Saturday, October 13, 2018

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 14th 2018)

Welcome welcome. What a week it has been since I last did an update. How was your week? I wasn't busy but still kept busy. And I am still without a job come 6 months later since my job closed.

1. UE decided to boot me. That was my news on Sunday of last week. I was checking to see if I got paid only to see my money is out. Not only is it out I cant get more. AND my last check was $13 less than my last one. IDK why the following: I didnt pay attention & why they did this. Then I recalled in 2013 last time I had a year of UE. It wasn't really a year. They renewed it half way through. End of 2013 California VOTED yes you heard that right VOTED to cancel out extensions. I had no idea 5 years later I would be in the same situation. So now I have about a month till I am completely out of money. I can make it till mid November. Including all my savings left from my tax return I was trying to not save. I wanna kinda give up on saving. I swear. I was saving $25 a month then I had to stop that when school began for my sprinter pass. THEN they raised the price so all the money I saved all year went to my passes all year. Now the rest of my savings is going away. All $350 is what I will be surviving on once my UE runs out in a few weeks. God willing this won't matter much longer and I will have a job. But at this point I am unsure if I will and when. But God has never failed me and His timing is perfect. A piece of me hopes there is a reason it ran out and I don't have work and this is God showing me that He is in control of the whole situation and a job will appear just in the nick of time. I have been faithful in all this tithing my 10% every two weeks and being the best I can at taking care of what I have. I believe God won't fail me I believe He knows the timing. And of course while this was a true SHOCK to me it was not to Him.

2. Diabetes week 3. My sister just signed me up for a talk thingy next week I will update then. In the mean time I am still learning to live without my beloved carbs and sugar. I admitted a week ago on facebook that I have this. I am unsure why it took this long. I think the shock has gone away and I have accepted it finally so I can move on. I feel bad for my sister too. She refuses to get tested while hoping she doesn't have it. I was shopping with her on Thursday and I am like I am sorry I made you check labels now too. I am like when did this begin. She goes 3 weeks ago. Gulp guilty. You just don't get till you are in this situation how much you eat sugar and carbs and how it affects you. I am still trying to move every day in every way possible. I discover more and more sugarless fun like Russel Stover has some AMAZING sugarless candy. Yum. But I am nervous too. I feel like I'm not losing weight. And that in 2 months my failure will be not getting my blood sugar down my A1C. I am nervous as crap for something that is 2 months away. Did I mention stress is bad for blood sugar too?

3. We had a big rain storm thunder lightning and windy on Friday night. WOW it was crazy. I was back in another state again. I turned off the lights to watch the show for a few minutes till my heart pounded so heart I thought I would have a heart attack. It was so cool. God is so awesome!!!! I loved it loved it. But was glad it over yesterday. I could go outside take pictures of birds and put up the bird feeder cause it cleared up. Stars and all that jazz. So rain is gone now and warmer next week. Welcome to Fall in California haha ;)

4. GYM did it only once last week. We wanted to do it twice like on Tuesday and also maybe three times on Saturday. But sister working and exhausting. I cant keep making excuses though. Maybe twice next week? Maybe!! But yeah love gym. Hate I forgot my shoes at home so I had to wear those slip on ones from Rite Aid that hurt my feet like nothing else especially after they off me.

5. School only there on Tuesday because our teacher lost his father. SO no class on Thursday. I did my show 7 fine as can be no problems it was great!! Followed it up with my air check which was nerve racking but glad that done. I have another one in a month. Lots to fix on my show. And try to submit my best two shows for a possible award that goes on next year in March. I am excited. I hope I win. But going to New York if they pay for it WOW that would be the best!!!! :)

Well that is all for now. In spite of all that my sister paid for us to go to the NKOTB concert next May. Its far away but cant way to see them and a few other great 80s groups in person. Wow. Well have a nice week. I have an interview school picking up refill on my meds the diabetes thing and hopefully gym time. But at least the weather will be behave I think. Till then good day all. God bless you!!

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