We are exactly half way through the month of November! How crazy is that! And I'm speeding towards my 36th birthday. 1 month, 5 days let us sigh. Sigh I am getting older. Sigh I am not married yet. Sigh that I have no kids. Sigh I have no career. Sigh that I will be past my mid 30's now heading towards 40. Hurray for even numbers though right? ;)
1. Work has got me exhausted. My own fault but still. I worked Sunday, Monday and then again Yesterday. I am unsure if I can get time off for my sisters birthday, mine or the race in December as we are blacked out from asking for time off. Lame as that is. I am unsure if they did this last year. I got my sisters birthday and mine and no one said anything. Kinda unfair if you ask me if I don't get them off. Its not like I'm going on vacation or something... I don't work at all hardly next few weeks. I worked today than nothing rest of week. Week of Thanksgiving when I am free from school I am free from work. I am not even working on Black Friday! I work Sunday then Saturday weekend of Black Friday. Unsure past that. What gives job what gives? I need a new job. I am unsure if I will make it to end of year before I can get one but I want out now. Like yesterday. I need a none retail job but keep thinking how boring it could be. Unless its in my career field radio or tv then we can talk... Unemployment and my job aren't even supporting me enough anymore. I am unsure how I can do any shopping for Christmas this year. Last year I had less expenses and I worked more. I Do.Not.Get.It.
2. School has me on my toe. This past week was crazy. I did an online class for my ID class and did bad. I brought my current perfect A to a B in the class. Sigh. I did a midterm for cinema unsure how I did. I have a paper due tonight by 12am. Then another discussion board due tomorrow night after I watch something online. I am always doing homework. I try to take breaths but still it is a lot. For TV I am so sad we are ending soon it is almost done. Last week show 8 is online:https://vimeo.com/145569875 after we did practice for Show 9 aka my show. Yes I am hosting. Yes I can do this. I am hosting with Peter who has been on 3 other shows. I did a 2 minute stunt in the 2nd show. This is a real 30mint host thing. I am not as nervous as I thought I would be. I had 3 count them 3 smooth run thrus. I had several people tell me after that I read well. I don't stutter, I don't sound nervous. This isn't the first time I have been told that I read the teleprompter well. I did it well for my show on the 2nd one. It helps that I am not alone there as I was that day. I mean I wasn't alone I just meant it was just me. This time I have a partner. I have my outfit, I hope it works out, I have my make up and my plans for my hair. I am re-dying it tomorrow because my grays are coming in fast and its been 4 weeks exactly. I don't normally till week 6 but special occasion must do it. So please if you can watch me this Thursday, 9:30am PST http://www.palomar.com/pctv I would be honored!
3. Well the weather this week has been frightful. For real. Windy some days. We have a wind advisor tonight. On Monday it rained when I at work. I had to get a ride no fun. Today it rained. Windy too here and there. Cold at night. Then warm up in the day? For real. It is so odd. Not that warm but when its been cold than hot its like what is going on?
4. NaNoWriMo is going okay. If you are writing your novel you know my pain. I am in school I am working and I feel like I am dying. I am so tired. I've had this cold for 3 weeks. So writing my book is a pain. I love it but its a pain. A nice pain. Good luck if you are doing so.
5. Today marks 4 weeks since we lost sweet Maggie. I still miss her. It could be forever till I don't. I still have to remind myself she is not under the bed I keep telling myself she is still. Now Fresh & Easy is gone for good. I love that store! We fell in love with it back in AZ and than was excited it here too. Now its gone. Lame reasons. I don't understand. Sadness.
That is all for now. I am busy. SO much to do and zero energy. At least I have no work for a week. Not my choice but still its nice to know just school and relaxing and a break next week! See you next week have a nice one :)
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