Welcome to April! And Happy Palm Sunday everyone!! This is the first day of the Holy Week we celebrate as we look and recall the last week of Jesus being alive on earth (before He came back on the 3rd day of course!) I got mixed emotions today I was hoping by now we would be back in church. I am still praying for a miracle for Easter. But God is in control always something we all need to remember especially me. Talk about my faith being shaken up. But that is a good thing in the end. Trials are good they help us grow produce fruit as we abide in Jesus.
1. Work this week BLAH BLAH BLAH. Well I only worked a few days since I last wrote. I worked just 3x total including last Sunday. Yeah!! At random they gave me off 3 days in a row Thursday is normal but added in there Friday & Saturday. I didnt fight it. But they have a messed up schedule and I get to now try talk to my manager this week about why I am not on the schedule AT ALL. What on earth? So I am kinda glad for the break. When I heard no Wednesday what they plan to do to us in the coming weeks I got a bunch of panic attacks that resulted in me crying and having a melt down. Needless to say I do not handle stress well now a days my emotional mental health is just a disaster. The odd thing about this is: I used to be a big believer that I could handle stress and work under pressure. I could do anything and I used to be able to. But since Rainbow died last year I think my whole mental health is 100% still not whole. So all this pressure and all these changes just getting to me. So I am trying to be prepared for my next shift today (Sunday) I got bible verses, and people praying for me. My heart just cant take another repeat. I will be asking for any friends to just pray I remain calm. Please pray I remain calm.
2. Workouts this week I did just twice. I did the wiifit on Thursday which was fun. I forget how nice that game is. I did it last week too btw so not bad. And then Saturday meaning yesterday I did a Zumba workout followed by 2 Michael Jackson experiences. Now that was a big workout! But I do miss the gym. And cant wait till I am back to working out there. But I think I want to keep this habit up and do both now. I have goals for next week for working out every day. We shall see. Gonna rain a lot so guess we shall see right. Especially doing it on days when I work in the afternoon and have to shower. Don't give up!
3. The 1st marked 6 years since my interview and near higher on the spot for babies r us. I had to hold my tongue for 2 days till my background check cleared to mention it to ANYONE. I didnt want to let it out and then be upset if it didnt work out. Gods sense of humor getting me that job on April 1st still amazes me. Of course April 3rd I let everyone know after 1 year 4 months without work I had my new job. I loved my job and still miss them so much. I was almost to my 4th year when they closed in 2018 :(
4. ZOOM again on Thursday with friends. Just a few. First off: I dont mind doing this at home. But I MISS doing it at church. I MISS IT SO MUCH! I cannot wait to be back seeing people. Not just a few from our group but lots of ladies from other groups. I just cant wait to be back at its gain at church. I miss church so much. Of all the things I lost recently I miss in this order: 1. Church, 2. My Radio Station, 3. Gym, 4. Movie theater. See you again next week ladies
5. Tuesday I got one friend calling me and we talked like 20 minutes. Then I called my dear friend and we talked 1.5 hours WOW! That is crazy but it flew by. No complaints. I decided to go out with my mom and my sister for dinner for them I got a snack and a coffee. And my other friend that lives by the beach called me. So we did this drive by and parked for a few minutes below her condo she on the 8th floor. She came out waved a blanket and yelled at us both on phone and I could hear her. I miss her so much! But thanks to social distancing we cant see each other :( So that was a fun way to end the day. Then Saturday my friend my good friend we went to the park together and hung out for over an hour walked around talking. I really had a good time with her. Was so fun! Sad for no hugs :( but I kinda knew that coming. Soon one day soon this will be over and we can hug again and be okay. God is in control.
Well that all for now. This week more working but less hours. Rain ugh. ZOOM and not much else. Have a good week everyone. Happy early Good Friday & Easter. See you next weekend. God bless you!!
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