It's been a long week but hey this is up ON TIME so there is that. Yeah go me! Can't promise this will happen next weekend but I shall try to see if I can do it!!!! Let's be hopeful!!
1. The 8th marks again the birthday of my dog Cocoa who died on Dec 5 2001. Had she been alive she'd be 27. She was 13.5 when she died. Of course I miss my first real pet. I had fish before her and just a few years later I got my first cat. But she was my first real pet I got when I was 8. And her loss was very sad. Happy Birthday in heaven. See you someday I am sure!
2. On the 8th or 9th unsure it marks 17 years since I graduated from High School. Looking back I try to figure out how so much time has passed and so little has happened for me. Sure I have lived out of state and back in state. I lived in two different states not California for 4 years I was on my own. But things like: never had a license, never had a boyfriend, no husband, no kids, no real career. Are really sad. Sure I have a BA degree and went to another broadcasting school graduated that too. I am back in school again. We have lost people and pets. But I feel like so much of my life that I want to happen or hope will hasn't happened yet. How am I this age and nothing much has happened while the majority of my class mates have had so much this and more? I don't know. Life is funny that way. And I'm sure glad when I graduated I didn't know that my life would be such a massive failure 17 years down the line...
3. Weather is finally warming up or it was. Few days of hot mid 80's inside. Sunny beautiful almost Summer like. Then yesterday and today cloudy gloomy and cool. June gloom I guess. Either way confusing as that is Summer IS coming and we are finally getting better weather. I did manage my first real workout in months once this week. I did the wiifit for 45min (212 days since last on there and hey I have lost 8 lbs since last time. Haha), small walk and small bike. It was good to work out even if I am still allergy cough and all ugh.
4. Work is work and well still same about days. I expect different days and hopefully more hours in a few weeks. Shall see. But work is just keeping me busy somewhat and then its not. That's how it goes. I did have my review last week and guess I got a small raise found out this week not bad.
5. My dog Rainbow is my baby my kid. I love her so much! Even has I painfully pay for pills I cant afford and vet bills I cant. She gave me a good scare the other night before we getting her pills. I thought she had fluid on her lungs because she was coughing more than usual and breathing heavy. I was up alone and thought I'd have to wake my parents take her to the vet. But I stuck it out slept out front for hours checking her breathing. And she was okay next day the vet checked her NO fluid on the longs thank God. I love her so much!!!!! Praying the meds help her but she is still so far coughing and doing pills twice a day is not so much fun for either of us but doing our best...
Well that's all for now. Been a long odd week. Not much happening but that is okay. Hopeful for the future and some good things for now just trying to get by. See you all next weekend!!!!
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