The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 31st 2021)

Welcome to the last one of these for the last day of the month this year. Wow!! I just realized that this year is now lining up with the same calendar days and dates as 2010. It took me all year to realize it. But in 2010 Halloween was on a Sunday just like this year. Crazy!! I haven't been paying attention at all to this... hope you had a good week mine was stressful TBH.

1. Gym time zero this week (see #5) sadly. I am glad we took our chance for the maze last week as it would have NOT happened this week! I did do two walks this week in the evening on Tuesday and in the morning on Thursday. So I love my walks. But that is all I got done this week...no gym yes I miss it. We will be back I HOPE on Monday!

2. Church beautiful on Sunday. Love and hugs. And more love and hugs. One more time at this place this week today. Then a new place and a new time (old time actually for real) next week. I love my church. The more hugs and love the better :) Sadly thanks to my ride not able to go to Thursday night I didnt get to go to my study group :( and I missed out on our pastors wife visiting our group double :( :( Thursday was not a good day for me at all!

3. Work not as busy. I felt like crap on Sunday stomach issues not gonna go TMI on you but I have some stomach issues that runs in my family and that was all it was. So I felt gross and stayed home on Sunday. Then Friday (see #5) I called out again so I only worked 3 days this week. Now my PPTO is down to 9 hours and my PTO is down to 18 hours. So I truly cant call out anymore but 3 more times to be paid. So I gotta behave or not get paid unless I take a point instead... fingers crossed we good for a while!

4. I did my last two neck therapies this week. I dont actually care for real. I dont feel like therapy was helping me. So that is why I dont care. I just did them cause I had to. I am now a few weeks away from my last doctors appointment I really dont want to think about it. I really dont. Cause at this point I have no idea what will happen and I really wanna start working on one day at a time not all of them. God gives us strength for each day not all of them. So worrying about something a month away really is not good. I shouldn't even worry about it if it was tomorrow! Also this week I made 2 more appointments. I will be doing a phone appointment on Wednesday next week before I get ready for work for more shoulder therapy. And then on the 16th getting my feet looked at first time ever. For my diabetes and also my neuropathy that is really bad especially my left foot. So fun stuff coming up. Next week will be a busy week I have two phone appointments plus a hang out on Tuesday with my cousin and her son. 

5. Rocky my love Rocky my love I will always love you. Spent all week thinking he dying. And he is actually dying. On Monday my sister thought he was dying so we skipped the gym. Then on Friday she had an appointment for him in San Marcos and so I called out to be with her cause I was worried  he could die that night and I thought I couldn't handle work not knowing. It was a good call as he was at the vet for 4.5 hours. Wont know results till next week. But he's back home and we dont know how long we have with him. Time is precious. My heart is too fragile so him dying maybe this will kill me. I thought I was gonna die of a broken heart two years ago. It was the grace of God and not being my time that kept me here. I am not over Rainbows death. And now this. So yes he here but unsure how long. Please keep our little man in prayers. I love him!!

Okay see you in November. Have a nice holiday today. I will be at work. More about that next week. God bless you :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 24th 2021)

 Welcome to this weeks and wow we almost through this month. We a week from Halloween which means one more of these for this month crazy.

1. Work is busy. I worked all my shifts like a good girl this time. Haha. One day soon I will be leaving but till then I need to keep on going in the place God has me and working my job even if at times I feel like I'm losing my mind.

2. Gym did it once yup once. Only on Monday. We made plans for Friday so we only did it on Monday. Oh well. I did two walks Tuesday and Thursday not counting my walk to the bus and then to work on Wednesday. Exciting. Not really whatever lol.

3. Church was beautiful on Sunday cause we back together. Love and hugs and more hugs and more love. I love my church. I had fun at my church group on Thursday. And that was good too. Love my church and all that jazz.

4. My parents went on vacation last week so it was very quiet at home. Our cat isn't doing so well so I am grateful he is still with us. And that they are back home safely again at last. Glad they had fun and glad they back.

5. Friday night my sister and me went to the haunted corn maze in CB. For $25 we got so scared of monsters and stuff. And then we shot apples for the apple cannon. We each did 6 so a set of 12 was another $20. Fun night after work. Yes it was.

Whelp this week is busy for me. My last 2 neck therapies ever. And other stuff too. Have a good week. God bless you :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 17th 2021)

 Hello welcome. How are you? My week was kinda blah. But that was that. Okay then

1. No church on Sunday but online. I'm sorry but that is not church. So I skipped. I was also not working so I slept in because my sisters uti I called out. So I did meet with my group Thursday at Starbucks. Fun time. I love my little group. But I will forever miss meeting with all the ladies and hope next year we will be back to norm :(

2. GYM did it twice. On Monday was great. And then on Saturday fun times. I love the gym. I also did a walk this week on Sunday, Tuesday & Thursday. For real was a lot of walks this week. Not counting my walk to the bus and to work on Friday....

3. Work busy. But I did call out on Sunday. So I again only worked 4 days. Not planned but still. Busy busy. I was grateful for breaks of last week not this week. Like garden time. And not being on the exit is a blessing too. Yup. 

4. Tuesday I had my appointment with a therapist on the phone. My poor phone fried it closed on me like 5x from over heating never done a phone video call before but I did this time. I now have another one to meet with on the 4th of November. Now I'm wondering if I am willing to do this for VCC why not check back into Carlsbad and maybe see what they do. I'm not saying I am gonna go there too but I can look into it maybe next week...

5. Tuesday was also a sad day. It marked 2 years since my Rainbow died. I miss her still so much. I love her and miss her. This year not as bad last year. But still so very hard. My sister found this great little memorial for dogs by the dog beach in Del Mar. I painted her a rock and took it there and dropped it off. I love you baby I cant wait to see you again someday

My family minus my other sister and our cats are not back till Tuesday. It got delayed by a few days but they gone. I miss them but they coming home soon. And that will be okay too. Have a good week. God bless you :)

The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 10th 2021)

Welcome. How was your week? Mine was okay...

1. Church was beautiful. We got to meet in our new building for the next three years as necessary. The old Sears building in CB. Sadly we found out on Thursday we are not meeting there anymore. And we now online Sunday and back to Seabird next week. Ugh not good. Thursday had a beautiful fun time at my small group. We had food to eat. And talked for a bit. Nachos and dessert. Yum. Back to norm next week.

2. Harvest Crusade was AWESOME on Sunday. I got a ride with two ladies from church. It did take us almost 2 hours to get to Anaheim. But it was worth it. Got to hang out with several people from my church. Gave out bibles after. Hung out during pictures fun blessed. Much better then two years ago I had way more fun. So glad my job let me off to go do this!

3. Therapy continues for my neck. 3 down 3 to go. Did 2 this week. My emotions are all over the place. Thursdays bad news sent me into a day of depression. I been feeling empty inside when I at church at least the last two Sundays. idk what is going on. I think its my depression. My appointment on the phone is next week and good thing. Just praying for answers and I get the help so desperately need.

4. Gym only did it once whoopsie. Wanted to do them on Friday too but too tired done this for the past few weeks. I did two walks this week too. Tuesday and Thursday. Yup.

5. Work busy but less of course. I only worked 4 days. Not Sunday. And it exhaust me so much when I am alone up front when no one cares I am alone. I mean I was alone for so long working this job but when I have others and we should have at least one more about front its frustrating. 

Had some weather this week too. Monday we had a bad lightning and thunder storm. The gym was yikes. It went on for hours. We also had rain on Friday but it was just regular rain not thunder and lightning. Well this week back to norm for weather. Have a great week God bless you :)