One more of these left for the month is next weekend! Things are changing and I hope and pray its for the good. Keep believing keep praying!!
1. Work this week was blah! I skipped work Sunday (see below here), but I did work the rest of the week. I am at 5 days a week next 2 more weeks then back to 4 again the following? Huh. I am confused. I truly am okay with either 4 or 5 days a week. I did a 3 day week once few weeks back that was fun. I am gonna start looking for a new job. Now that I hear places are opening back up. I am beyond over my job. I wanted out back in February. I am gonna pray and start applying. If its Gods will it will happen! So for now here I am stuck at this job stuck in the middle of this. Stuck as an essential worker with no real breaks. I am not afraid of getting sick but this whole thing has gotten me sick of my job even more so. Its exhausting us all so much :(
2. I skipped work last Sunday the same day I posted this. I only say that because I felt like crap and I was not gonna go to work like that. Yes it cost me hours but truly I rarely call out. I haven't called out since my pastor had a stroke and I couldn't handle work so the next day I called out. That was my last time back in March. I used PTO for that one. I get little issues with things I deal with. Tbh I have PCOS and I have things that it messes with me and with my normal woman things. And I sometimes feel like crap. Instead of toughing it up I called out and slept more. I was shakey and dizzy all day. While I was NOT sick I have not been since February. I know they dont want us at work if we feel crappy even if we not sick. The funny thing is my co worker who has called out no reason for 2 weeks now called out for the 3rd week last Sunday and so we both called out they had no closer! LOL! Oh boy.
3. Workouts this week. I did 2 Zumbas 1 on Tuesday & 1 on Thursday. My 1 on Thursday was longer. I also with my sister did 2 bike rides. We did 1 on Monday & 1 on Wednesday both after working. Exhausting but fun. So its tiring but fun getting in bike shape. Not bad really. I miss the gym but when gym is open again I want to keep doing this too. I dont want to stop wifi or Zumba I am kinda hooked now. On both this and the gym!
4. ZOOM last one for this week for the fall/spring session. What an amazing journey. I have never done a small group I have never done a women's bible study. It was all new for me. I did the summer book club that got me hooked on this and then I realized I wanted more. But I wanted to bail. From day 1 it was hard for me. I over came so much with God. I love everyone so much. Our last one was very short. Only about 45min total maybe 50. I had a bad day on Thursday I woke up feeling off and it made me edgy and I was crying so much. So my dear friend I called her after the study since we done early. And she made me feel better. She is truly a gift from GOd. She is a friend good for my heart. She made me feel better. I didnt want to cry anymore. I was okay. I felt better talking about the mess that had gotten me where I was. It just made me happy. She is a gift from God. I love her so much!!
5. Speaking of which. We hung out on Tuesday. She came over for a walk around my neighborhood. Unlike last time she didnt bring her dog. And we didnt talk after for long. But she made time to come hang out with me. I hope we get to hang out again next week. And there is a very good possibility that we will be back in church soon. Maybe next Sunday. I am praying so much. Every day for this!! But I am gonna miss hanging out. I am gonna miss all this. Maybe it will stick. Maybe I can still hang out sometimes with her. I can check in with my friends and call them. Why do I gotta wait to see them at church only? Exactly!
Well I am unsure what will happen this week but I am praying for miracles. That God will work things out and we might be back in church in a week. It could happen it could. ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE WITH GOD! Have a good blessed week. See you next weekend. God bless.
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