Last one of these for this month. Hard to believe it. While March was a half good month mixed with horrible, not this month its been all bad! April isn't a great month this year. Its usually my favorite. Its poetry month I like to write poetry nope I didnt even touch that page. I came back to God in April 2017. And since its an even month (4th one) its my favorite month of the year. In fact if I ever get married I want to get married in April. Its usually not hot, and although April showers bring May flowers the weather is usually nice. I used to love April till this year...
1. Work this week short again. Another 4 days. In fact this is my first of two weeks where I have a 3 days off in a row. Like a mini vacation. Cause truly without school or church there is nothing going on for 3 days for me. I wish I was back to where there was stuff going on for those two days I was off. Anyways. So work just gets more and more fun. After all this I am kinda over this whole thing at the door. In fact I wanted out of the store and now I just want out of everything about it. So soon as I can I am out of there. My co worker joked with me and I was like with all this going on no I am over this I am over this job all together. Retail my store all of it. In fact if God is willing I am beyond ready to move on from retail to a real job. So work was blah. Same thing every time. Come in, count people or direct them to the exit or enter. And for crying out loud go out the right door. PEOPLE CANNOT READ!!!! The heat brought out the crowds yesterday I am sure again today. Idk why its fun to go to the store when its hot out but tbh nothing is open what are they gonna do except you know stay home like they supposed to.... anyways.
2. Workouts this week I actually did a lot of them! Last week very little this week THREE TIMES! I did Zumba on Tuesday & Thursday. And Thursday was a 45min one nice and long. And a wiifit on Friday before I worked my shift. Go me! I miss the gym but this will do till I get back to it. You know what is funny? Me and my sister spent months and months since we got our new cable box last year trying to get motivated to set my wii back up again. We could play games like Harry Potter lego or we could work out. But we wouldn't do it. Soon as this hit my sister worked hard and set it up. Took about 20min and we are so glad. Now we can play games or workout. She works out more than me! We use my wii all cause we got forced to set it up. So yeah 45min wore me out. I was so sore and it got hot this week so I was hot and sore same time. UGH lol.
3. ZOOM again this week. I am now praying for a miracle: we get to finish our Virtue study at our church! We have THREE of these left plus the dinner. So just 3 more of these. I am praying for a miracle to be back at church. ZOOM is okay I mean I love seeing people and hearing them. But its NOT the same thing. No hugs after, no seeing people, and hello having a spot in my nosey small house to not have others hear the sounds is just wrong. I am over zoom. So is my good friend. We do it because we have to and that is why. So praying for a miracle
4. I miss church. To say I dont is a lie. Every Sunday is hard. But still I go online and watch it. I say hi to everyone. And then cry my eyes out while online afterwards for a while. Still mourning this loss. Still mourning this thing I cant have that I want and LOVE SO MUCH! I hate it. I hate it so much. I miss you church. God keeps giving me LP people. They come in and are there when I am there. I know they might come when I am not. But God is letting me see them nearly every week. For a week or two it was nothing even though I was seeing people all the time. Now once a week or more I am getting life point people. They come in to shop and not to see me but I still talk to them. I MISS THEM ALL SO MUCH!!!!
5. We are still here. End of April. Still at home. Nothing open. Still here. Here sit. There is two me's right now. The me of the positive is like well May is coming WE COULD BE GOING BACK SOON! And then negative me wants to be like WELL THEY SAID IT MIGHT LAST TILL JUNE! Yet they are slowly opening things up just like they said. And its slow. I am praying by May 1st we will start to roll towards opening stuff up. It might not go to big gatherings for a few weeks. But if they start May 1st then maybe by two weeks from then we could be heading towards 50 people. And then 100. My miracle prayer is we together by end of May IF NOT SOONER! Is it possible? If you are trusting the government and not God then thats a maybe. But if you are trusting God and I do. Then you know what it could happen. Because God is the one in control of all this not them. The government thinks they are in charger and more scarier when they think like the governor saying God didnt slow this virus down in NY. Um yeah He did!
So there you go. Last one of these for April. Praying for miracles as we approach May. Here we go. Have a good one. Stay cool! Especially since it got very hot here in the past few days YIKES!!!! God bless you always.
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