Welcome. Last week was unpredictable to say the least. Okay then.
1. Hard to believe its been a full year since we got over c*vid although it hung on for dear life all through August and then kinda ruined my entire immune system to date I have had this year alone at least 3 sinus infections, and last year I had at least 2 or 3 some that wouldn't go away with one round of medicines so I had to go at it again including one this year and one last year! Stupid virus ruined my health worse then my diabetes and I am sure having that doesn't help it either boo!
2. Church was a nice time. But I miss some people not there. It just seems empty. Our Pastor and several friends some very close not there. I am sad. I miss the hugs. And I still miss all those gone now over a year ago. My church used to be full of people and full of love and then it went the other direction. And I'm probably never gonna be fully over that tbh :(
3. My 5th radio show went so well!! I had issues on 3 and worse on 4 so this was just such a relief. I know that bad things happen, thats life, and its a learning curve for me for sure but honestly having such a perfect show really reminded me why I used to love doing this show. I always have issues almost every time sometimes worse then others but sometimes it just is too much and I am just dealing with tons of anxiety and lack of sleep too this time around. I am not who I was 3 years ago when I last did this show. I'm unsure if thats a good thing or not.
4. Got my 2nd injection in my shoulder on Thursday. Unlike last time my shoulder and arm were totally sore and that wasn't fun. We went to the beach whether that was a good idea or not. I got a wee bit sunburnt. And my shoulder was super hot on Friday but I think its from the injection too not just a sun burn.
5. My mental health isn't doing so great. After months of doing well since like February I feel like I have gone backwards. My medicines aren't working right or something idk what it is. For weeks now. And worse since Wednesday. I called out Wednesday for a mental day because I so bad I just needed to NOT be at work. And I was so glad. I stayed home did nothing but sleep and eat and sleep and eat and bed. I see my therapist this week and my psychiatrist next week. Unsure what will happen... so work has been very stressful and I know this is NOT helping me at all. We way too short handed and they expecting the same from us despite schedule changes and people stop showing up. I think its gonna drive us all crazy pretty soon :(
Well this week is busy. But planning to work all 5 my days there is that. See you next week. We almost done with July what is up with that.
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