Welcome to March!! Thanks to the LEAP YEAR we got an extra day. And next Sunday is Day Light Savings so we lose sleep :( but gain an hour of daylight :) How was your week? Mine was as usual busy and such.
1. Work is blah. My hours up and down like a roller coaster. Still I complain and dont actually try for a job so I will never get to leave again if I dont. So I gotta work on that for real and stop just talking about it. Busy and such. Turning stuff around and trying to prevent theft. Which is good but boy the lengths we are going to for this is just crazy. :/ Anyways. Work is work.
2. Show 5 was excellent mostly. I had fun. I love doing my radio shows. After I done met with my sister for free IHOP pancakes. Yummy!! Then went back home to chill. I always go back to try to do stuff but mostly didnt do what I planned. Its how it goes.
3. GYM twice Monday & Wednesday. Both times smaller gym near us. But at least we did it. Yes we did! I love the GYM. Even if I am still sick thank God I think its finally starting to leave my body. Oh please just go away for good :(
4. Thursday was an odd day. Got up early and went to the Safari Park once more with my mom and sister. But things went down hill. While we ha fun did mostly what planned. Not all of it. I couldn't meet with my Pastor as I wanted to. :( And now I am unsure if we meeting up next week and I still want to and need to talk to him. I got about 30min in before our study which was not bad. I got a lot out of it but since half of what meant to talk about including 3 devotionals I worked very hard to finish were not spoken of. It was not as great as wanted. Church was good. Sad some people couldn't make it again :( I miss them. But I love all the hugs you want to give me.
5. 2016 I am trying to recall details for this year. I was still at babies r us, still at palmar working on my tv and such classes. Of course we lost my cousins dad that year very sad :( He died 20 years after his wife died in 1996. Big things for me: I began to re think death again whenever someone dies I seem to feel closer to heaven. Also big deal: My ex best friend pointed out I was bitter. And when she did that I realized I was I began to ask God for forgiveness against all the bitterness in my life. Stay tuned to next week because 2017 was one of the hardest but best years in my 10 year decade review!!
I had a rough week this time with Rainbow. She has been gone 20wks it still feels fresh like a fresh wound. I love her and I miss her so much. Jesus is healing me. But Tuesday, Friday and of course yesterday big cry days for me. I just want to be alone to cry then I want to be held so much. I pray for many hugs because really they get through it. Love and hugs from those at church who care about me is my healing process. See you all next week!! God bless you always :)
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