I dressed warm. Monday our little thing is gone for now maybe for good. I loved our little stuff. I loved working 8 to 5 even if I was dead. And working a mid made me more tired then working a regular 8 to 5 I am unsure why but it truly is true.

4. GYM twice a week we are doing so great with this!! Go us!! Twice a week. Sure next week begins a few weeks of not doing Mondays because my schedule a mess till it fixed will figure it out but yeah go us. :) Did the women study after our gym trip on Thursday. I did to want to be there. I freaking cried the entire time in worship over Rainbow. I am a big mess. But I still will go unless something comes up I am committed even if like that night I did not want to be there at all...

5. School Show 13 was great. I have 16 shows this semester I could have sworn it was 15. I am unsure if I am getting the BOG back I should get it back but my school acting weird about it. So IF they dont I will be ON MY OWN for paying for radio next semester. I am praying for miracles here since no matter what I wont qualify for the BOG after this next year due to how much I make at my job. My last free stuff will be gone. First was health insurance now this. Sigh. You just cant get ahead in life without paying a price. Make too much get less free. Make too little struggle but get free. Catch 22 :(

Well that is all for now. What a week. See you next weekend. Cheers. And God Bless!

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