Welcome to June! We are now speeding towards the middle of this crazy horrible year. But you know what? Lets be honest! There have been some GOOD things too. I cant say its been that horrible. Sure its been rough as crap with absolutely everything cancelled this Summer so its making it really hard to do anything but work. But but but there was good before all this. I had good stuff January till mid March that were very great stuff! Its just been rough for about 2.5 months now but it wasn't before. And yes that means it will be rough till at least September for us maybe longer :/ Count the good not the bad! Be grateful!
1. My baby Rainbow. Her birthday is this month and its going to be SO HARD!! Maybe that is why these past two weeks I have been crying again more. Yesterday I cried for real doing my usual Saturday post. The thing is my heart is still being healed and till it is if it ever will be I wont be the same. I dont think I will ever be the same. I have planned a few things for her birthday. I am planning a walk with my dear good friend in her honor. Then a ride by the beach with my mom and my sister in her honor. These are the two things we have been doing on her birthday for a while now. I will think up more as we get closer. I just miss her so much. I just want her back with me. My life is never gonna be the same again I know but its just been super hard :(
2. Did only one Zumba this week. Literally one workout total like that. No wiifit and only 1 Zumba. I however did 2 bike rides and the first one on Monday was very long. It was fun but so long. And then when we went to ride on Wednesday it was beyond painful :( haha. Getting in shape is so much fun. LOL. Send help !!
3. So 9 years ago at this time we were still in California about to head back home. We drove here for a small week long trip from Arizona. It was a fun time. Did stuff with our parents then went back home. Had no idea that God was gonna bring us back home 3 months later maybe we wouldn't have come out. But I am glad we came out same time cause it was a good time it was fun.
4. Work this week long and harsh. Well last Sunday I went to work for my 1 to 9 shift and it turned into 1 to 5 because our store closed early due to a protest by the other Walmart. Yikes!! So we closed early and got the heck out of there fast. It was scary and brought out my anxiety attack that I wasn't planning on having. UGH!! Other than that nothing much. Made it through another week. Had a lot of hours. And we have another person working for us now. So we are good on people. This might mean less hours in the future. But I dont care. For one I am still trying to exit right and disappear aka get a new job. And until then having more people especially since we so short handed is truly NOT a bad thing!
5. Church last week was SO GREAT!!!!! Sure it sucked being in masks. But it was a beautiful day. And got to see my pastor whom I have missed so much. I am unsure if he will be back this next Sunday he is healing up at home from his heart operation on Wednesday. I am so glad he is fine though and God is taking care of him. But church was wonderful. Different. But wonderful. And somehow even though it not allowed I got 3 hugs (2 from 1 person). Oh well. I am not afraid but I get he rules and I didnt ask for hugs nor force them on anyone.
Have a good week everyone. Mine will be a bit different. Got my book club starting up, an extra day off work, and more! We had rain on Friday night to Saturday so weird. Our weather is so strange now a days. Welcome to weirdo California. God bless you always!!
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