Welcome. Today sadly marks 5 years since my sisters cat Maggie left us. I still miss that silly orange cat and it still makes me sad how fast she went and how unsure we will always be what took her!! I'm glad she has a friend in Rainbow and they are up there playing with Princess too. I hope that all our pets are together when we cross to heaven. I wanna see them all one by one. Love you Maggie Pie!
1. My beautiful Rainbow. It has been 1 years since you left me for the other side of here. The bridge wherever you are waiting for me. You left me on the 12th. I had a horrible day. I cried so much my eyes hurt. Begged Jesus to take my grief it was overwhelming me so badly. I wanted to die. I've spent a year not taking care of my diabetes eating whatever I need to get healthy again. Clearly I wont die from that or a broken heart. I am not there yet dear Rainbow. But I will join you soon I am unsure when but soon. So after I cried my eyes out and worshipped God with all my might. I woke up feeling different the next day. I have to believe that Jesus finally took that grief burden off me. My heart is still broken but I have to believe its getting healed now closer each day. I wont ever stop missing my baby girl. I never will :(
2. School busy busy. We in our stories now till second week of November. So I only go for an hour each time to read stories and talk about them. I dont talk much. Mine is still weeks away. So I just go cause I have to. Yeah. Cant (not) wait for mine on November 5th LOL
3. GYM just once almost twice. Did it on Monday. Also workouts for my arms per norm every other day. That is how we do it. And walks 3 total. Sunday, Tuesday & Thursday. Woohoo!
4. Work is blah! I am over work. I am getting hours but not enough. Yup. I did my therapy once this last week. I wanted to die. She moved my bad shoulder so much it hasn't stopped hurting and now I cant move it as much as I was able to. She kept saying frozen shoulder. But I'm now afraid she hurt me more what if its more than what they saw on the MRI. I am getting an MRI this week I pray so I pray I can afford it well someone can loan me money for it. I need to focus on my shoulder too not just my neck. I did acupuncture twice. I only have 2 more times of that, and 3 more times of therapy. Then what? I dont know! Injection? I dont see pain doctor till November 11th. Plenty of time to figure this out, pray pray pray and do my stretches. God willing I will be done with this thing before years end and get out of this job for real.
5. Church was beautiful on Sunday. It was hard after. I talked to my dear two friends and then I prayed with my pastor for my broken heart. Monday was hard as I said. I love my church. I love them all SO MUCH! I love you all!! Coming up to 3 years soon very soon wow. Love you church :)
That is all for now. Busy week is coming up. But less work and spending that less day with my dear friend. Have a great week. See ya next weekend. Stay safe and stay cool!!!
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