Welcome to this one and a busy one. Last week I had two things unexpected and not planned. Still had 2 relax days and plenty of excitement. How was your week? Good?
1. Monday I had my job interview with Girl Scouts. I honestly after seeing their adorable small store realized I couldn't do it. Still I went in there on full faith if this was the job God would work it out and I would like it wherever He places me. Well I doubt now its happening. Its been almost a week and no one got back to me. So while the days work, the hours work even the location (so very close to my sisters job) I will keep on trying. The shocker as an interview with the new Dollar Tree manager. We have a new store opening in November by us I mean right by us. Fresh & Easy closed like 3 or 4 years ago. This is 5min from our house. Sadly the manager wanted me to be able to set up the store including working Tuesday & Thursdays when I in school. I was willing to skip class on 2 Thursdays but I refused to skip Tuesdays. I have my show and my class. I can only skip 6 I have skipped 2 already! And I DO NOT want to miss 2 radio shows. Still if he could work around this I would miss church for two weeks. I am willing to do that if I am okay after that to not work till after. I refuse to let ANY job or ANY thing get rid of me going to church not again. NEVER again! I gave him my phone number and he claimed Friday he would call the manager to see if she would be okay if I didnt work every day. He said he would get back to me. He joked another worker could fill in on the days I cant. It all seemed to good to be true. He would call me and get me in the system. They trying to hire another 10 in the next week. I am still hopeful it might work out. But two days later and nothing from him. I called yesterday to make sure they had my phone number correct they do. I am gonna give up for now or ever on new stores. I swear its harder to get a job at a brand new store then one that is established. It seems easier when they hiring like 30 people your odds go up. And yet ever since my very first ever retail job 20 years go THIS MONTH! October 1998 I got my job that ended with me hurting my knee and then suing them. Maybe I am jinxed to never again open a store. They all want full availability till they open then its okay after. Hobby Lobby last month and now this. He said they might hire more after they open. I straight up wanted an answer "How likely that you will do that?" blink blink. Well "it depends on how many stay." In other words sorry kid if you don't get it now you won't get it then. I gotcha thanks and bye. In the end God will bring me to the right job. I just keep stressing. If I don't have a job by beginning of November I won't have enough money to pay my bills mid. And if I don't have one by mid November I won't have enough to be okay even with help from my sister and or mom. God is faithful people are not. God is control they are not. Just please pray for me. I just wish UE hadn't run out like that and I could just be looking for work as I can. Winco new grocery store opening could have been a third interview maybe next week. They called me Thursday I called them back on Friday and she said I will call you in 15min back she never did and not on Saturday either. And that kids is all folks.
2. School is going alright. I did show 8 on Tuesday. And some how before I was able to put together 3 liners due on Thursday. And my manger liked them enough yeah! So that is done. And show 8 was great. English is going well. I Learn a lot. I am getting nervous as we approach mid month and I haven't thought up my idea for my book yet for NaNoWriMo. I actually have just 10 days left to figure this out. GULP GULP. I have never not had an idea I have had crap ideas that drag along and make me want to say good bye world. I have ideas that are great and fly by I don't even struggle. The more busy I am the more easier it is to write them the harder it is to come up with one. Been doing this 10 years now! I began this in 2008 I have always written my novels. 10 plus going strong. COME ON BRAIN!
3. Did the GYM just once last week and only 20min. It was emotional as we ended up at my old gym next to my former job. BRU looks exactly the same. Except its not in business anymore. The store from the outside appears to be open except no cars there no lights nothing. Of course its a dead shell nothing in there. Life stollen from it for 6 months now. Gad I miss it! But yeah Gym was nice but quick sad it our only time. I did a small workout at home but just on Saturday best I could. I need to locate my batteries to start using my wii board again. After the GYM we did this diabetes thing that wasn't what we thought. IT was more like here is a bunch information about how much diabetes sucks and now come pay money to get help to not have diabetes anymore to "reverse" it. We got a free meal from Spaghetti Factory sure but waited for it for 2 hours time we got it my stomach was in knots. And their dressing on their salads at the beginning was like soup IT SO GROSS!
4. Wednesday unexpected we joined my parents and sister and my dads cousins 4 total for breakfast at Beach Break. Sure I couldn't have too much pancakes and took a lot home. I even bought my sugar free syrup. But that omelette was AMAZING. It was and odd thing. But they are family and my family is leaving me in pieces as we get older. So I appreciate family no matter what and who they are anymore.
5. The 18th marks 3 years since our dear sweet Maggie cat went to heaven. I am unsure if I will ever see her again. But man I miss her. I miss her crazy and keeping our room insane. All she had. The worst part of this is we don't know what killed her so quickly. I feel bad we lost her so young and the end of her life was painful and quick. It was just horrible. RIP Maggie
Hard to believe its been a month since I was diagnosed with diabetes. A life changing thing. I am still learning so much and being depressed sometimes too. But in the end the doctors don't control me Jesus does. And that is where my fait lies in Him not them. This week is very little going on and I am pretty sure it won't change. See you next weekend. Have a good one. And God Bless you!
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