The Weekend 5 (Sunday, October 16th 2022)

Welcome friends welcome. How was your week?

1. Work is busy! I worked most of my shifts but Wednesday I had off (more below). So yeah work is busy. We are short handed and it stresses the crap out of me. I want to say I am okay I am not. I try to be and God willing one day I will be totally. I think I'm doing better. Me trying to be proud like my therapist tells me oh boy. I'm trying I promise

2. Church was beautiful Sunday. I love all my friends. Sure I miss the ones who left us but I do love the ones who stayed. And that is what I love most is that I can love them all even when they aren't here if I keep giving it time which I am trying so hard to do so...  Thursday we began our small 6 week fall bible study. Fun times. Love all those ladies. I am glad we doing something. Its the shortest one I've ever done since I began to do them. Its shorter then even the Summer one. But its SOMETHING so no complaints. 

3. Tuesday I needed the sleep I got. Like 12 hours I was exhausted. But boy was shocking that day. We had a big unplanned unknown to us thunder storm. The thunder came first then the rainbows and then the rain. And followed by oh my goodness us losing power for 10min. Scary stuff. But we okay now and its gone. 

4. My mental health has been more better this week. Less struggling like last week. But still some struggles. As we got closer to the anniversary of my dogs death I think my anxiety and my stress got a bit worse. I was glad it was over with and gone. The building is what got me. Lots to talk to my therapist about next week I guess...

5. Wednesday was harsh. Its been 3 years since my beautiful Rainbow left me. I still miss her SO much. Its easier all the time but still so hard. I cried making her rock. I cried putting at the memorial. But I got work off. After we had breakfast we put the rock down and then discovered what the heck someone took hers from last year or moved it. Either way I couldn't find it :( Then after that we went to the zoo for several hours. It was fun exhausting but fun. Got home late. Threw me off doing something on a Wednesday I for sure thought today was gonna be Friday LOL.

Well thats all for now. This week a little like last week but a little not too. Shall see. God bless you :)