Happy Memorial Day weekend everyone!! Remember the true meaning of this holiday not just a 3 day weekend and beginning of Summer... I had a hard week hard but here I am again.
1. Work this week I did not call out. I am still thank God clocking in on time almost everyday instead of my clock in at 9 after almost all my shifts. I like clocking in on time and leaving on time and getting my full 40hrs each week. Plus it helps me look like a good employee. Work this week has been tough for me. More below.
2. Monday a week ago and a week after the whole finding out about my co worker dying my very good friend co worker told me she had broken up with her significant other and cause they live together she had NO place to live. She was going to have to either move with her sister in AZ or up by LA with her brother. She had no choice. I had a huge meltdown over this on Monday after work. I cried and cried and cried. We have bonded over the last year and I didnt think nor understand why God would allow this to happen. I witness to her and I am her friend and I need her. Yes I need her. Not like I need God I need God always but I do need her at work. And she needs me too. She was sure they'd not get back together she felt bad she knows how upset I was. She was gonna move by end of June. I went all week thinking she leaving and crying a lot. On Friday she shocked me to tell me they got back together and she is not leaving after all. I had been praying a lot and I know THIS is Gods will. I think it was just a big spiritual attack. So I was upset about her. And Michael my co worker I still miss him so much!! Work is just hard. I am not fully accepting he is gone yet. They had his memorial yesterday the 27th and I did not go because I had to work and would not want to leave early nor take the day off. I am saving for our vacation in the fall. Plus going would be so hard. It would make it real. It would mean he was gone for real and not coming back. Its the hardest as I dont know what he believed when he died. That hurts too. NOT knowing if someone was saved. :( I miss you Michael but I am so glad my co worker isn't leaving. Hard week like I said.
3. Church was beautiful last week. It always is. I miss our Thursday study groups already. I know they are gonna do some more for Summer unsure when that will be. For now my Thursdays are mine alone. But yes I love church. I went to get my medicine after then came home and slept a while. I am always so tired. I took my walk in the evening. I love my Sundays. I need to get back to cleaning too I seem to not do much but at same time maybe that is okay.
4. Thursday we got breakfast and then headed to the Safari Park for like 4hrs. It was a fun day. We didnt see the animals we usually see. Instead we weaved around the other side of the park. We also rode the tram first time since before covid. And the bats was open we got to see them. This only opened up a week ago after being close for 3 years!! I love those little guys :)
5. A week ago I was sure I'd know by now if I got my radio spot back at KKSM. Idk why but I dont think I will be doing it for the summer. The semester begins tomorrow. For reasons I dont understand he didnt pick me. Maybe my limited schedule. I am trying to not be discouraged. Unless he is just late letting us know. I will for sure try in the fall. I just wish I knew why. He liked me. I think its not fare. And I am sad :( I do want to eventually get a job at a radio station but I need to get back on the radio for experience again before I can try for a real job sometime in the future. I'm not retiring at Walmart.
Well this week is busy with 2 appointments. But not much else. Have a blessed week. See you all in June!! God bless you :)
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