Last one of these for this month. Hard to believe it. While March was a half good month mixed with horrible, not this month its been all bad! April isn't a great month this year. Its usually my favorite. Its poetry month I like to write poetry nope I didnt even touch that page. I came back to God in April 2017. And since its an even month (4th one) its my favorite month of the year. In fact if I ever get married I want to get married in April. Its usually not hot, and although April showers bring May flowers the weather is usually nice. I used to love April till this year...
1. Work this week short again. Another 4 days. In fact this is my first of two weeks where I have a 3 days off in a row. Like a mini vacation. Cause truly without school or church there is nothing going on for 3 days for me. I wish I was back to where there was stuff going on for those two days I was off. Anyways. So work just gets more and more fun. After all this I am kinda over this whole thing at the door. In fact I wanted out of the store and now I just want out of everything about it. So soon as I can I am out of there. My co worker joked with me and I was like with all this going on no I am over this I am over this job all together. Retail my store all of it. In fact if God is willing I am beyond ready to move on from retail to a real job. So work was blah. Same thing every time. Come in, count people or direct them to the exit or enter. And for crying out loud go out the right door. PEOPLE CANNOT READ!!!! The heat brought out the crowds yesterday I am sure again today. Idk why its fun to go to the store when its hot out but tbh nothing is open what are they gonna do except you know stay home like they supposed to.... anyways.
2. Workouts this week I actually did a lot of them! Last week very little this week THREE TIMES! I did Zumba on Tuesday & Thursday. And Thursday was a 45min one nice and long. And a wiifit on Friday before I worked my shift. Go me! I miss the gym but this will do till I get back to it. You know what is funny? Me and my sister spent months and months since we got our new cable box last year trying to get motivated to set my wii back up again. We could play games like Harry Potter lego or we could work out. But we wouldn't do it. Soon as this hit my sister worked hard and set it up. Took about 20min and we are so glad. Now we can play games or workout. She works out more than me! We use my wii all cause we got forced to set it up. So yeah 45min wore me out. I was so sore and it got hot this week so I was hot and sore same time. UGH lol.
3. ZOOM again this week. I am now praying for a miracle: we get to finish our Virtue study at our church! We have THREE of these left plus the dinner. So just 3 more of these. I am praying for a miracle to be back at church. ZOOM is okay I mean I love seeing people and hearing them. But its NOT the same thing. No hugs after, no seeing people, and hello having a spot in my nosey small house to not have others hear the sounds is just wrong. I am over zoom. So is my good friend. We do it because we have to and that is why. So praying for a miracle
4. I miss church. To say I dont is a lie. Every Sunday is hard. But still I go online and watch it. I say hi to everyone. And then cry my eyes out while online afterwards for a while. Still mourning this loss. Still mourning this thing I cant have that I want and LOVE SO MUCH! I hate it. I hate it so much. I miss you church. God keeps giving me LP people. They come in and are there when I am there. I know they might come when I am not. But God is letting me see them nearly every week. For a week or two it was nothing even though I was seeing people all the time. Now once a week or more I am getting life point people. They come in to shop and not to see me but I still talk to them. I MISS THEM ALL SO MUCH!!!!
5. We are still here. End of April. Still at home. Nothing open. Still here. Here sit. There is two me's right now. The me of the positive is like well May is coming WE COULD BE GOING BACK SOON! And then negative me wants to be like WELL THEY SAID IT MIGHT LAST TILL JUNE! Yet they are slowly opening things up just like they said. And its slow. I am praying by May 1st we will start to roll towards opening stuff up. It might not go to big gatherings for a few weeks. But if they start May 1st then maybe by two weeks from then we could be heading towards 50 people. And then 100. My miracle prayer is we together by end of May IF NOT SOONER! Is it possible? If you are trusting the government and not God then thats a maybe. But if you are trusting God and I do. Then you know what it could happen. Because God is the one in control of all this not them. The government thinks they are in charger and more scarier when they think like the governor saying God didnt slow this virus down in NY. Um yeah He did!
So there you go. Last one of these for April. Praying for miracles as we approach May. Here we go. Have a good one. Stay cool! Especially since it got very hot here in the past few days YIKES!!!! God bless you always.
Every weekend I write down the top 5 things that happened to me from the week it ends on (usually Sundays). Stole/borrowed the idea from author Sarah Dessen. Very fun!
Saturday, April 25, 2020
Saturday, April 18, 2020
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, April 19th 2020)
Whelp here we are again. I mean it. Nothing has changed. Well at work things are weirder and weirder and that is just how things are going... I'm over this. Yes I know God has this and He is in control. I just need to stop trying to play the negative game that the world is playing :(
1. Work this week BLAH! Been doing my temperature checks for a week now and its annoying but I do it. And they stamp our arms now because people were not doing it. Bad them. Well I do it. And there you go. And I pass it. Btw I check my temperature when I get up every day and I also hold my breath for 10 seconds and let go. I am not gonna get sick. I am not worried. But that is work. Now we aren't returning stuff and the customer service area keeps changing their hours now on their 3rd hour change including the original and new one from a few weeks ago. I just wanna go back to garden being open, everyone go out their own doors, etc. I hate checking receipts and swear now that we ARENT people keep trying to make us anyways. Ugh. But I agree with my co worker some people are just being nice. Where did that come from? I get thanked at least 10x a day for being here. Just being here at the door counting people. How long will this go on for? I dont mean the virus and us being stuck at home. That is gonna end soon I am sure of it give it a month maybe. But I mean this? Masks, counting people, etc. I think it might not go away. BUT I would rather wear masks, count people, have the store have weird hours but still have more stores open, restaurants and movie theaters. And PLEASE LET CHURCH OPEN SOON! I mean I get this wont go away. Its not gonna. I get that. What I want is more normal back even if its half normal again. I would take masks that dont work anyways any day then this.
2. Workouts this week I only did one. I planned more but some stuff happened. Mainly my sleep issues getting worse from this and all that. Well anyways. I thought I was getting sick one day again. Yeah this virus has messed with me. You suck! So it took some of my sleep and some of my workouts. I miss the gym so much. Not as much as church but still miss it :(
3. Tuesday my good friend came over. We had the best time. She brought her dog. We walked around the neighborhood for like 45min it was a nice workout. And then sat outside for another 2hrs. That was 2.5hrs with her. I still miss hugging her. Dang it. So close :( it sucks. We want to hug so bad. I know its hard for her too. She loves hugs I love hugs I love her hugs. So it was hard. But I had fun. Didnt realize till later that I got sunburned :( but oh well! Later on that day I chatted with my friend the pastors wife. She is so nice. It was a nice chat. But as much as I enjoy talking with her I'm gonna limit my chats to every two weeks as nothing has really happened since last time. She gave me ideas for stuff to do when I am bored. A few. She's trying to get me to take my mind off the fact life sucks and nothing is going right. And such. She is just trying to help me. And I am okay with this. My melt downs are just bad this week! ZOOM meeting was fun had that too but miss them all so much. God only knows and no one else if we are gonna get to do any more virtue meetings in person or if this thing I committed myself to last fall will end with me on my computer like everything else :( Church on Sunday was great last week on Easter. My pastor spoke! And then I guess it too soon so unsure when it will be soon enough. God is still healing him. I guess he wanted this to work and it didnt. So even when we go back to church I am unsure when he will speak. Probably not till after his operation which could be not till June... I MISS MY NORMAL! I MISS MY CHURCH SO MUCH :(
4. I want to talk about my complicated grief for a minute. Complicate grief can include what I have. Anxiety and Depression along with grieving. Well that could explain my constant melt downs. I literally cry every day. I was doing so good till all this. I was crying less about my dog. And now I am back to crying every day. I miss her and so much. I feel like I am mourning and grieving daily. And its not helping me. Nothing is. So there is that. I am a mess. I know Jesus has me. I am his mess. But still a big stinking mess. I am grateful in all this for the people who love me and are still right there with me praying for me and taking care of me and all this and being okay with it. Including my pastor and my other dear friends. Love you all so much
5. RIP is my last section. I feel like on top of all I have lost this year like my radio show and my church and all that all of that. We first lost the Olympics wow how insane. Now having them next year we are gonna have them in 2021 and 2022! The Del Mar Fair cancelled on us and then just yesterday just 2 days after the fair the not shocker but still there Comic Con. There is literally nothing this summer to look forward to now. NOTHING! What? The beach and water parks? Nothing else. I am unsure how much longer all THIS is gonna go on for but all the summer stuff I have that I had lined up every year is gone too. Oh the race I forgot about that too. UGH. I hate this year this virus all this.
Well I'm being negative so I'm gonna say good bye. Have a nice week. One more of these for April. April has been incredibly long and not much fun at all. Which is sad because up until this year, April was my favorite month of the year! :( God bless you. He has this. I dont for sure and I am glad I dont even if sometimes I wish I did...
1. Work this week BLAH! Been doing my temperature checks for a week now and its annoying but I do it. And they stamp our arms now because people were not doing it. Bad them. Well I do it. And there you go. And I pass it. Btw I check my temperature when I get up every day and I also hold my breath for 10 seconds and let go. I am not gonna get sick. I am not worried. But that is work. Now we aren't returning stuff and the customer service area keeps changing their hours now on their 3rd hour change including the original and new one from a few weeks ago. I just wanna go back to garden being open, everyone go out their own doors, etc. I hate checking receipts and swear now that we ARENT people keep trying to make us anyways. Ugh. But I agree with my co worker some people are just being nice. Where did that come from? I get thanked at least 10x a day for being here. Just being here at the door counting people. How long will this go on for? I dont mean the virus and us being stuck at home. That is gonna end soon I am sure of it give it a month maybe. But I mean this? Masks, counting people, etc. I think it might not go away. BUT I would rather wear masks, count people, have the store have weird hours but still have more stores open, restaurants and movie theaters. And PLEASE LET CHURCH OPEN SOON! I mean I get this wont go away. Its not gonna. I get that. What I want is more normal back even if its half normal again. I would take masks that dont work anyways any day then this.
2. Workouts this week I only did one. I planned more but some stuff happened. Mainly my sleep issues getting worse from this and all that. Well anyways. I thought I was getting sick one day again. Yeah this virus has messed with me. You suck! So it took some of my sleep and some of my workouts. I miss the gym so much. Not as much as church but still miss it :(
3. Tuesday my good friend came over. We had the best time. She brought her dog. We walked around the neighborhood for like 45min it was a nice workout. And then sat outside for another 2hrs. That was 2.5hrs with her. I still miss hugging her. Dang it. So close :( it sucks. We want to hug so bad. I know its hard for her too. She loves hugs I love hugs I love her hugs. So it was hard. But I had fun. Didnt realize till later that I got sunburned :( but oh well! Later on that day I chatted with my friend the pastors wife. She is so nice. It was a nice chat. But as much as I enjoy talking with her I'm gonna limit my chats to every two weeks as nothing has really happened since last time. She gave me ideas for stuff to do when I am bored. A few. She's trying to get me to take my mind off the fact life sucks and nothing is going right. And such. She is just trying to help me. And I am okay with this. My melt downs are just bad this week! ZOOM meeting was fun had that too but miss them all so much. God only knows and no one else if we are gonna get to do any more virtue meetings in person or if this thing I committed myself to last fall will end with me on my computer like everything else :( Church on Sunday was great last week on Easter. My pastor spoke! And then I guess it too soon so unsure when it will be soon enough. God is still healing him. I guess he wanted this to work and it didnt. So even when we go back to church I am unsure when he will speak. Probably not till after his operation which could be not till June... I MISS MY NORMAL! I MISS MY CHURCH SO MUCH :(
4. I want to talk about my complicated grief for a minute. Complicate grief can include what I have. Anxiety and Depression along with grieving. Well that could explain my constant melt downs. I literally cry every day. I was doing so good till all this. I was crying less about my dog. And now I am back to crying every day. I miss her and so much. I feel like I am mourning and grieving daily. And its not helping me. Nothing is. So there is that. I am a mess. I know Jesus has me. I am his mess. But still a big stinking mess. I am grateful in all this for the people who love me and are still right there with me praying for me and taking care of me and all this and being okay with it. Including my pastor and my other dear friends. Love you all so much
5. RIP is my last section. I feel like on top of all I have lost this year like my radio show and my church and all that all of that. We first lost the Olympics wow how insane. Now having them next year we are gonna have them in 2021 and 2022! The Del Mar Fair cancelled on us and then just yesterday just 2 days after the fair the not shocker but still there Comic Con. There is literally nothing this summer to look forward to now. NOTHING! What? The beach and water parks? Nothing else. I am unsure how much longer all THIS is gonna go on for but all the summer stuff I have that I had lined up every year is gone too. Oh the race I forgot about that too. UGH. I hate this year this virus all this.
Well I'm being negative so I'm gonna say good bye. Have a nice week. One more of these for April. April has been incredibly long and not much fun at all. Which is sad because up until this year, April was my favorite month of the year! :( God bless you. He has this. I dont for sure and I am glad I dont even if sometimes I wish I did...
Saturday, April 11, 2020
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, April 12th 2020)
Well happy easter everyone!!! He is risen!! Yeah!!! Hope you had a better week then I am having. But that is life right.
1. Rain Rain go away! I swear it rained nearly non stop for 5 days and its coming back today and tomorrow. I am over this. Its bad enough we gotta hide in our houses for all eternity do we gotta do it while we cant even go outside to enjoy some fresh air at home? Really? Cause I think enough is enough with being stuck inside little alone being stuck inside with RAIN that wont go away at all :( boo!
2. My anxiety is just playing games with me. My depression is THIS HIGH. I am really just freaking out and its not going away. This the virus anxiety all this. Its messing now with my sleep which is weird for me. I sleep anywhere all the time. I never anymore have issues falling asleep, waking up early or not going back to sleep when I am awake. Lately? Nearly every day! My sister too is telling me that she has sleep issues. This stupid virus has us on edge and taking all we have. I HATE YOU STUPID COVID19!
3. Workouts did two at home one on Monday & one on Saturday. One was wiifit and the other Zumba. Fun each time. But pain after for crying out loud. Especially my wiifit that left me in pain for 2 days and I thought I had the virus cause I was achy from the workout. I miss my gym :( time!!
4. ZOOM for bible study is all we have now a days. I do my study and do the ZOOM and that is it. I didnt see my friend this week. But next week we are gonna try it. Shall see. I did some phone calls this week both on Tuesday. One for my pastors wife friend the other for my friend. Between the two I was on the phone for 3 hours. Yikes. But hey its all we got!!
5. Work I am leaving till last. We began our temperature checks on Friday. Fun stuff. NOT REALLY! Its a pain. Its all a pain. I hate the mask I hate them. I hate the way I cant breath. I feel like I am gonna pass out. And yesterday was a big pain for real. It was hot and the mask it really was a bad combo. Oh and we count people now coming in and going. Yesterday was SO BUSY! When I came on at 3 we at over 400 people this includes people who work there. But in the morning was around 500?? Insanity. And here I thought 673 was a high number. GUESS NOT! The rain was gone the sun was shinning and all the weirdos thought it was a great day for a trip to the store.
BONUS day
6. The 10th marked 11 years since the Good Friday tornado almost hit our apartment. While I recall every year the one that could have taken us out and how God kept us safe. As it literally passed within 2 or 3 blocks behind us (had it turned it would have gotten us). We hid in that bathroom me my sister and 5 animals. Thats 2 cats, 2 kittens and 1 dog. It was scary. But God kept us safe. This year kinda throws me off. Doing the math in 2015 it landed on a Friday much like it was. But this year it was not just a Friday again. But Good Friday. 11 years later this day is a reminder twice as much as it landed on the same day and date it was in 2009. Creepy! But it was a Good Friday that day as only 2 people died. Sad it was anyone but it could have been much more as it was an ef4 nearly the highest sized tornado possible. It crossed our high way 24 (not free way) and the video of that is insane. Just go on youtube look it up you gotta put in that date probably April 10th 2009 and Murfreesboro but still there it is. Crossing the high way! So I will NEVER forget that day. Ever! And this year twice as much.
Well nothing much else to write. I am not happy at all but trying to be positive its really not easy. But what else can I do. Till next weekend praying for miracles this is over soon. Have a good week. And a happy easter. The fact I am not in church this time really does break my heart :(
1. Rain Rain go away! I swear it rained nearly non stop for 5 days and its coming back today and tomorrow. I am over this. Its bad enough we gotta hide in our houses for all eternity do we gotta do it while we cant even go outside to enjoy some fresh air at home? Really? Cause I think enough is enough with being stuck inside little alone being stuck inside with RAIN that wont go away at all :( boo!
2. My anxiety is just playing games with me. My depression is THIS HIGH. I am really just freaking out and its not going away. This the virus anxiety all this. Its messing now with my sleep which is weird for me. I sleep anywhere all the time. I never anymore have issues falling asleep, waking up early or not going back to sleep when I am awake. Lately? Nearly every day! My sister too is telling me that she has sleep issues. This stupid virus has us on edge and taking all we have. I HATE YOU STUPID COVID19!
3. Workouts did two at home one on Monday & one on Saturday. One was wiifit and the other Zumba. Fun each time. But pain after for crying out loud. Especially my wiifit that left me in pain for 2 days and I thought I had the virus cause I was achy from the workout. I miss my gym :( time!!
4. ZOOM for bible study is all we have now a days. I do my study and do the ZOOM and that is it. I didnt see my friend this week. But next week we are gonna try it. Shall see. I did some phone calls this week both on Tuesday. One for my pastors wife friend the other for my friend. Between the two I was on the phone for 3 hours. Yikes. But hey its all we got!!
5. Work I am leaving till last. We began our temperature checks on Friday. Fun stuff. NOT REALLY! Its a pain. Its all a pain. I hate the mask I hate them. I hate the way I cant breath. I feel like I am gonna pass out. And yesterday was a big pain for real. It was hot and the mask it really was a bad combo. Oh and we count people now coming in and going. Yesterday was SO BUSY! When I came on at 3 we at over 400 people this includes people who work there. But in the morning was around 500?? Insanity. And here I thought 673 was a high number. GUESS NOT! The rain was gone the sun was shinning and all the weirdos thought it was a great day for a trip to the store.
BONUS day
6. The 10th marked 11 years since the Good Friday tornado almost hit our apartment. While I recall every year the one that could have taken us out and how God kept us safe. As it literally passed within 2 or 3 blocks behind us (had it turned it would have gotten us). We hid in that bathroom me my sister and 5 animals. Thats 2 cats, 2 kittens and 1 dog. It was scary. But God kept us safe. This year kinda throws me off. Doing the math in 2015 it landed on a Friday much like it was. But this year it was not just a Friday again. But Good Friday. 11 years later this day is a reminder twice as much as it landed on the same day and date it was in 2009. Creepy! But it was a Good Friday that day as only 2 people died. Sad it was anyone but it could have been much more as it was an ef4 nearly the highest sized tornado possible. It crossed our high way 24 (not free way) and the video of that is insane. Just go on youtube look it up you gotta put in that date probably April 10th 2009 and Murfreesboro but still there it is. Crossing the high way! So I will NEVER forget that day. Ever! And this year twice as much.
Well nothing much else to write. I am not happy at all but trying to be positive its really not easy. But what else can I do. Till next weekend praying for miracles this is over soon. Have a good week. And a happy easter. The fact I am not in church this time really does break my heart :(
Saturday, April 4, 2020
The Weekend 5 (Sunday, April 5th 2020)
Welcome to April! And Happy Palm Sunday everyone!! This is the first day of the Holy Week we celebrate as we look and recall the last week of Jesus being alive on earth (before He came back on the 3rd day of course!) I got mixed emotions today I was hoping by now we would be back in church. I am still praying for a miracle for Easter. But God is in control always something we all need to remember especially me. Talk about my faith being shaken up. But that is a good thing in the end. Trials are good they help us grow produce fruit as we abide in Jesus.
1. Work this week BLAH BLAH BLAH. Well I only worked a few days since I last wrote. I worked just 3x total including last Sunday. Yeah!! At random they gave me off 3 days in a row Thursday is normal but added in there Friday & Saturday. I didnt fight it. But they have a messed up schedule and I get to now try talk to my manager this week about why I am not on the schedule AT ALL. What on earth? So I am kinda glad for the break. When I heard no Wednesday what they plan to do to us in the coming weeks I got a bunch of panic attacks that resulted in me crying and having a melt down. Needless to say I do not handle stress well now a days my emotional mental health is just a disaster. The odd thing about this is: I used to be a big believer that I could handle stress and work under pressure. I could do anything and I used to be able to. But since Rainbow died last year I think my whole mental health is 100% still not whole. So all this pressure and all these changes just getting to me. So I am trying to be prepared for my next shift today (Sunday) I got bible verses, and people praying for me. My heart just cant take another repeat. I will be asking for any friends to just pray I remain calm. Please pray I remain calm.
2. Workouts this week I did just twice. I did the wiifit on Thursday which was fun. I forget how nice that game is. I did it last week too btw so not bad. And then Saturday meaning yesterday I did a Zumba workout followed by 2 Michael Jackson experiences. Now that was a big workout! But I do miss the gym. And cant wait till I am back to working out there. But I think I want to keep this habit up and do both now. I have goals for next week for working out every day. We shall see. Gonna rain a lot so guess we shall see right. Especially doing it on days when I work in the afternoon and have to shower. Don't give up!
3. The 1st marked 6 years since my interview and near higher on the spot for babies r us. I had to hold my tongue for 2 days till my background check cleared to mention it to ANYONE. I didnt want to let it out and then be upset if it didnt work out. Gods sense of humor getting me that job on April 1st still amazes me. Of course April 3rd I let everyone know after 1 year 4 months without work I had my new job. I loved my job and still miss them so much. I was almost to my 4th year when they closed in 2018 :(
4. ZOOM again on Thursday with friends. Just a few. First off: I dont mind doing this at home. But I MISS doing it at church. I MISS IT SO MUCH! I cannot wait to be back seeing people. Not just a few from our group but lots of ladies from other groups. I just cant wait to be back at its gain at church. I miss church so much. Of all the things I lost recently I miss in this order: 1. Church, 2. My Radio Station, 3. Gym, 4. Movie theater. See you again next week ladies
5. Tuesday I got one friend calling me and we talked like 20 minutes. Then I called my dear friend and we talked 1.5 hours WOW! That is crazy but it flew by. No complaints. I decided to go out with my mom and my sister for dinner for them I got a snack and a coffee. And my other friend that lives by the beach called me. So we did this drive by and parked for a few minutes below her condo she on the 8th floor. She came out waved a blanket and yelled at us both on phone and I could hear her. I miss her so much! But thanks to social distancing we cant see each other :( So that was a fun way to end the day. Then Saturday my friend my good friend we went to the park together and hung out for over an hour walked around talking. I really had a good time with her. Was so fun! Sad for no hugs :( but I kinda knew that coming. Soon one day soon this will be over and we can hug again and be okay. God is in control.
Well that all for now. This week more working but less hours. Rain ugh. ZOOM and not much else. Have a good week everyone. Happy early Good Friday & Easter. See you next weekend. God bless you!!
1. Work this week BLAH BLAH BLAH. Well I only worked a few days since I last wrote. I worked just 3x total including last Sunday. Yeah!! At random they gave me off 3 days in a row Thursday is normal but added in there Friday & Saturday. I didnt fight it. But they have a messed up schedule and I get to now try talk to my manager this week about why I am not on the schedule AT ALL. What on earth? So I am kinda glad for the break. When I heard no Wednesday what they plan to do to us in the coming weeks I got a bunch of panic attacks that resulted in me crying and having a melt down. Needless to say I do not handle stress well now a days my emotional mental health is just a disaster. The odd thing about this is: I used to be a big believer that I could handle stress and work under pressure. I could do anything and I used to be able to. But since Rainbow died last year I think my whole mental health is 100% still not whole. So all this pressure and all these changes just getting to me. So I am trying to be prepared for my next shift today (Sunday) I got bible verses, and people praying for me. My heart just cant take another repeat. I will be asking for any friends to just pray I remain calm. Please pray I remain calm.
2. Workouts this week I did just twice. I did the wiifit on Thursday which was fun. I forget how nice that game is. I did it last week too btw so not bad. And then Saturday meaning yesterday I did a Zumba workout followed by 2 Michael Jackson experiences. Now that was a big workout! But I do miss the gym. And cant wait till I am back to working out there. But I think I want to keep this habit up and do both now. I have goals for next week for working out every day. We shall see. Gonna rain a lot so guess we shall see right. Especially doing it on days when I work in the afternoon and have to shower. Don't give up!
3. The 1st marked 6 years since my interview and near higher on the spot for babies r us. I had to hold my tongue for 2 days till my background check cleared to mention it to ANYONE. I didnt want to let it out and then be upset if it didnt work out. Gods sense of humor getting me that job on April 1st still amazes me. Of course April 3rd I let everyone know after 1 year 4 months without work I had my new job. I loved my job and still miss them so much. I was almost to my 4th year when they closed in 2018 :(
4. ZOOM again on Thursday with friends. Just a few. First off: I dont mind doing this at home. But I MISS doing it at church. I MISS IT SO MUCH! I cannot wait to be back seeing people. Not just a few from our group but lots of ladies from other groups. I just cant wait to be back at its gain at church. I miss church so much. Of all the things I lost recently I miss in this order: 1. Church, 2. My Radio Station, 3. Gym, 4. Movie theater. See you again next week ladies
5. Tuesday I got one friend calling me and we talked like 20 minutes. Then I called my dear friend and we talked 1.5 hours WOW! That is crazy but it flew by. No complaints. I decided to go out with my mom and my sister for dinner for them I got a snack and a coffee. And my other friend that lives by the beach called me. So we did this drive by and parked for a few minutes below her condo she on the 8th floor. She came out waved a blanket and yelled at us both on phone and I could hear her. I miss her so much! But thanks to social distancing we cant see each other :( So that was a fun way to end the day. Then Saturday my friend my good friend we went to the park together and hung out for over an hour walked around talking. I really had a good time with her. Was so fun! Sad for no hugs :( but I kinda knew that coming. Soon one day soon this will be over and we can hug again and be okay. God is in control.
Well that all for now. This week more working but less hours. Rain ugh. ZOOM and not much else. Have a good week everyone. Happy early Good Friday & Easter. See you next weekend. God bless you!!