Welcome to December. Crazy how fast this year is flying by. I have already begun Christmas shopping. As has so many. How was your turkey day? How was your week? Glad this is up on time I tried hard!
1. Its so hard. Every Saturday is so hard. Every Friday is so hard. I miss Rainbow SO MUCH! But God has been sending us rainbows more often then usual. Usually those are rare not this year they keep popping up. Yes it makes me cry. But I know God isn't trying to make me cry. I think He wants me to know that yes He knows I miss her, and yes she is with Him. 7 weeks baby girl why. It still doesn't seem real. I am unsure when I will be past the denial thing cause I am pretty sure I am sitting here denying she is gone every single day. Its so easy. I keep imagining she is coming around the corner. I keep thinking she is near by. Is she? No she is not. She is not coming around the corner she is not here anymore. Her ashes are still in a box. I have no one left here. NO baby :( I miss you baby girl I will never stop missing you!!
2. Wow did we have A LOT of rain this week. It began on Tuesday night and just kept coming all the way through Friday early Saturday morning even. That included Thursday when we had some impressive loud thunder. Just a little bit but very long crack kind that used to scare us so bad in TN that kind. That wakes you up really freaks you out. Glad it gone but back again this week at least Wednesday. Behave weather please!!
3. Thanksgiving was a nice meal. I had a good time eating turkey we still eating it left overs though today. The only bad thing was I didnt work because I should have but I called out and had to use my paid time off for it. Now I am down to 3hrs. I am wondering if I will still get a point off for calling out. Its 2pts for a call out not 1pt. I am unsure when I will know. But 1 point and still paid better then nothing. Glad I did this. And my goal is to make this my ONLY t-day at this company when they break my schedule when I should not work and do that its just not right. 2 people who can work Thursdays were not even scheduled learned that last minute after being told EVERYONE had to work!
4. GYM did it just once sadly on Monday. Tried out the smaller one near my job. It not a bad place to go. But yeah smaller. I love working out though so we had fun. Then due to the rain we skipped our second one so only once sucked we always go twice a week so that was sad :(
5. Work this week was blah. I worked a closing 2x, 1x of that was on Black Friday when it was insane. I had 2 mid's which wear me out. Glad we are going towards this coming week when I do tonight an almost close, tomorrow mid but a morning on Wednesday off Friday for sisters birthday and then morning on Saturday. Weird on Sunday. So dont fully close again for almost 2wks!!
Well we off for break last week. This week and next then done with school till end of January. Heres to happy last mont of the year. Have a good one. See you all next weekend!! :)
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