Welcome. Unsure how your week was. Mine was busy messy and not as expect for sure. Plus my book writing isn't going so great again... I honestly dont want to do it. I really don't. I don't want to write my book. I just want to crawl in a hole and not come out. And that is for the rest of the month don't make me lol. But I will keep going I will finish even if its crap and makes me want to pull my hair out.
1. Did the GYM twice this week almost a record. I still miss the good old days when I went to the GYM like 3x a week before work. And then I am back to missing my job again that I cant help but think about. Blah days are the worse. But GYM yeah each time I try to do the weights and machines. And now my dad has a membership not the fancy black one but the one that is only for one gym. Unsure why he didnt just do the year of black membership. Minus the $40 in January and $22 a month he can use any gym and use the special machines. But this was more costly. PF is weird. But yeah gym
2. School this week is fine. Our English class which was going nowhere as always suddenly we have to make sure we do all we said we would in our beginning of semester in our packets. The teacher will compare if we did it or not. Have I mentioned while I am learning a lot he has really made me question my poetry writing in general? It has always come naturally to me but its nothing like the kind he does there. So its frustrating. Plus I never and I mean it NEVER edit my poems. Once they done I leave them. Why do I write again? To inspire for fun and all that and maybe one day to publish as a book. But then again I also write crappy novels (see beginning of here LOL). I am frustrated artist aka writer born with a gift that will never be fully understood even by myself. Show 11 for radio was awesome. I mean sure my wifi went nuts and only recorded half in live version but it did record. And the show itself was good. I had a lot of fun no joke
3. Interview at Sprouts I thought went okay did not go anywhere. I got no call and oddly no email saying they decided not to. I am not checking back its just wrong. Also wrong is the other Sprouts I thought I had a better chance with that one and they said they went with someone else with more experience. Can you explain that? Cause I cant I really cant... yesterday marked the grand opening for dollar tree that didnt care to even try to get me on but I will be calling them on Monday. I do not know wants worse about not having a job. Not wanting to apply anywhere or being frustrated when I finally do and getting the run around. Smh why.
4. Book sale on Saturday I went thinking they would maybe have diabetes stuff. I was hoping for cook books, information books or magazine. I saw magazines few months ago. I was excited then disappointed they had NOTHING. I mean it. Not Atkins or even keto stuff. I was sad they didnt have any of that. I got some bird books a few christian books and a few random movies. Oh well I tried I really did.
5. The 7th marked our 7th year in this house sine 2011 and also the 8th marked our 11 years since we moved into our apartment in TN. We were so scared in 2007. On our own no money no jobs no idea what we doing. I want to say this looking back: It was supposed to happen it was Gods will and He was taking care of us. It was just scary stepping out in faith like that. I don't think I have ever since then done anything like that. I miss you TN so much!!
Well I am having a frustrating day. Just found out that my radio show might not go in the spring unless I do it as an internship. Wait what? I have to do at least two classes or my bills will find me out. I only have 1 more internship left unless I do it with the other kind of internship. I am unsure how it works. I am going to be looking into this. I cant register right now as is cause well no job I am broke and I cant keep using my credit card for things! Its gonna be sky high in December and at this point my sister is gonna have to pay for me and her. But I have to believe I will have a job. I have to. I need to keep looking. Not give up and stop being so lazy. Well have a good week everyone. Sorry this is so deep and personal unsure what came over me. My week will be busy for real!! But that is fine too :)
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