It has not been another good week. Another bad week. Another UGH week! Ugh Ugh Ugh. I'm over all this. Over it all!
1. Sunday our church had to be online again. It was very temporary although our governor is so insane he would like it to be forever! So after I went to church online and cried cause I always cry when I cant go to church. I had called out from work as I had been hurt again at work on Saturday. So my pastor whom I love so much! He let me talk to him on the phone. I was trying to tell him all the crap I had gone through last week. Honestly he gave me advice but I truly just wanted to be heard and in person but I only had phone and he let me do that. Thank you Pastor!!! Later after I had slept some my sister and me went to get stuff at dunkin donuts haven't in a while and yes we snuck to the beach for like 10 minutes it was getting dark. Some bugs loved me and I got two bug bites :( but it was a nice day. I am still trying to take it easy. Zoom on Thursday was okay. I was feeling like crap due to pains in my jaw plus my neck was hurting. So yeah I went but I am unsure about this week because of it being day after my well you will see below...
2. I worked this week but not a lot. I called out on Sunday, I called out on Wednesday. I did work Monday. Then I called out again on Friday. Up until my call out on Friday it had been about pains from my neck. No joke. But Friday my call out was related to my teeth. More below. Either way. I had a lot of call outs. Thank God they are not counting points against us! I am not btw just calling out for fun. I cant afford to call out all the time. I honestly do love I can call out and not get it against me because with this injury I NEED that ability. So I am thankful for it! Ugh work. And more stress on Monday that had me freaking out. I chose to not say more for now. But trust me I was freaking out. This virus and work and well that is all I will say.
3. Tuesday was like my pointless doctor visit. It was even more pointless when they thought I was getting treated realized I wasn't and kept me there longer to try to call and got no where. Then I went and talked to the chiropractor and they also got no where. Now THREE People are calling about this whole thing. This is just wrong to make me keep coming and not being treated. I want to cry. I feel like they are never gonna take me seriously not work not them not the place refusing to help me. NOONE IS HELPING ME! I feel so helpless. I am in pain I am suffering I just want to get better again. :( Thursday I found out that they claim no paperwork has been sent to them. What are they talking about? OF COURSE THE DOCTOR SENT THEM PAPERWORK!!!!
4. Thursday was the day after my sisters dental issue. She went in on Monday. Then she had to go back on Wednesday for a root canal. A two part root canal so weird. Then Thursday as she is healing up I get my own teeth issues. My jaw swollen and aching so bad nothing helping getting worse. I had to call out for Friday and go in. Now I have two more appointments. I have to do the second half of my root canal on Wednesday. Then another week away do a gross more scary procedure. I know God has got this but I am freaking out. :(
5. Its been 10 years since we moved into our apartment in Arizona. 10 years since we last saw Tennessee. I miss our souther state. I also miss Arizona. Even hot as it was I miss it all. Moving in was insane. Bugs that followed us from TN in the truck well that was a fun time. Lost a chair too had to throw it away. Ugh. I hate those bugs HATE THEM! I dont care how long ago we last saw them. I hate them so much. I miss our apartment. Arizona had this feel to it I will never forget. Yeah I miss you AZ and TN too
Well that was a week. This next week with less hours and more to come is promising to be another crazy one. Have a good week everyone. God bless you!! :)
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