Welcome welcome. How was your week. Mine was okay but not so okay too anyways...
1. Worked only 3 days this past week. Yup it was a nice not really little vacation but still not a bad time off too. Ha. Work busy. And I came back after 4 days I was like um yeah. So we have new people two new people!! And some days we have enough people other days we dont have enough. But yeah I had a nice time off work :)
2. Gym did it just ONCE wah. Oh well. We went on Monday. I did a lot of walks this week though. 3 total. One on Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday. Yes I did that was nice. So I miss the gym. Back to twice a week this coming week...
3. Church was beautiful on Sunday. Lots of hugs and love. Sure a few people I love were not there :( but they will be back soon I hope! So yeah I love my church. Thought we done at seabird but we get to come back in two weeks so that is one last time. Thursday began small groups. I'm kinda sad and miss all the other ladies. We got a nice group of 5 total maybe 6 if the other gal comes next week. But I do miss everyone else. So this will be an odd thing all the way till next May ...
4. Friday celebrated my sisters 35th birthday my youngest. I was off work. First me and my other sister did the beach one last time for the Summer. Got a wee bit sunburnt. Then had fun with my sister ate fish and fries bubbles and ice cream. Happy Birthday little sister.
5. Wednesday was not my funnest day. I went to the doctor haven't seen since my injection two weeks ago. My neck is not better yet. I am not saying its not a bit better. I think its some sorta slow process with burning my nerves. Well we arent there yet. And now wont see him again for 10 more weeks! He wants more therapy so unsure when that will start up.
ALSO THIS WEEK...
Two things both bad. Tuesday I found out that Palomar will now require ALL students to be vaccinated to come back on campus. Which means I just kissed good bye my radio show for good :( Also Friday the lady that was helping me but not really helping me at True Care pretty much said screw you. So now I gotta start over for my mental health issues at the place in Carlsbad I was avoiding. Its stressing me out so much having to start over after nearly 2 months of trying to get this going. I have forgiven the lady I will forgive her again. She IMO could have helped me more. And she just didnt want to. So she gave up on me and now I am back to ground zero. I want to give up but several things keeping me going: I promised my good friend I would get help, I promised myself I would get help no matter how hard it is is, I know God wants me to get help still AND I have several supportive friends and more because I didnt tell them all yet that are rooting for me and praying for me. So I really just cant just give up. I want to to but I am not going to. Just so hard and so exhausting doing this back to zero again :(
Well have a nice week. This one I work all my days next week and the following time off will get me down to 4 each week. But we have a raise coming I think for work so that should help maybe. God bless you till next time see you then :)
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