1. Finally got some sinus infection medicine in my system thank you God it appears to be working I am just a little concerned once I am off it tonight it will come back :( Praying for miracles. We one week from the race I dont want to deal with this on top of the race. Yuck. I hate being sick. I hate c*vid I hate what it did to my immunity system its such a mess. :( :(
2. Church was beautiful. I got to talk to my friends. I got hugs. I didnt have to work after. In fact on my day off I came home had a nice walk took a small nap and just relax. I leave Sundays open. I'll plan stuff but honestly I'm okay if I dont do much. I know its my only other day off so I did paint my rocks so I can work on them this week. But still. I dont do too much. Thursday church was great too. I loved it so much!! I love the Bible studies. I am enjoying my fellowship with my crazy loving sisters that love me so darn much its unbelievable I feel so blessed with each one of them in my life. :)
3. Work busy busy. Worked my usual work schedule no call outs. I did a whole lot of happy to help which made for me being super tired. My Tuesday & Wednesday especially a lot of happy. I do it I try to not complain but it does get to me like it did SATURDAY. Yesterday I had a melt down at work when I was overwhelmed too much over the walkie anyone could hear was hearing it. I took a pill I was okay after I stopped happy and took that. Just was not a nice day too much got to me and I just collapsed under it all boo :(
4. Workouts not much this week. The weather was my factor and being sick. I did a walk Sunday and another one on Thursday. Yup. We didnt clean this week either. But the weather man lots of rain several days just over this. I know we *need* rain but we at the point where its too much too fast. A little at a time not so much its snowing people into their houses where they get snow. Pretty tough.
5. Thursday talked to my therapist. She's kinda worried about me says I need to speak to someone weekly and longer not what they offer. I was okay and still am with what they offer. But honestly it just shocked me and threw me in a loop. It upset me pretty badly. I had a bad day on Tuesday at work so bad I worried myself and reached out for the first time in months for prayer from people. I know God is bigger then this. I just still am afraid of ME my emotions where I dip and when the next crazy episode is gonna be. Twice this week at work not fun at all :( I'm so tired of fighting this!!
Well this week is busy and then next Sunday is our hot chocolate race. Praying for no rain. God bless you all. See you next week. :)
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