Welcome. This week did not go as planned. That is a good way to put it ugh
1. Work nope. I didnt work much at all. When I did work I felt like crap. I worked on Sunday & again on Friday. I had Saturday off for the hot chocolate race (more next week). I got sick probably food poisoning on Monday & Tuesday and stayed off also on Wednesday. So I am down on my PPTO and now have 4pts. Yikes. Till April 29th next 1 drops. I need to keep working on leaving I cant be here forever I might lose my mind!
2. Thursday I went for my psychical finally. And then found out that I have to do a bloodwork where I fast :( so yeah about that. So I go back this week for that fun. Not really. This week is super busy. Shorter but busy ugh.
3. Workouts not much. I did a walk just on Thursday. Due to being sick I not only lost work, I lost our last gym for several weeks. The race day after we not gonna. And the following week my sister wont be home. So oh well guess not for a few gym oh well...
4. Church beautiful on Sunday. I gave my friend my 20 rocks for the next two weeks she good! And I was super happy to go on Thursday too to the study. I love my group of friends we are so awesome and talk for hours. Its just a great time. :)
5. My mental health is just not doing so great. I feel like a massive lonely failure. I'm getting dips and days where I cry and cry. Some have a reason some do not. My racing thoughts woke me up twice this week. Back to overthinking and not sleeping and insomnia. This week I talk to both my doctors. And I hope I have some good visits. Cause I need some good news.
Have a good week. Next week is gonna be busy busy. God bless you :)
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