Sunday, September 28, 2014

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, September 28th 2014)

Welcome to Fall! Our weather is finally cooling down. In fact today for the first time in weeks it felt like Fall. Its been cooler day and night most of them at least (we still are in our 80’s sometimes inside but cooler as it gets later and in the early morning). And it was breezy tonight a crisp fall feel. I miss TN sometimes and REAL weather including Fall where leaves fall and change color but cant go back to that time…

1. Workouts this week have been zero sadly. I had like one time to actually do one on Monday and I ended up failing on that one. I couldn’t get around to it any day otherwise. Between work and school and homework I am up to my eyeballs in businesses. I used to have a dull life and now well yeah… so yeah no workouts but one walk. I have walked to the Sprinter and I swear work sometimes is its own workout when I am in like the back of the store and called to the front of the store a lot yeah it’s a walk thing every time.

2. Work has been really busy! This next week will be very busier. I just finished my first of 5 days THIS week. Our work weeks begin on Sunday till the following Saturday. I worked today and then I work again tomorrow, then Thur-Sat. And begin again on Sunday. This past week I worked on Sunday of course I talked about that last week maybe and then I worked from Thursday till well tomorrow! Hours wise this is great I am unsure how much it will keep up. For example next week this one I am now will be 31 hours but next week is only 18. I am saving back whatever I can for the future anything necessary for that. So being so busy I am so tired. My feet are killing me. I woke up today with wobbly legs wondering what the heck I had done to them standing nearly 8 hours yesterday. And then walking to the Sprinter. Days like this make me think back to 15 years ago when I was told not only would I never be okay from my knee injury “never any better never any worse” but was told to NOT do retail EVER again. I didn’t listen and here I am 15 years later and my 13th retail job (not counting 4 food type jobs)… yeah about that…

3. School is going wonderful and weirdly odd. I mean we started out with 3 classes on Wednesdays and now we are down to 1 (each). I mean it all mine are online but 1. My sister has 2 in person and 1 meets on Wednesdays that also meets on Mondays. I finished off my 6 weeks online class and have 2 weeks left of my other one. Then I will be down to 2 online and 1 in person. BUT October 14th I will begin 2 late start online classes. Those both 3 units each will bring me back to my 13 units I had when we had English before we dropped it. And all will be at Palomar. That means in just 2 weeks I say good bye to Mira Costa till the Spring (January WILL come quickly!). Balancing school and work was never my strong suit and now that I am older and doing this again its really something else that’s for sure…

4. Wednesday was an odd ball day for me. I went to school per norm got to present to the class on like 2 hours of sleep my idea for a final show and it got picked along with 3 others. I guess I can be proud that since there is only 4 girls total in this class (including me) that mine was the only girl. I am now the producer of my show that will begin filming in a few weeks well whatever you call it wont be long or nothing. So after class I rode the Sprinter to the beach and then took a bus to the store and then another bus to the library and there for a bit even did some homework. Then a bus home. It was a lot of walking, a lot of riding and exhausting. Mostly done cause my sisters yearly visit with her case worker happened and I didn’t want to come home when she there and I knew my mom couldn’t come get me for a bit I probably got home around the time she’d have gotten me but oh well had fun. But it was EXHAUSTING! My little adventure.

5. I keep thinking about its now 2 years since I last worked for Legoland. I loved that park still do. But they hate me truly hate me. And all because of things I don’t understand. 2 years ago I was about to begin Brick or Treat I was SO excited! Sure it was just the weekends but it was a job I didn’t know I would have. But why did I have to be let back on? Why did it happen like that? I will never understand why God allows things like this. I know the song playing as I type one of my favorites “The Way It Is” by Bruce Hornsby. And that is just the way it was. But I loved my job. I LOVED IT. And they blamed me, made up stuff claimed untrue then said I could not come back EVER AGAIN! I fought them tooth and nail and still apply when jobs come up even with my currently being employed I want back in. And they wont let me. Why did it go down like that? Why when I love a job do they hate me back? I know one day I can publish this all in my memoir but till then I have to question it to myself alone… 2 years ago never will make sense what happened…

Well enough sad stuff. Have a good week everyone! I will be busy busy busy busy. I hope I sleep some. Lots of homework tonight, new tv shows are back (you liking them so far?), gonna see a movie and work a ton plus. See you next weekend and good by September hello October.

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