Welcome. Good bye April you been sweet hello May tomorrow. How was your week? Doing this on time even if it right before bed :)
1. Work has been its usual busy insanity. I am starting to get into the groove of things. Still I hate when Monday ends and once I'm locked into unfun days Tuesday & Wednesday. I shouldn't be so stressed yet as I look upon tomorrow that begins my 3 in a row Idk what is coming either ugh. So yeah works busy stressful and ugly.
2. My emotions have been so up and down this week. The worst day was Tuesday for work. I was just annoyed by everyone and everything. This was with tons of prayers and even a pill eventually. It just got to me. Idk why. It didnt end and I wish it had but I got by and was grateful for Wednesday. I thought I'd be super stressed but I was fine the whole day and not even as exhausted as I thought I would be end of day. Then come Thursday my worst day yet. It began okay I was in a good mood when I woke up. 7hrs felt nice. I had one of my energy zip drinks and it helped. We cleaned a little then got food at the beach haven't been there in a few weeks. ALL good. Got home the crazy of house life wasn't what made it bad but didnt help. It was when I couldn't go to the study and it was horrible. I know God was keeping me from the study I lost my rides twice. And gave up to crying all day, taking not one but two pills (not at once) avoiding shaving in fears of what I might try and going to bed just feeling like poop. I just was so drained! I hate missing church or studies I rarely miss church and this was my first study that I missed in a long time :(
3. I did my psychiatrist on Wednesday and now we dropping at least my painful medicine that I felt wasn't helping me at all since January. As of this Thursday I will be free from its evil grasp on me. I am on once a day till then. And I will gladly say good bye on Thursday haha. Friday I had my therapy early at 8am. I had to hide in my sisters car for my appointment. It went good actually better then I thought and quiet (crazy dog next door always bugs the crap out of us barking all the time she not out till I almost done). So both appointments that closed together always are so tiring. So glad no appointments this week at all :)
4. I did a walk on Sunday my favorite evening walks so beautiful and calm. Even if its cooler out I love my walks in the evenings. And then after my bad day Thursday I gave myself a treat a walk which was helpful so I could cry and talk to Jesus and enjoy His creation. I love my walks. We almost tried back to gym this week but didn't happen tis so hard :( maybe next week unsure about this one. Shall see maybe Thursday ha
5. Church was beautiful Sunday. I love my hugs and love and laughs and things. There is nothing like my church time. Knowing I didnt get Thursday in I am great and always value my Sundays. I also love not working coming home for naps, walks and whatever I want to do. Yes I love my Sundays :)
Have a blessed week. Shall see you next week in May. God bless you :)
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